= my speakers sing [圣诞结 - 陈奕迅] = & = i'm feeling... [stoned.] =
Happy Boxing Day !
Spent my xmas at... where else but Caesars. The turnout was ok... the usual suspects together with a few unexpected guests... (Thanks fiona, for turning up. :-D~ and to your friend too. Xinyi or something like that right?) Didn't drink much also... One small and peaceful bottle of black label. Nice to be chilling out with the gang on such a "joyful" occasion. Not to mention the queer celebration we had after... (Of all things, why mahjong?)
This entry came abit too late... so many thoughts running through my mind and wanted to put thoughts to paper... but when I came back home on Christmas day... got too tired and FM-ed instead. rofl?
Anyway,
Just got home from a squad BBQ at Melville Park but "as per normal"... the turnout wasn't very encouraging. Blah. There'll be other days... Really nice to have met up with the guys after... 3½ years? (Gosh, has it been that long?) Time flies when you're having/not having fun. Resignation decision coming real soon... Hm... I ponder... It's easy to say "I'm resigning !" when you know you have so much more on your contract but as the day approaches... your mind will start to wonder again.
Oh well... why think so much when tomorrow hasn't arrived? I guess it'll be 2006 even before I know it. (Contradicting bastard.) *channel surfs* ! Man Utd Vs West Brom! Time for soccer !
And so the countdown to 2006 begins ! I wonder again where the shit I'll be celebrating... rofl... not at Caesars again I hope... Newasia Bar definately sounds more interesting. Anyone interested? :-D~
Monday, December 26, 2005
Monday, December 19, 2005
The End.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =
It's been 30 days since my last posting and to tell you the truth, I didn't even feel a thing. I used to feel the urge to blog almost over everything single thing that I came into contact with. Sad that the feeling's lost now... Guess I never was a blogger but a blog-reader instead. :-D~ Don't get me wrong... I ain't shutting down my blog or something, it's just... well, let's just say my updates would appear not as often as before...
Anyway,
Nothing much has been going on cept the fact that my system is running on a NEW Western Digital 80GB HDD and I've added another 512MB to my RAM which basically means I'm stocked on 1GB of RAM. Also grabbed a SamSung DVD RW. (Couldn't resist it. Bonuses are so evil.) LOL. All I need now is to update my graphics card... perhaps to a 6600 or a x700? *evil laugh*
Still haven't gotten that SamSung E760 that I want so much badly. Been feeling very very lazy to drop by Sim Lim Sq since I've got a gigantic puberty symbol* on my nose. (*Note:PIMPLE) "Grounded" orders handed by myself to myself. It looks so tempting... ... .. ...
Blah... Christmas is round the corner ! As usual, the mood is not there... at least I've managed to get leave on christmas eve ! I wonder where I'll be going... hm... That'll definately be worth an entry... lol.
Anyway,
Time to get back to FM-ing... Been heavily addicted to it of late. The feel of managing your favourite soccer team and buying totally nonsensical players thrills me. Always. Hopefully I'll encounter something worth blogging about soon ! :-D~
It's been 30 days since my last posting and to tell you the truth, I didn't even feel a thing. I used to feel the urge to blog almost over everything single thing that I came into contact with. Sad that the feeling's lost now... Guess I never was a blogger but a blog-reader instead. :-D~ Don't get me wrong... I ain't shutting down my blog or something, it's just... well, let's just say my updates would appear not as often as before...
Anyway,
Nothing much has been going on cept the fact that my system is running on a NEW Western Digital 80GB HDD and I've added another 512MB to my RAM which basically means I'm stocked on 1GB of RAM. Also grabbed a SamSung DVD RW. (Couldn't resist it. Bonuses are so evil.) LOL. All I need now is to update my graphics card... perhaps to a 6600 or a x700? *evil laugh*
Still haven't gotten that SamSung E760 that I want so much badly. Been feeling very very lazy to drop by Sim Lim Sq since I've got a gigantic puberty symbol* on my nose. (*Note:PIMPLE) "Grounded" orders handed by myself to myself. It looks so tempting... ... .. ...
Blah... Christmas is round the corner ! As usual, the mood is not there... at least I've managed to get leave on christmas eve ! I wonder where I'll be going... hm... That'll definately be worth an entry... lol.
Anyway,
Time to get back to FM-ing... Been heavily addicted to it of late. The feel of managing your favourite soccer team and buying totally nonsensical players thrills me. Always. Hopefully I'll encounter something worth blogging about soon ! :-D~
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Shock after shock in the sporting world.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =
Drank to my fill last night at my colleague's wedding. His "brothers" were damn fierce. As though they were human beer barrels. Downing everything that we threw to them. The dinner was not that bad... name of the restaurant is "Lake Garden" I think... It's located at Yishun, Orchid Country Club. After the dinner, the gang of us decided to have some K-ing session at Partyworld Shenton Way... I didn't expect to drink again there but as the saying goes, "Once you've started, you can't stop." rofl? Was knocked out cold once I've reached home around 4am.
Anyway,
Following the sad departure of a wrestling great, Eddie Guerrero, the sporting world once again has released shocking news. Manchester United Great, Royston Maurice Keane has left the club. Arguably the best midfielder in the world, he has served the Red Devils faithfully for 12 years. A naturally born leader in the field, he commands respect and has been a solid rock in defence. He never shies from challenges and would create attacking runs that would be a pain in the ass for the opposition defence. Now a free agent at the age of 34, one wonders what he would be considering, continue playing or moving on to a managerial position... But one thing is for certain, the impact he left in EPL soccer will definately be missed. Read more here...
Drank to my fill last night at my colleague's wedding. His "brothers" were damn fierce. As though they were human beer barrels. Downing everything that we threw to them. The dinner was not that bad... name of the restaurant is "Lake Garden" I think... It's located at Yishun, Orchid Country Club. After the dinner, the gang of us decided to have some K-ing session at Partyworld Shenton Way... I didn't expect to drink again there but as the saying goes, "Once you've started, you can't stop." rofl? Was knocked out cold once I've reached home around 4am.
Anyway,
Following the sad departure of a wrestling great, Eddie Guerrero, the sporting world once again has released shocking news. Manchester United Great, Royston Maurice Keane has left the club. Arguably the best midfielder in the world, he has served the Red Devils faithfully for 12 years. A naturally born leader in the field, he commands respect and has been a solid rock in defence. He never shies from challenges and would create attacking runs that would be a pain in the ass for the opposition defence. Now a free agent at the age of 34, one wonders what he would be considering, continue playing or moving on to a managerial position... But one thing is for certain, the impact he left in EPL soccer will definately be missed. Read more here...
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
A WWE legend passes on...
= my speakers sing [nothing] = & = i'm feeling... [deeply saddened] =
A legendary figure in professional wrestling leaves the world suddenly.
A legendary figure in professional wrestling leaves the world suddenly.
R.I.P.
Eddie Guerrero.
May God bless your soul.
Once in awhile...
= my speakers sing [nothing] = & = i'm feeling... [dead] =
I have a wedding to attend to in 4 days time ! I'm having a very bad case of sore throat ! VAT THE F ! HELP ! How the hell am I supposed to go YAMMMMMM SENGGGGGGG when I can't even scream at the sight of a flying cockroach?! rofl.
Anyway,
My HDDs are being taken out one by one. First my Seagate, now my Maxtor. 60GB, 2 yrs old. partitioned to 20 and 40GB. Never really touched the 40GB and suddenly, one fine day, it died on me. Sad... I'll need to buy a new HDD... (maybe I should throw in a DVD RW drive as well... urgh. temptations temptations... ) Looks like my To-Buy list has increased two fold. I need mornay mornay mornay...
Been resting alot recently... smoked only 3 sticks of fags for the past 3 days. Cool. But saying that I've quit is still far too early. Saying that I've stopped. Ahh... Thats more like it. ROFL?
I needa buy many many PS2 titles ! Theres RE4, Smackdown Vs Raw 2 (God bless Eddie Guerrero's soul.), TH:America Wasteland and a few others. When will I get the chance to go JB~~~ Ah well. Whilst waiting for those shit, I'll get myself busy with F.E.A.R.(Demo) and maybe FM 2006. Heh. Oh well. Bye !
I have a wedding to attend to in 4 days time ! I'm having a very bad case of sore throat ! VAT THE F ! HELP ! How the hell am I supposed to go YAMMMMMM SENGGGGGGG when I can't even scream at the sight of a flying cockroach?! rofl.
Anyway,
My HDDs are being taken out one by one. First my Seagate, now my Maxtor. 60GB, 2 yrs old. partitioned to 20 and 40GB. Never really touched the 40GB and suddenly, one fine day, it died on me. Sad... I'll need to buy a new HDD... (maybe I should throw in a DVD RW drive as well... urgh. temptations temptations... ) Looks like my To-Buy list has increased two fold. I need mornay mornay mornay...
