= my speakers sing [Hurt So Bad - 张敬轩] = & = i'm feeling... [Very calm.] =
Just spent the last 40 mins or so going through my previous entries... Just realised that I am my own healer. While reading through the past entries... All the memories came flooding back...
I remembered the good and the bad...
It was indeed an exciting love story as you said... We did go through some really tough times together...
But...
At the end of the day... I finally remembered the most important reason why it has to end...
Very simply...
Very easy...
I forgive. But I do not forget.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
... there is a part 3...
= my speakers sing [Nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [A sense of calm with mixed thoughts.] =
Why does it feel like it's as though we just broke up even after so many months. Maybe cause when I say I love you, I really do mean it? I was all prepped to say so many things before you came. But... as expected... it ended within 5 seconds. So many thoughts running through my mind... In a way, "It's finally over"... yet another... "Why did it have to end?"
Maybe Joseph was right.
拿得起, 要放得下.
Wasn't really the correct timing for him to say it... But I needed that kind of slap in the face there and then. It's not as though I had never given it thought before I wanted to end the relationship... It's just that... maybe... just maybe... she did more harm to me then good... but now... I am only reminiscing the good... Thats why I'm feeling like shit. Maybe... we met too late... then again, it could be just a lesson in life for me to learn. All I know is... my heart is broken all over again. I feel like... climbing into my hole... and hide there till the storm in my heart is over...
哭了才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说你永远是我的
为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐我就快乐
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你已离开我
我还是想对你说
baby i love u so much
你走了我的心在淌血
baby u hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
baby i love u so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
baby u hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着
无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么忘记了
So many "Maybes"...
Maybe...
we were just not meant to be...
Why does it feel like it's as though we just broke up even after so many months. Maybe cause when I say I love you, I really do mean it? I was all prepped to say so many things before you came. But... as expected... it ended within 5 seconds. So many thoughts running through my mind... In a way, "It's finally over"... yet another... "Why did it have to end?"
Maybe Joseph was right.
拿得起, 要放得下.
Wasn't really the correct timing for him to say it... But I needed that kind of slap in the face there and then. It's not as though I had never given it thought before I wanted to end the relationship... It's just that... maybe... just maybe... she did more harm to me then good... but now... I am only reminiscing the good... Thats why I'm feeling like shit. Maybe... we met too late... then again, it could be just a lesson in life for me to learn. All I know is... my heart is broken all over again. I feel like... climbing into my hole... and hide there till the storm in my heart is over...
哭了才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说你永远是我的
为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐我就快乐
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你已离开我
我还是想对你说
baby i love u so much
你走了我的心在淌血
baby u hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
baby i love u so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
baby u hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着
无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么忘记了
So many "Maybes"...
Maybe...
we were just not meant to be...
Monday, June 15, 2009
...... Part 2
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [extremely intoxicated.] =
Of all people, you had to pick my good friend ! You are really... I don't want to use those words on you... you know what you have done.
Seriously, go fuck yourself.
Of all people, you had to pick my good friend ! You are really... I don't want to use those words on you... you know what you have done.
Seriously, go fuck yourself.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
.............
= my speakers sing [NOTHING.] = & = i'm feeling... [blank.] =
YOU KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE.
Thats all I have to say.
Quite saddening.
YOU KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE.
Thats all I have to say.
Quite saddening.
