= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [ilke crap.] =
I'm stuck ! at home ! on a freaking sunday !
I don't know what to say... cept the fact that my binge drinking is getting worse. and the fact that I'm supposed to be "hitched", again. Then again... let's not dwell too much on that ya? nothings 100% confirmed. I'll release the news when it's confirmed.
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讲了等于没讲。 妈的。 @#%(^#(%^)#%
Anyway,
There comes a point in time when you start to define the meaning of "relationship". 男人都是犯溅的。 During the woo-ing stages, suma da jalan... once together, the tune changes completely. The "I-don't-minds" said initially start to wreak havoc in the head.
"I don't mind this, I don't mind that"
I don't mind my lan ah !
Jealousy can kill a person. Physically or mentally. And it drives me to the edge of the toilet bowl just thinking about it. But who else can I blame but myself? I'm the cause of being in the wretched state now... Blah. No point whining at home when I can be out enjoying myself. Whining won't win me a million bucks. Buying 4D or toto can. Hur Hur Hur...
My pic appeared in nightlife.sg ! Was there with mao for Acid Bar's 3rd anniversary. Shiok ga dar ! Too bad wasn't able to stay for the crazy hour... $3 for every draft beer/housepour ! Dang !!!
I guess there'll always be other chances...
P/S: My day's coming soon ! I can't find a suitable place to drink ! I need a place to sleep over ! Any bright ideas? Anyone? :-D