Been resting alot recently... smoked only 3 sticks of fags for the past 3 days. Cool. But saying that I've quit is still far too early. Saying that I've stopped. Ahh... Thats more like it. ROFL?
I needa buy many many PS2 titles ! Theres RE4, Smackdown Vs Raw 2 (God bless Eddie Guerrero's soul.), TH:America Wasteland and a few others. When will I get the chance to go JB~~~ Ah well. Whilst waiting for those shit, I'll get myself busy with F.E.A.R.(Demo) and maybe FM 2006. Heh. Oh well. Bye !
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Harloweeeeeen Party !
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [nauseous.] =
Celebrated Halloween at acid bar with Ngok playing ! Fantastic I tell ya. Mao won a bottle of Belvedere Vodka worth $168 ! Woo hoo ! He took part in some lame ass Halloween party by acid whereby you get coiled round with toilet paper and after a whole roll's been used up, the "mummy" will dash to the bar counter and down a Graveyard. Fastest man wins. Apparently, mao was the fastest. LOL. I broke my principle rule of "NO VODKA" and drank up. Its nice. Real nice. Hah.
I don't know if there are people who read my blog or check it for updates but I do apologize for the inconsistent updating for the past few months... Eversince the downfall of my old SeaGate HDD, really really lost the mood for blogging. heh? Well, gotta work in like 4 hrs time, I'll be trying to find inspiration for blogging again... given the recent spates of bloggers being punished for racist remarks. whatever man. Till next time... when it hits me in the head and I can't help but blog about it... Take care my friends!
Celebrated Halloween at acid bar with Ngok playing ! Fantastic I tell ya. Mao won a bottle of Belvedere Vodka worth $168 ! Woo hoo ! He took part in some lame ass Halloween party by acid whereby you get coiled round with toilet paper and after a whole roll's been used up, the "mummy" will dash to the bar counter and down a Graveyard. Fastest man wins. Apparently, mao was the fastest. LOL. I broke my principle rule of "NO VODKA" and drank up. Its nice. Real nice. Hah.
I don't know if there are people who read my blog or check it for updates but I do apologize for the inconsistent updating for the past few months... Eversince the downfall of my old SeaGate HDD, really really lost the mood for blogging. heh? Well, gotta work in like 4 hrs time, I'll be trying to find inspiration for blogging again... given the recent spates of bloggers being punished for racist remarks. whatever man. Till next time... when it hits me in the head and I can't help but blog about it... Take care my friends!
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
fuck. (Part 2)
= my speakers sing [same as below.] = & = i'm feeling... [still bastardy.] =
I feel like I've let myself down as a friend.
I hate this kinda feeling.
Fuck this shit.
I need to drink.
I feel like I've let myself down as a friend.
I hate this kinda feeling.
Fuck this shit.
I need to drink.
fuck.
= my speakers sing [陈奕迅 - 遇见了你] = & = i'm feeling... [bastardy.] =
I feel like a despicable cad.
I feel like a despicable cad.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
time flies and the man ages.
= my speakers sing [Gwen Stefani - Cool] = & = i'm feeling... [bored.] =
I'm officially 23 years and 1 day old. Still feeling too old for my age and the binging and smoking isn't really helping much. heh?
Finally brought my parents to Hainanese St for dinner... I guess it's the first time my sis's current beau had dinner with them. Rather funny when everyone at the table is Hainanese. Hah. It's another one of my own 冷笑话.
Spent the early moments of my special day at Caesars with mao, joseph and fiona. Was a last minute kinda thing. But I enjoyed myself. Really thanks, guys. Last night was at BQ. Yes, for the man who always have anti-ed BQ, I find myself dropping by more often in the last few weeks. Had a couple of drinks with a few colleagues, one of which has his day on the 3rd. Talk about celebrations!
Supposed to be home recuperating today, but mao just called me. I guess it's time to head on out again. :-D~
I'm officially 23 years and 1 day old. Still feeling too old for my age and the binging and smoking isn't really helping much. heh?
Finally brought my parents to Hainanese St for dinner... I guess it's the first time my sis's current beau had dinner with them. Rather funny when everyone at the table is Hainanese. Hah. It's another one of my own 冷笑话.
Spent the early moments of my special day at Caesars with mao, joseph and fiona. Was a last minute kinda thing. But I enjoyed myself. Really thanks, guys. Last night was at BQ. Yes, for the man who always have anti-ed BQ, I find myself dropping by more often in the last few weeks. Had a couple of drinks with a few colleagues, one of which has his day on the 3rd. Talk about celebrations!
Supposed to be home recuperating today, but mao just called me. I guess it's time to head on out again. :-D~
Sunday, September 25, 2005
I'm back ~
= my speakers sing [nothing] = & = i'm feeling... [extremely tired] =
Here I am, back from my K.L. trip ! Rather enjoyed myself there. Shopped till I dropped at Pertaling St. Not many other places to go to since I was staying at the Berjaya Times Square. It's rumoured to be 5 stars... but the service I received there was definately worth only 3...
1) Does it take 3 days to change a towel?
2) Why are some of the lights in a room faulty?
3) 5 star hotel no cable one meh?
4) Do the chambermaids keep their hands to themselves?
Just some thoughts going through my mind... Anyway, the Monorail was a very "unique" experience... Probably it's cos of the peak hour rush... Let's just put it that I spend more then an hour to get to somewhere 3 stops ahead. Shopping was definately good. Bought 6 shirts, a pair of slippers and 2 lighters... one of which I can roughly confirm is dead. Zzz. Argh, too many things to mention about... the cheap fags, the really "so funny" clubbing scene there, the bargains made at Pertaling... etc etc etc. But I'm really really damn tired. 7 hours of sitting in a bus is not really that comfortable. Damn digicam I borrowed from my Uncle failed on me as well...
Anyway,
At least I did not lose any money as I spent totally under my budget. Changed only S$150 when I had a spending budget of S$200. Nearly spent it all, Left with a couple of RM... Had great food... and on my way home just now... I kio tio-ed a 256MB Imation TB ! HA HA HA ! Now this is what I call "re-imbursment" LOL !
Here I am, back from my K.L. trip ! Rather enjoyed myself there. Shopped till I dropped at Pertaling St. Not many other places to go to since I was staying at the Berjaya Times Square. It's rumoured to be 5 stars... but the service I received there was definately worth only 3...
1) Does it take 3 days to change a towel?
2) Why are some of the lights in a room faulty?
3) 5 star hotel no cable one meh?
4) Do the chambermaids keep their hands to themselves?
Just some thoughts going through my mind... Anyway, the Monorail was a very "unique" experience... Probably it's cos of the peak hour rush... Let's just put it that I spend more then an hour to get to somewhere 3 stops ahead. Shopping was definately good. Bought 6 shirts, a pair of slippers and 2 lighters... one of which I can roughly confirm is dead. Zzz. Argh, too many things to mention about... the cheap fags, the really "so funny" clubbing scene there, the bargains made at Pertaling... etc etc etc. But I'm really really damn tired. 7 hours of sitting in a bus is not really that comfortable. Damn digicam I borrowed from my Uncle failed on me as well...
Anyway,
At least I did not lose any money as I spent totally under my budget. Changed only S$150 when I had a spending budget of S$200. Nearly spent it all, Left with a couple of RM... Had great food... and on my way home just now... I kio tio-ed a 256MB Imation TB ! HA HA HA ! Now this is what I call "re-imbursment" LOL !
Friday, September 23, 2005
my first...
= my speakers sing [nothing of late.] = & = i'm feeling... [excited.] =
Technically speaking... in 7 hours time, I would be on a coach and embarking on a first-ever... trip overseas(Yay! *throws confetti* ... whatever.). Funny how I used to detest even the idea of travelling and now... I'm so looking forward to it. Though it's just a short weekend get-away at K.L. but... heck, I'm gonna try to enjoy myself to the fullest.
The irony in it all... I never thought I would travel... but someone came along and changed my mind... and the even bigger irony is I'm going to K.L. ... a place that sounds oh so familiar. ah well, that was in the past.
I've been really busy the last few weeks, tight schedule and all... apologies to all my friends whom I've sort of neglected... I'll meet up with ya guys real soon ya? :-D
Till Monday... tata~ I'm off~ to K.L. !
Technically speaking... in 7 hours time, I would be on a coach and embarking on a first-ever... trip overseas(Yay! *throws confetti* ... whatever.). Funny how I used to detest even the idea of travelling and now... I'm so looking forward to it. Though it's just a short weekend get-away at K.L. but... heck, I'm gonna try to enjoy myself to the fullest.
The irony in it all... I never thought I would travel... but someone came along and changed my mind... and the even bigger irony is I'm going to K.L. ... a place that sounds oh so familiar. ah well, that was in the past.
I've been really busy the last few weeks, tight schedule and all... apologies to all my friends whom I've sort of neglected... I'll meet up with ya guys real soon ya? :-D
Till Monday... tata~ I'm off~ to K.L. !
Monday, September 12, 2005
It's been awhile...
= my speakers sing [Oasis - Lyla] = & = i'm feeling... [at peace.] =
Ever since the "death" of my Seagate HDD, I've pretty much lost any mood to blog or turn my PC on. Life these past month has been... pretty mundane. The same old shit day in day out. Having a hectic working schedule sure doesn't help much. What to do... At least I'm going to KL come this Sep end. (Yay?)
Interestingly enough, my drinking problem seems to have improved. I'm not drinking as much I always do... cos of my PS2's company? I don't know... but the urge to binge is coming back again. I used to think that drinking was a way to relief stress and a source of entertainment to have a good time with friends. But these last few months has been pretty different. My mind wanders off to another destination when I'm drinking... Spent many moments staring at empty spaces as though deep in thought whilst my friends make merry in front of me. I don't find drinking as pleasurable as before. It hurts when I'm downed a couple of jugs. No no... it's not about my body feeling physically hurt. It's something in my mind. Something that makes me feel uneasy. Maybe it's those few crap-shit problems again. No car, no money, no love interest, blah blah blah blah blah. But I find myself to be a "bit" more eased when I'm at Acid. Maybe it's the crowd, maybe it's the live band, maybe to atmosphere? Don't really know. This post may sound god damned contradicting. Then again... I am a fucking contradict. So there, bite me.
Anyway,
Gibby-san's off to a place far far away... (not really far but it's outside of Sg.) To a place where horny boys become horny men ! The wonderful island of Pulau the Tekong. And I won't probably see him in quite awhile... since his first bookout, I'll be on my way to KL. God damn the impeccable timing. I guess I'll have to wait for another week more then...
Speaking of which... I haven't really met up with the gang for quite some time now. This re-scheduling of my working shift is seriously fucking my time up. So bloody tired before-during-after work. Where got mood to blog? Hm...
Anyway,
Been psycho-ed down by my friend to BQ recently... I used to be super anti-BQ. Place for mini bengs. But when I visited there a few days ago, didn't seem that bad as compared to last time... Then again, I didn't go to the side facing the river, I went to Circular Rd. Went to a KTV pub with my friend... At least it's not those thats hounded by PRCs, Viets, Thais... You get the idea. Thank goodness I've always made it a point to inform my chiong-ing friends that I do not patronize such entertainment outlets.
It's 2:30pm now... got a office function later at 4... then it'll be BQ again I guess... LOL. My colleague says that my "itch" for such places has emerged. I say its the urge to "bo tar bo lam pa". rofl.
P/S: Some pics coming soon... I'm still mourning over the departure of all my old pics.
Ever since the "death" of my Seagate HDD, I've pretty much lost any mood to blog or turn my PC on. Life these past month has been... pretty mundane. The same old shit day in day out. Having a hectic working schedule sure doesn't help much. What to do... At least I'm going to KL come this Sep end. (Yay?)
Interestingly enough, my drinking problem seems to have improved. I'm not drinking as much I always do... cos of my PS2's company? I don't know... but the urge to binge is coming back again. I used to think that drinking was a way to relief stress and a source of entertainment to have a good time with friends. But these last few months has been pretty different. My mind wanders off to another destination when I'm drinking... Spent many moments staring at empty spaces as though deep in thought whilst my friends make merry in front of me. I don't find drinking as pleasurable as before. It hurts when I'm downed a couple of jugs. No no... it's not about my body feeling physically hurt. It's something in my mind. Something that makes me feel uneasy. Maybe it's those few crap-shit problems again. No car, no money, no love interest, blah blah blah blah blah. But I find myself to be a "bit" more eased when I'm at Acid. Maybe it's the crowd, maybe it's the live band, maybe to atmosphere? Don't really know. This post may sound god damned contradicting. Then again... I am a fucking contradict. So there, bite me.
Anyway,
Gibby-san's off to a place far far away... (not really far but it's outside of Sg.) To a place where horny boys become horny men ! The wonderful island of Pulau the Tekong. And I won't probably see him in quite awhile... since his first bookout, I'll be on my way to KL. God damn the impeccable timing. I guess I'll have to wait for another week more then...
Speaking of which... I haven't really met up with the gang for quite some time now. This re-scheduling of my working shift is seriously fucking my time up. So bloody tired before-during-after work. Where got mood to blog? Hm...
Anyway,
Been psycho-ed down by my friend to BQ recently... I used to be super anti-BQ. Place for mini bengs. But when I visited there a few days ago, didn't seem that bad as compared to last time... Then again, I didn't go to the side facing the river, I went to Circular Rd. Went to a KTV pub with my friend... At least it's not those thats hounded by PRCs, Viets, Thais... You get the idea. Thank goodness I've always made it a point to inform my chiong-ing friends that I do not patronize such entertainment outlets.
It's 2:30pm now... got a office function later at 4... then it'll be BQ again I guess... LOL. My colleague says that my "itch" for such places has emerged. I say its the urge to "bo tar bo lam pa". rofl.
P/S: Some pics coming soon... I'm still mourning over the departure of all my old pics.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Stoned.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [pissed bored.] =
HaloScan is up. Feel free to leave your comments ! :D
I'm getting tired to blog nowadays eversince my bloody old 17GB Seagate crap HDD is damaged. When the hell will I be able to retrieve my data?!?!
HaloScan is up. Feel free to leave your comments ! :D
I'm getting tired to blog nowadays eversince my bloody old 17GB Seagate crap HDD is damaged. When the hell will I be able to retrieve my data?!?!
Friday, August 12, 2005
Free time and nothing to do.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [bored.] =
I officially declare that my computer has gone kuku again. Admist the purchase of a new power supply that worked... my HDD decided to die on me next. I wouldn't really mind it dying... heck, it's been around since the millenium ! I'm not surprised it expired on me. But... it could have shown me some signs of terminability. Not some weird "Ka ka" sounds during bootup and simply not get read at all. Freak ! Thats also a main reason why I haven't been online recently... I'm just hoping one day that the zany Seagate HDD might be revived for a short while so I can backup my dear photos before letting it finally R.I.P. My photos... they are the only thing on that drive that I cant bear to forgo. It contains all the pictures I have about everything around me ! Damned Seagate shit...
Anyway,
I experienced the best National Day of my entire life ever. I... was working. "Has this cow gone loco?" No... on the contrary, I watched the parade from a view to die for. 22 storeys high up at a undisclosed location(Due to work reasons) I saw the parade from a rooftop ! Sad that my videos can't be uploaded... Managed to get some fantastic shots of the fireworks display. This should be enough reason for me to upgrade my handphone to a much better model... (I no longer smell D500C... it's mixed emotions between D500, E720 and D600... Hmmmm...) Whatever.
I just realised it's payday... what the hell am I doing at home on payday? OMG. I need to go out... Anyone?
I officially declare that my computer has gone kuku again. Admist the purchase of a new power supply that worked... my HDD decided to die on me next. I wouldn't really mind it dying... heck, it's been around since the millenium ! I'm not surprised it expired on me. But... it could have shown me some signs of terminability. Not some weird "Ka ka" sounds during bootup and simply not get read at all. Freak ! Thats also a main reason why I haven't been online recently... I'm just hoping one day that the zany Seagate HDD might be revived for a short while so I can backup my dear photos before letting it finally R.I.P. My photos... they are the only thing on that drive that I cant bear to forgo. It contains all the pictures I have about everything around me ! Damned Seagate shit...
Anyway,
I experienced the best National Day of my entire life ever. I... was working. "Has this cow gone loco?" No... on the contrary, I watched the parade from a view to die for. 22 storeys high up at a undisclosed location(Due to work reasons) I saw the parade from a rooftop ! Sad that my videos can't be uploaded... Managed to get some fantastic shots of the fireworks display. This should be enough reason for me to upgrade my handphone to a much better model... (I no longer smell D500C... it's mixed emotions between D500, E720 and D600... Hmmmm...) Whatever.
I just realised it's payday... what the hell am I doing at home on payday? OMG. I need to go out... Anyone?
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Quickies
= my speakers sing [陈奕迅 - 遇见了你] = & = i'm feeling... [sleepy.] =
Point form entry !
I'm a dimwit.
Point form entry !
- Twas my first day on the First Aider Course. Very fun indeed, met my squad leader. Caught up alot of shit with him. Am going to be very happy catching up more with him later...
- Played some pool with my sis and her current beau, he's pretty good. I like.
- Saw a break cue I really liked but have to buy some other fuck cue then can buy cheap.
- Finally got the chance to drive a Honda Jazz ! So cool !
- Went to Simpang for supper. Had a nice chat with my sis and her beau. Met many friends there.
- Friend's Lao Peh's office got broken into. Wtf. The security there very bad.
- Finally found Eason Chen's new song ! Yay. Memorizing in progress for KTV. ^^
There you go. A brief description of what happened to Mr. Cow today. More misadventures coming soon !
I'm a dimwit.
Sunday, July 31, 2005
I seriously need vitamins.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [weak.] =
Went to the doctor's the other day... found out that my tonsil problem hasn't really ended yet. My tonsil bed(the place in my throat where my tonsils used to grow), had a thin line of ulcer growing there and it was the root of my fever and sore throat. Got a jab... 98 frickin bucks. From last tues till now... the fever's never been far off. Argh.
Did I mention that my comp blew? Luckily it was only the power supply. Thank god. But I bought the wrong psu initially. LOL. When I was at Sim Lim, the shop assistant asked how many pins I wanted, I had no idea what the hell he was talking about. So I just went with 24pins. When I got home... Dang. My motherboard uses a 20pin psu. Fuck ! So there I was, sick, pissed about my comp being blown and stuck with a wrong psu. I did the next best thing. I took a nap. When I woke up, I had dinner and slept somemore. Figured I could only change the psu the next day. So back to SLS I went and I think they changed a more expensive psu for me instead. LOL.
Anyway,
There was also the BBQ that totally went wrong. A case of bad charcoal. Real bad. Ended up at gib's house microwaving everything there is ! At least we got to give mel a belated birthday celebration. :D
Anyway,
I'm feeling queasy now. I think I'll go do something I've been doing alot recently. Lie down.
Went to the doctor's the other day... found out that my tonsil problem hasn't really ended yet. My tonsil bed(the place in my throat where my tonsils used to grow), had a thin line of ulcer growing there and it was the root of my fever and sore throat. Got a jab... 98 frickin bucks. From last tues till now... the fever's never been far off. Argh.
Did I mention that my comp blew? Luckily it was only the power supply. Thank god. But I bought the wrong psu initially. LOL. When I was at Sim Lim, the shop assistant asked how many pins I wanted, I had no idea what the hell he was talking about. So I just went with 24pins. When I got home... Dang. My motherboard uses a 20pin psu. Fuck ! So there I was, sick, pissed about my comp being blown and stuck with a wrong psu. I did the next best thing. I took a nap. When I woke up, I had dinner and slept somemore. Figured I could only change the psu the next day. So back to SLS I went and I think they changed a more expensive psu for me instead. LOL.
Anyway,
There was also the BBQ that totally went wrong. A case of bad charcoal. Real bad. Ended up at gib's house microwaving everything there is ! At least we got to give mel a belated birthday celebration. :D
Anyway,
I'm feeling queasy now. I think I'll go do something I've been doing alot recently. Lie down.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
the voice within.
= my speakers sing [silence.] = & = i'm feeling... [sickish with a tinge of loneliness.] =
Some people say... people don't normally say what they really feel. As much as they want you to believe what they are trying to say... 99.9% would be of the truth. There'll always be that 0.01% that they'd wanna hold back. Scheming you might say... but it's just humanity at it's best. I've always wondered, how much trust do I have in people around me? I've been known to myself that I trust easily. But maintaining that trust... Well... I don't know. I find myself losing trust in someone once that person has breached it.
Some might ask, Why this sudden interest in distrust?
I don't know. In a spur of the moment.
I just feel that I can't trust even myself anymore. Cool.
I'm feeling all whiny again...
Some people say... people don't normally say what they really feel. As much as they want you to believe what they are trying to say... 99.9% would be of the truth. There'll always be that 0.01% that they'd wanna hold back. Scheming you might say... but it's just humanity at it's best. I've always wondered, how much trust do I have in people around me? I've been known to myself that I trust easily. But maintaining that trust... Well... I don't know. I find myself losing trust in someone once that person has breached it.
Some might ask, Why this sudden interest in distrust?
I don't know. In a spur of the moment.
I just feel that I can't trust even myself anymore. Cool.
I'm feeling all whiny again...
minor updates...
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [zapped.] =
I went to National Skin Centre yesterday in regards to my rotting back. Damn boring but surprisingly there were other patients whom were rather good eye candy for me to ogle. Queued for like 20mins before seeing my doctor and the best part. It was a bloody kay leng. Wow. A bloody pundeh as my consultant. How nice. ... Speaking their typical trait of ununderstandably english. It was more like a chicken talking to a duck. That was still bearable. Then he told me that I had to get some scraping done. To analyze the pimples on my back to see if they were acne or fungal infection. So there I was, sitting in the treatment room waiting for some ass to scrape my back when suddenly these 2 youths dressed in doctor's robe walked up to me...
Unknown dudettes: "Hi, we're doing our internship here, do you mind if we have a look of how scraping is done?" *flashing broad smile with tons of teeth*
Me: "whatever."
So along came this more senior doctor who told me that he was gonna just squeeze one out and that a little pain would be involved in scraping blah blah... So after he squeezed it out, I felt that it wasn't that bad and I proceeded to put my Tshirt back on when he said, "Lets take another one ya?" ... &($^*(@#%% Somehow I felt the second one was unnecessary but he did just to show those two interns. I muttered chee bye beneath my breath. Then he told me that he would put plasters on the two tiny holes on my body that he just caused. But he changed his mind and decided to apply pressure with cotton buds instead. Right. So after pressing for awhile, he told me it stopped bleeding and blah blah... So I went out of the room, my mom asked me, "How come the back of your shirt red red one?" hm? So I went to the toilet and saw these red dots on my Tee splattered around. Quite obvious even from far. @)$(&*)#&%#)% That bloody SOB ! Ok. Nevermind.
I went back to the kay leng and he told me that I had yeast growing on my back. Suddenly it occurred to me...
Yeast. ( Isn't that something that grows in a chee bye? If so, Doesn't that make me a walking chee bye? heyh? )
I was pondering over this when he yanked me back into the room and told me about my medication. blah blah blah and now I have 5 creams to apply. Cool.
So then I went to meet mel after lunch with my parents at Bedok Interchange, It's been awhile since I had a meal with them outside of home... I should do it more often.
Anyway,
We dropped by Sim Lim and I finally got my thumbdrive ! $30 ! Considering it's for my PS2 only... 128mb can la... Thankfully it works ! Then we went to Dbl O to meetup with gibby-shit. Yes, you heard me. Dbl O. 3pm. It was so bright at Mohd Sultan that I almost couldn't recognize it ! The 17th Bartender of the year 2005 was going on... We saw some mighty fine flairing before we decided to head on home. When I reached home, totally concussed. From 8pm I slept till 11am and I had a fever ! Thankfully the fever's subsided by now... I'm still wondering if I can drink tomorrow... blahz.
So I'm just relaxing at home. Waiting for Gibson's call so we can go do some shopping for tomorrow's bbq/party. Updates after the party ! :D
I went to National Skin Centre yesterday in regards to my rotting back. Damn boring but surprisingly there were other patients whom were rather good eye candy for me to ogle. Queued for like 20mins before seeing my doctor and the best part. It was a bloody kay leng. Wow. A bloody pundeh as my consultant. How nice. ... Speaking their typical trait of ununderstandably english. It was more like a chicken talking to a duck. That was still bearable. Then he told me that I had to get some scraping done. To analyze the pimples on my back to see if they were acne or fungal infection. So there I was, sitting in the treatment room waiting for some ass to scrape my back when suddenly these 2 youths dressed in doctor's robe walked up to me...
Unknown dudettes: "Hi, we're doing our internship here, do you mind if we have a look of how scraping is done?" *flashing broad smile with tons of teeth*
Me: "whatever."
So along came this more senior doctor who told me that he was gonna just squeeze one out and that a little pain would be involved in scraping blah blah... So after he squeezed it out, I felt that it wasn't that bad and I proceeded to put my Tshirt back on when he said, "Lets take another one ya?" ... &($^*(@#%% Somehow I felt the second one was unnecessary but he did just to show those two interns. I muttered chee bye beneath my breath. Then he told me that he would put plasters on the two tiny holes on my body that he just caused. But he changed his mind and decided to apply pressure with cotton buds instead. Right. So after pressing for awhile, he told me it stopped bleeding and blah blah... So I went out of the room, my mom asked me, "How come the back of your shirt red red one?" hm? So I went to the toilet and saw these red dots on my Tee splattered around. Quite obvious even from far. @)$(&*)#&%#)% That bloody SOB ! Ok. Nevermind.
I went back to the kay leng and he told me that I had yeast growing on my back. Suddenly it occurred to me...
Yeast. ( Isn't that something that grows in a chee bye? If so, Doesn't that make me a walking chee bye? heyh? )
I was pondering over this when he yanked me back into the room and told me about my medication. blah blah blah and now I have 5 creams to apply. Cool.
So then I went to meet mel after lunch with my parents at Bedok Interchange, It's been awhile since I had a meal with them outside of home... I should do it more often.
Anyway,
We dropped by Sim Lim and I finally got my thumbdrive ! $30 ! Considering it's for my PS2 only... 128mb can la... Thankfully it works ! Then we went to Dbl O to meetup with gibby-shit. Yes, you heard me. Dbl O. 3pm. It was so bright at Mohd Sultan that I almost couldn't recognize it ! The 17th Bartender of the year 2005 was going on... We saw some mighty fine flairing before we decided to head on home. When I reached home, totally concussed. From 8pm I slept till 11am and I had a fever ! Thankfully the fever's subsided by now... I'm still wondering if I can drink tomorrow... blahz.
So I'm just relaxing at home. Waiting for Gibson's call so we can go do some shopping for tomorrow's bbq/party. Updates after the party ! :D
Thursday, July 21, 2005
life is really fragile.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [absolutely sad.] =
Have you read about the fall from height at Simei that took place today in the morning?
It's really god damn sad.
Yes. I was there.
I'm not permitted to comment more.
But it was really heart wrenching.
Have you read about the fall from height at Simei that took place today in the morning?
It's really god damn sad.
Yes. I was there.
I'm not permitted to comment more.
But it was really heart wrenching.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Corny to the max.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =
我有一个朋友在 Perlini's Silver做工。
某一天，我带她去跟我的姐姐吃饭。
聊着聊着，姐姐就问她，
“你是从实什么行业？”
她若无其事的回答，
“我是卖淫（银）的。”
.. .... ..... .. .. . .. . . . . .... ..
Why does Batman always rescue Malays when they are in pain?
... ... ...
Cos... when they are in pain, they go...
蝙蝠侠！！！ 蝙蝠侠！！！ (PAINFUL SIA !!!)
.. . .... ... ... ... ... ...... .... . ....
一个三分熟和一个七分熟的牛扒走在路上，
遇见了却没说话就走掉了，
WHY? . .. ... ..... .. . .. . ...... ...
因为他们都不熟(pun 100% intended)
我有一个朋友在 Perlini's Silver做工。
某一天，我带她去跟我的姐姐吃饭。
聊着聊着，姐姐就问她，
“你是从实什么行业？”
她若无其事的回答，
“我是卖淫（银）的。”
.. .... ..... .. .. . .. . . . . .... ..
Why does Batman always rescue Malays when they are in pain?
... ... ...
Cos... when they are in pain, they go...
蝙蝠侠！！！ 蝙蝠侠！！！ (PAINFUL SIA !!!)
.. . .... ... ... ... ... ...... .... . ....
一个三分熟和一个七分熟的牛扒走在路上，
遇见了却没说话就走掉了，
WHY? . .. ... ..... .. . .. . ...... ...
因为他们都不熟(pun 100% intended)
Monday, July 18, 2005
Oily Kwali !
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [dead.] =
I have just been dubbed the "Button Man" A.K.A "Fuck Man Hoe". ... What the fuck's up with that? I'm just about had it with those sickening colleagues of mine. Then again... that'll take all the fun away. No doubt I have a very bad complexion and I'm in the centre of many jokes most of the time...(literally as the one made fun of, not the smartass crackin'em) but... at least they've trained up my tolerance level. rofl.
Anyway,
Just received the schedule for my extra duties for the remainder of July and August. I tell you... damn jammed packed la. I'll be stretched mentally and physically to my limit man. Hopefully I'd still be able to squeeze some free time other than for rest.
... I'll be working again in 7hrs time... Anyone wanna grab dinner or do something with me? I think I'm going bonkers soon just working and sleeping and working and sleeping. I need to mingle with people outside of my job to keep my mind sane. heh? *forced smile*
I have just been dubbed the "Button Man" A.K.A "Fuck Man Hoe". ... What the fuck's up with that? I'm just about had it with those sickening colleagues of mine. Then again... that'll take all the fun away. No doubt I have a very bad complexion and I'm in the centre of many jokes most of the time...(literally as the one made fun of, not the smartass crackin'em) but... at least they've trained up my tolerance level. rofl.
Anyway,
Just received the schedule for my extra duties for the remainder of July and August. I tell you... damn jammed packed la. I'll be stretched mentally and physically to my limit man. Hopefully I'd still be able to squeeze some free time other than for rest.
... I'll be working again in 7hrs time... Anyone wanna grab dinner or do something with me? I think I'm going bonkers soon just working and sleeping and working and sleeping. I need to mingle with people outside of my job to keep my mind sane. heh? *forced smile*
Sunday, July 17, 2005
A ice cold beer is still the way to end a hard day's work.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [blank.] =
Dropped by acid with lingyi last night... I thought there would be no live band wasn't playing, caught me by surprise when I heard lovely guitar tunes being played and though it wasn't the resident band, EIC, those two guys were not that bad. It was jam packed in acid last night, not surprising since it was a Saturday night. I noticed they changed their layout abit. The usual DJ console has been moved to the a la "Friends" couch area. The old Dj area has been converted to seats and quite uncomfortable I might add. Enjoyed a couple of drinks(3 pints to be exact) with nice music,(I got both my dedications played ! hahahaha) chatted a little and we saw this boy of adolescence age trying his very best to impress two new female friends he had gotten to know. Kao I tell you, the amount of crap he was yakking. You got to hear it to believe it. ROFL. I was rather high when we left, no dinner + drinking = always bad idea. So, you get the drift.
Anyway,
Gonna get damn busy the coming weeks. I just realised that I'm working on the 30th ! 他妈的 ! This seriously poses a problem on our celebrations for fishy and gib. Anyone with any bright ideas?
I need to upload pics... hm... lazy to do leh...
Dropped by acid with lingyi last night... I thought there would be no live band wasn't playing, caught me by surprise when I heard lovely guitar tunes being played and though it wasn't the resident band, EIC, those two guys were not that bad. It was jam packed in acid last night, not surprising since it was a Saturday night. I noticed they changed their layout abit. The usual DJ console has been moved to the a la "Friends" couch area. The old Dj area has been converted to seats and quite uncomfortable I might add. Enjoyed a couple of drinks(3 pints to be exact) with nice music,(I got both my dedications played ! hahahaha) chatted a little and we saw this boy of adolescence age trying his very best to impress two new female friends he had gotten to know. Kao I tell you, the amount of crap he was yakking. You got to hear it to believe it. ROFL. I was rather high when we left, no dinner + drinking = always bad idea. So, you get the drift.
Anyway,
Gonna get damn busy the coming weeks. I just realised that I'm working on the 30th ! 他妈的 ! This seriously poses a problem on our celebrations for fishy and gib. Anyone with any bright ideas?
I need to upload pics... hm... lazy to do leh...
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Days of our lives...
= my speakers sing [五月天 - 垃圾车] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =
Not much to say these days... my life as mundane as it can be... Just bought Battlefield 2 for PC and I must say... quite impressive. Reminds me of the good old days of CS... lol. I guess I'm gonna spend countless hours in front of the comp again... then again... no online play... no regrets though... ^^ Also gotten a free installation CD for Maple Story haven't installed it yet... But I'd gone through some reviews and it's basically another smash'em ups. Which reminds me... I need a new keyboard... Ok. I digressed.
Bought a couple of PS2 games today... Changed my Onimusha and it works! Finally! Tested it for like ten mins and the graphics are not that bad. Gameplay wise, typical CAPCOM stuff... the rest awaits... The others were Stella Deus and Juiced. Both works but haven't got the time to play them yet. I changed my W.E. too ! It's all in english ! But... the mofo gave me a W.E. 8 version ! No liveware ! Sucks ! I give up...
Just had a game of mahjong with the guys, won abit with a last min limit but I still don't feel lucky when I'm gambling... argh.
Anyway,
Caught Sin City with mao and michael a few days back. *SPOILER AHEAD* The show though abit grotesque but it got me hooked after the introduction of the first story... It's basically a 3 part mini-story movie with the characters translated from the comic by Frank Miller I think. Bruce Willis was wonderful as usual and Jessica Alba... Fwoh. Damn hot. My most preferred story would be the one about Goldie(Jaime King) and Marv(Mickey Rourke). The torturing was well worth my $8. His mindset of, "Piss me off and you die a slow and painful death" intrigues me. LOL. Call me a sadist, but I would choose over his dismembering of Kevin(Elijah Wood) then to Hartigan(Willis)'s yanking of the yellow bastard's(Nick Stahl) balls. Well, won't reveal much more... if you're a sadist as I am or you'd prefer to watch Jessica Alba shake in a stripper's joint, watch the show. :D
Rating : 9.5/10
P/S: There's a twist in the ending ! Sometimes... the good guys must die.
So I guess that's it for me. Working again in 3½hrs time. Grrr.... Crap. Till I have more crap to yak about... I'll leave you an infamous line from Sin City...
Pounding rain...
dark twisting alleys...
there's no mistaking Sin City.
It's always there,
looking over your shoulder.
Not much to say these days... my life as mundane as it can be... Just bought Battlefield 2 for PC and I must say... quite impressive. Reminds me of the good old days of CS... lol. I guess I'm gonna spend countless hours in front of the comp again... then again... no online play... no regrets though... ^^ Also gotten a free installation CD for Maple Story haven't installed it yet... But I'd gone through some reviews and it's basically another smash'em ups. Which reminds me... I need a new keyboard... Ok. I digressed.
Bought a couple of PS2 games today... Changed my Onimusha and it works! Finally! Tested it for like ten mins and the graphics are not that bad. Gameplay wise, typical CAPCOM stuff... the rest awaits... The others were Stella Deus and Juiced. Both works but haven't got the time to play them yet. I changed my W.E. too ! It's all in english ! But... the mofo gave me a W.E. 8 version ! No liveware ! Sucks ! I give up...
Just had a game of mahjong with the guys, won abit with a last min limit but I still don't feel lucky when I'm gambling... argh.
Anyway,
Caught Sin City with mao and michael a few days back. *SPOILER AHEAD* The show though abit grotesque but it got me hooked after the introduction of the first story... It's basically a 3 part mini-story movie with the characters translated from the comic by Frank Miller I think. Bruce Willis was wonderful as usual and Jessica Alba... Fwoh. Damn hot. My most preferred story would be the one about Goldie(Jaime King) and Marv(Mickey Rourke). The torturing was well worth my $8. His mindset of, "Piss me off and you die a slow and painful death" intrigues me. LOL. Call me a sadist, but I would choose over his dismembering of Kevin(Elijah Wood) then to Hartigan(Willis)'s yanking of the yellow bastard's(Nick Stahl) balls. Well, won't reveal much more... if you're a sadist as I am or you'd prefer to watch Jessica Alba shake in a stripper's joint, watch the show. :D
Rating : 9.5/10
P/S: There's a twist in the ending ! Sometimes... the good guys must die.
So I guess that's it for me. Working again in 3½hrs time. Grrr.... Crap. Till I have more crap to yak about... I'll leave you an infamous line from Sin City...
Pounding rain...
dark twisting alleys...
there's no mistaking Sin City.
It's always there,
looking over your shoulder.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Hoegaarden 3 litres !
= my speakers sing [Foo Fighters - Best Of You] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =
Just came home from a combi of Caesars and Beavers. I witnessed someone win home a 3 litre glass of Hoegaarden. OMG WTF ! I WISHED I HAD ONE OF THOSE ! Nevermind. I shall persevere. There's another place that is holding the same contest. I'm gonna cross my fingers and down more pints... LOL.
Just bought Battlefield 2(PC), Onimusha 3(PS2) and an updated english version of W.E. 8(PS2), haven't tested them yet. Still waiting for a break between work and socializing. LOL.
Anyway,
So so tired now. Got to work like in 4 hours time? Argh. 24hours is never enough...
I want to go KTV so bad ~ Any takers? I wanna pool also~~~
Just came home from a combi of Caesars and Beavers. I witnessed someone win home a 3 litre glass of Hoegaarden. OMG WTF ! I WISHED I HAD ONE OF THOSE ! Nevermind. I shall persevere. There's another place that is holding the same contest. I'm gonna cross my fingers and down more pints... LOL.
Just bought Battlefield 2(PC), Onimusha 3(PS2) and an updated english version of W.E. 8(PS2), haven't tested them yet. Still waiting for a break between work and socializing. LOL.
Anyway,
So so tired now. Got to work like in 4 hours time? Argh. 24hours is never enough...
I want to go KTV so bad ~ Any takers? I wanna pool also~~~
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Me see, me buy, me pok.
= my speakers sing [Foo Fighters - Best Of You] = & = i'm feeling... [zany.] =
Just bought the Oasis's latest album, "Don't Believe The Truth". Sad to say... they're not really as good as they used to be. It's more of a laid back soft rock then their usual lyrical slow rock catchy tempo-ed songs.
Rating: ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤
Also grabbed the latest from another great band, Foo Fighters. Titled "In Your Honor", I must say, this latest album has really gotten me surprised. Gone are the days of Learn to Fly and My Hero, when I first heard this CD, the angst I felt in me was released totally. They've really improved since "One By One". Can't really describe more, you just gotta listen to it man. Grab a copy, NOW !
Rating: ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤
Anyway,
Went to simpang just now for supper together with mel, gib, my sis and her beau. Spotted hady at the Shell petrol kiosk and I ran over to him. In all of my excitement, I didn't notice the barrier set up by the Shell staff. 他老娘的! I ran into the chains at the barrier and *Tiang* ! the post dropped. knnbccb ! I swear nearly all of the people at simpang heard/saw that. so malu ~~~ Argh... Nevermind, I shall refrain from getting all jumpy next time I bump into a friend in public places. -_-"
Oh well... more pool tomorrow evening, more worries for my rotting back and for now... more Heineken ! ^^
Just bought the Oasis's latest album, "Don't Believe The Truth". Sad to say... they're not really as good as they used to be. It's more of a laid back soft rock then their usual lyrical slow rock catchy tempo-ed songs.
Rating: ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤
Also grabbed the latest from another great band, Foo Fighters. Titled "In Your Honor", I must say, this latest album has really gotten me surprised. Gone are the days of Learn to Fly and My Hero, when I first heard this CD, the angst I felt in me was released totally. They've really improved since "One By One". Can't really describe more, you just gotta listen to it man. Grab a copy, NOW !
Rating: ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤
Anyway,
Went to simpang just now for supper together with mel, gib, my sis and her beau. Spotted hady at the Shell petrol kiosk and I ran over to him. In all of my excitement, I didn't notice the barrier set up by the Shell staff. 他老娘的! I ran into the chains at the barrier and *Tiang* ! the post dropped. knnbccb ! I swear nearly all of the people at simpang heard/saw that. so malu ~~~ Argh... Nevermind, I shall refrain from getting all jumpy next time I bump into a friend in public places. -_-"
Oh well... more pool tomorrow evening, more worries for my rotting back and for now... more Heineken ! ^^
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Friend?
= my speakers sing [Same as below] = & = i'm feeling... [Same as below...] =
You Are A Fun Friend |
 You're the one who keeps your group laughing And you've always got an idea for something fun to do The party's not complete without you And you wouldn't miss it for the world |
True me?
= my speakers sing [Damien Rice - Amie] = & = i'm feeling... [abit high.] =
The True You |
| You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you. |
| With respect to money, you spend whatever you have. |
| You think good luck will definitely be yours, someday. |
| The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. |
| You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. |
| When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. |
Love has taught me to lie, life has taught me to die...
= my speakers sing [Damien Rice - Cannonball (Radio Remix)] = & = i'm feeling... [tired yet energetic.] =
And so it is... after a long hard day's work, one should really reward oneself with some good drinking. I got my share, after being played out by me colleague. Met mao at Caesars around midnight. Found out he was drinking from 6pm...(You go man!) till 2am. That's the reason why he's my buddy. Imparted my minimal knowledge on purchasing of a car to a semi-high mao at Caesars since he spoke of the topic. The table next to us were of more fun though... wearing helmets and calling themselves "I'm a dickhead, a big white dickhead." (That was fun. -_-") As an Indian friend of mine said, Caesars has different crowds on different days. How true that sounds. Haven't seen mao this high for a very long time. There's always kipling or Emily to entertain him... ROFL.
Anyway,
So pissed off with DBS prior my attendance at Caesars. Received a new debit card from them and I tried to activate the card... however to no avail. Don't know what the fuck was wrong with the ATM, kept displaying "Transaction NOT ALLOWED". Spent 10mins plus playing with the telephone service till they transferred me to an operator. I think they got pissed with me pressing the wrong commands all the time. Told me to try the shit that was stated on the letter. Tried and failed. The 妈得发哥 moron ended up telling me that their server was going through a "don't know what the fuck" update and to try later at 10am. So much for service.(I wonder if I should write in to complain... typical Singaporeans must complain non-stop. :D) Guess I'll have to try to activate my debit card tomorrow before work... -_-.
Anyway,
Am on my 2nd bottle of Heineken... a couple more to go before I really feel high. I really should meetup with a new friend to go drinking together. Her blog has gotten me very intrigued about her. ROFL? Intelligence coupled with a dark sense of humour. Very entertaining. LOL. I'm yakking man... I should stfu. ;D
And so it is... after a long hard day's work, one should really reward oneself with some good drinking. I got my share, after being played out by me colleague. Met mao at Caesars around midnight. Found out he was drinking from 6pm...(You go man!) till 2am. That's the reason why he's my buddy. Imparted my minimal knowledge on purchasing of a car to a semi-high mao at Caesars since he spoke of the topic. The table next to us were of more fun though... wearing helmets and calling themselves "I'm a dickhead, a big white dickhead." (That was fun. -_-") As an Indian friend of mine said, Caesars has different crowds on different days. How true that sounds. Haven't seen mao this high for a very long time. There's always kipling or Emily to entertain him... ROFL.
Anyway,
So pissed off with DBS prior my attendance at Caesars. Received a new debit card from them and I tried to activate the card... however to no avail. Don't know what the fuck was wrong with the ATM, kept displaying "Transaction NOT ALLOWED". Spent 10mins plus playing with the telephone service till they transferred me to an operator. I think they got pissed with me pressing the wrong commands all the time. Told me to try the shit that was stated on the letter. Tried and failed. The 妈得发哥 moron ended up telling me that their server was going through a "don't know what the fuck" update and to try later at 10am. So much for service.(I wonder if I should write in to complain... typical Singaporeans must complain non-stop. :D) Guess I'll have to try to activate my debit card tomorrow before work... -_-.
Anyway,
Am on my 2nd bottle of Heineken... a couple more to go before I really feel high. I really should meetup with a new friend to go drinking together. Her blog has gotten me very intrigued about her. ROFL? Intelligence coupled with a dark sense of humour. Very entertaining. LOL. I'm yakking man... I should stfu. ;D
Monday, July 04, 2005
A "Poet" Moment
= my speakers sing [Slipknot - Duality] = & = i'm feeling... [sleepy.] =
Plucked this from my friend gaozi's blog... I don't know why, when I read this verses, my heart felt a small tingling sensation...
Plucked this from my friend gaozi's blog... I don't know why, when I read this verses, my heart felt a small tingling sensation...
总喜欢老歌的诗情画意,
言语中眷恋着滋味.
欣赏歌词的简练,
也遗恋着曲子的耐人寻味.
有些歌就像好酒一样,
越听,
越是...
爱上她.
My legs are gonna break !
= my speakers sing [Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter] = & = i'm feeling... [Tired.] =
http://notproud.com/
Cool site.
I'm tired. I need some company. I want to drink !
http://notproud.com/
Cool site.
I'm tired. I need some company. I want to drink !
Friday, July 01, 2005
Sounds of pleasure...
= my speakers sing [Damien Rice - Cannonball] = & = i'm feeling... [full of water.] =
Checked out this new place next to Pool Junction just now. It's a pub/pool place called The Labyrinth by Pool Junction. Tables are of brown color. Drinks are rather cheap. Promotion period 30% off all drinks 15% off all bottles. But the price for playing is around $13.80 per hr. Quite pricey compared to Fusion. I'd still go to Fusion maybe cos 've always been a Fusion fan. Anyway, for you peeps who wanna check the place out, it's located at the 101 Plaza. Near to Middle road and the new NAFA.
Just found out I'm working on Saturday. Bummer. Cancelled my plans all of a sudden. I feel so bad(Sorry guys). Grrr. Another time la ah. Still feeling abit sickish leh. Guess I'll sleep and hope for the best tomorrow. zzz.
On a sidenote,
do they really need to grunt out loud like that for tennis? Especially women's tennis. So stimulating. The grunts they make sound like it should be coming outta a bedroom instead... LOL. Back to Sharapova Vs Venus Williams before I sleep. rofl...
Checked out this new place next to Pool Junction just now. It's a pub/pool place called The Labyrinth by Pool Junction. Tables are of brown color. Drinks are rather cheap. Promotion period 30% off all drinks 15% off all bottles. But the price for playing is around $13.80 per hr. Quite pricey compared to Fusion. I'd still go to Fusion maybe cos 've always been a Fusion fan. Anyway, for you peeps who wanna check the place out, it's located at the 101 Plaza. Near to Middle road and the new NAFA.
Just found out I'm working on Saturday. Bummer. Cancelled my plans all of a sudden. I feel so bad(Sorry guys). Grrr. Another time la ah. Still feeling abit sickish leh. Guess I'll sleep and hope for the best tomorrow. zzz.
On a sidenote,
do they really need to grunt out loud like that for tennis? Especially women's tennis. So stimulating. The grunts they make sound like it should be coming outta a bedroom instead... LOL. Back to Sharapova Vs Venus Williams before I sleep. rofl...
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Damien Rice is good.
= my speakers sing [Damien Rice - Cannonball] = & = i'm feeling... [nostalgic.] =
[ Damien Rice - Cannonball ]
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
Still I can't say what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know
[ Damien Rice - Cannonball ]
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
Still I can't say what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know
Music, Alcohol and Life.
= my speakers sing [Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter] = & = i'm feeling... [better.] =
My life so far... satisfactory. Could have been better. Then again, life's a bitch. Thankfully I've understood the phrase, "You learn when you fall." I admit, I've fallen numerous times. Work related, relationship wise, friendship matters... you name it, I've probably been down there before. Luckily, I'm strong(I think so.). To withstand all these shit life's thrown at me. Blessed to have these friends I call my buddies to accompany me along the way... (This is turning into another "Thank you very much my friends" post.) Nah... I'm just bitching about this and that... ... This song really gets you emotional man. I som ba.
Recently certain questions have been poised to me pretty often...
"Do you intend to stay or go?"
"What are your plans in a couple of years time?"
"What do you really want in life?"
... I don't know. Pretty sad thing to say for a 23 year old. Still aimless in life. Dreams, aspirations, goals... I have'em. I dream to be a billionaire(retard). I aspire to be a multimedia designer. My goal is to ultimately own a car and have a stable job. ... Sounds really nice. But when I look in the mirror, I see this lazy fat slob who gets fucked during work without fail. This is seriously putting me off. Do I really want all those? Or are they just some shit excuse to tell others when questions of such genre pop up? I... still don't know. Not really the misguided youth. I just feel, I haven't experienced enough of life yet. Although I thought I'd seen'em all before... I guess I was wrong. Too many things for me to experience... eversince my very first serious heartbreak... I realised, life has much more to offer, trials for me to pass, exultations for me to feel. This may sound abit lame or whatever... (Lame Cock Alert!) But ya, that's what I really feel now. I'm really disappointed in my work. Really passion -100pts. But thats that for work. Don't feel like talking about it. Where is all this leading to? Don't know leh. I feel like I've just walked in a big circle. Blah blah blah so much, still don't know what am I talking about. ... So many thoughts running through my mind... Bah. Enough of yakking rubbish for the night. I should learn to be optimistic. At least I still have my music coupled with alcohol and activities to keep me going on... rofl?
A nonsensical moment...
" Open your eyes, see the world.
Embrace it, feel it,
Learn to love the thing you call,
Life."
fuck.
Things to settle soon !
1. Income tax.
2. Visit to National Skin Centre.
3. Trainers...
4. New phone...
5. Comics...
P/S: I'll be at Bugis area tomorrow around evening... Feel free to call me if anyone I know is in the area !
My life so far... satisfactory. Could have been better. Then again, life's a bitch. Thankfully I've understood the phrase, "You learn when you fall." I admit, I've fallen numerous times. Work related, relationship wise, friendship matters... you name it, I've probably been down there before. Luckily, I'm strong(I think so.). To withstand all these shit life's thrown at me. Blessed to have these friends I call my buddies to accompany me along the way... (This is turning into another "Thank you very much my friends" post.) Nah... I'm just bitching about this and that... ... This song really gets you emotional man. I som ba.
Recently certain questions have been poised to me pretty often...
"Do you intend to stay or go?"
"What are your plans in a couple of years time?"
"What do you really want in life?"
... I don't know. Pretty sad thing to say for a 23 year old. Still aimless in life. Dreams, aspirations, goals... I have'em. I dream to be a billionaire(retard). I aspire to be a multimedia designer. My goal is to ultimately own a car and have a stable job. ... Sounds really nice. But when I look in the mirror, I see this lazy fat slob who gets fucked during work without fail. This is seriously putting me off. Do I really want all those? Or are they just some shit excuse to tell others when questions of such genre pop up? I... still don't know. Not really the misguided youth. I just feel, I haven't experienced enough of life yet. Although I thought I'd seen'em all before... I guess I was wrong. Too many things for me to experience... eversince my very first serious heartbreak... I realised, life has much more to offer, trials for me to pass, exultations for me to feel. This may sound abit lame or whatever... (Lame Cock Alert!) But ya, that's what I really feel now. I'm really disappointed in my work. Really passion -100pts. But thats that for work. Don't feel like talking about it. Where is all this leading to? Don't know leh. I feel like I've just walked in a big circle. Blah blah blah so much, still don't know what am I talking about. ... So many thoughts running through my mind... Bah. Enough of yakking rubbish for the night. I should learn to be optimistic. At least I still have my music coupled with alcohol and activities to keep me going on... rofl?
A nonsensical moment...
" Open your eyes, see the world.
Embrace it, feel it,
Learn to love the thing you call,
Life."
fuck.
Things to settle soon !
1. Income tax.
2. Visit to National Skin Centre.
3. Trainers...
4. New phone...
5. Comics...
P/S: I'll be at Bugis area tomorrow around evening... Feel free to call me if anyone I know is in the area !
Argh. Grumpy. Headaches.
= my speakers sing [nothing yet.] = & = i'm feeling... [headache-ish] =
| Your Libra Drinking Style |
 You love nothing more than to party, mingle and relate to everyone. Whether dipped in favor of Good Libra (with Insta-Friend device set to "on") or heavier on the Evil Libra side (you are little instigators when bored), you can really work a room. Charming as you are, you are notoriously lacking in self-control. And this can get you into all sorts of trouble -- including wearing their wobbly boots waaaay too early in the evening. You may end up flirting with you best friend's sweetie or even blacking out the night's events entirely. Oops! |
| Your Signature Cocktails |
| Aesthetic Libras like pretty, pouffy drinks like a pink lady or a brandy Alexander. That's the influence of Venus, your ruling planet, which also gives you a horror of crudely named potions like Sex on the Beach. You're fine with "normal" guzzles like apple martinis, but every Libra secretly just wants champagne... and lots of it. |
| Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies |
| Eminem, Simon Cowell, Avril Lavigne, Catherine Zeta-Jones, Usher, Gwen Stefani, Hillary Duff, and Will Smith. |
Monday, June 27, 2005
TV !
= my speakers sing [五月天 - 垃圾车] = & = i'm feeling... [sick of work.] =
Yay ! I got my TV out working !
I'm working in a couple of hours time !
I'm really sick of work.
My boss just pissed me off seriously again.
I need a visit to the doctor.
I need to pay my income tax. (Yes, I DO pay income tax. Contrary to the common belief.)
I need to visit the bank.
I need to do something I like...
Yay ! I got my TV out working !
I'm working in a couple of hours time !
I'm really sick of work.
My boss just pissed me off seriously again.
I need a visit to the doctor.
I need to pay my income tax. (Yes, I DO pay income tax. Contrary to the common belief.)
I need to visit the bank.
I need to do something I like...
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
tired. grumpy. sleepy.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [very stoned.] =
As the subject suggests. I'm gonna make this real short.
1. I went to Club Momo a couple of days back. Damn boring. I witnessed a kid who got dead drunk. I met a long lost friend though.
2. Work sucks.
3. Went binge drinking with amao yesterday night. Ended up at Partyworld with my sis and her current beau. I was drunk when I got home.
4. I BROKE MY NAIL ! *OUCH*
5. Work sucks.
6. I went to Eastpoint Mall with two of my buddies and met two friends there. Very surprising given that Eastpoint is a 狗不拉屎，鸟不生蛋 place. Cool.
7. I'm definitely not going to be able to make it for Elevation 280. Argh.
Thats about it. If I have more crap, you all will be the first to know.
As the subject suggests. I'm gonna make this real short.
1. I went to Club Momo a couple of days back. Damn boring. I witnessed a kid who got dead drunk. I met a long lost friend though.
2. Work sucks.
3. Went binge drinking with amao yesterday night. Ended up at Partyworld with my sis and her current beau. I was drunk when I got home.
4. I BROKE MY NAIL ! *OUCH*
5. Work sucks.
6. I went to Eastpoint Mall with two of my buddies and met two friends there. Very surprising given that Eastpoint is a 狗不拉屎，鸟不生蛋 place. Cool.
7. I'm definitely not going to be able to make it for Elevation 280. Argh.
Thats about it. If I have more crap, you all will be the first to know.
Friday, June 17, 2005
Heineken Greenroom Sessions !
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [sticky.] =
Calling all Heineken fans ~ If you're a heineken lover and you love parties, do not, I repeat, DO NOT miss out on this event !
Event: Heineken - Elevation : 280
Venue: Market St Carpark, 8th floor, 146 Market St
Date/Time: 9th July, 9pm till late
Price: Pre-Sale $25, At-door $35
More details: http://www.heinekenmusic.com.sg/
Drop a msg on my tagboard if interested. Maybe we could go down together? =D
MOTHERF***ING SON OF A CHEE BYE ! I FORGOT I GOT LEAVE FREEZE ! KNNBCCB !
Calling all Heineken fans ~ If you're a heineken lover and you love parties, do not, I repeat, DO NOT miss out on this event !
Event: Heineken - Elevation : 280
Venue: Market St Carpark, 8th floor, 146 Market St
Date/Time: 9th July, 9pm till late
Price: Pre-Sale $25, At-door $35
More details: http://www.heinekenmusic.com.sg/
Drop a msg on my tagboard if interested. Maybe we could go down together? =D
MOTHERF***ING SON OF A CHEE BYE ! I FORGOT I GOT LEAVE FREEZE ! KNNBCCB !
Monday, June 13, 2005
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam yam yam yam x10 seng.
= my speakers sing [张敬轩 - 断点] = & = i'm feeling... [stoned.] =
Last night's dinner was a blast. The food was great, the atmosphere was wonderful, plenty of eye candy and entertainment to boot. But it was really a very lavishly spent wedding. The groom looked like a million dollars. Super yan dao kia. Very photogenic as I saw from the wedding album... He should be acting instead of joining this line. rofl?
Anyway,
The status of a legendary figure was confirmed once again. He's none-other then my super good friend colleague everyone loves in the office. We managed to make him puke on the spot due to his kay kiang-ness. We would not have done that in the first place but that sucker of an idiot came over our table to challenge... a female. As sporting as we were, we jio-ed him one after another and being the kay kiang king, he sportingly drank all.
Well, as the saying goes,
"When a bucket is being filled with water constantly, the excess will overflow."
(One way or another.)
He was the bucket.
After the last glass of red wine and half a glass of beer from yours truly...
He overflowed.
ROFL ! *Kodak moment*
But I'm not so mean as to post the Merlion act on the net. I've even left out the names of the parties involved so as to protect their identities. But luckily somebody has got a girlfriend to take care of him. lol.
That ends the spectacular wedding many of us will remember for quite some time. I know I will. Now I'm just rotting at home after a visit to the doctors... my back has some skin irritations and it's really quite bad... grrrr....
Last night's dinner was a blast. The food was great, the atmosphere was wonderful, plenty of eye candy and entertainment to boot. But it was really a very lavishly spent wedding. The groom looked like a million dollars. Super yan dao kia. Very photogenic as I saw from the wedding album... He should be acting instead of joining this line. rofl?
Anyway,
The status of a legendary figure was confirmed once again. He's none-other then my super good friend colleague everyone loves in the office. We managed to make him puke on the spot due to his kay kiang-ness. We would not have done that in the first place but that sucker of an idiot came over our table to challenge... a female. As sporting as we were, we jio-ed him one after another and being the kay kiang king, he sportingly drank all.
Well, as the saying goes,
"When a bucket is being filled with water constantly, the excess will overflow."
(One way or another.)
He was the bucket.
After the last glass of red wine and half a glass of beer from yours truly...
He overflowed.
ROFL ! *Kodak moment*
But I'm not so mean as to post the Merlion act on the net. I've even left out the names of the parties involved so as to protect their identities. But luckily somebody has got a girlfriend to take care of him. lol.
That ends the spectacular wedding many of us will remember for quite some time. I know I will. Now I'm just rotting at home after a visit to the doctors... my back has some skin irritations and it's really quite bad... grrrr....
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Feeling nostalgic?
= my speakers sing [nothingness.] = & = i'm feeling... [extremely tired & sleepy.] =
Wedding dinner to attend in 4 hours time. God save me. Updates later.
From my fav band of all time...
[ - Oasis - Live Forever - ]
Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone
Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe
Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone
Maybe I will never be
All the things that I want to be
But now is not the time to cry
Now's the time to find out why
I think you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
We're gonna live forever
Gonna live forever
Live forever
Forever
My zen needs a massive Oasis update.
Damn.
I miss those days.
Wedding dinner to attend in 4 hours time. God save me. Updates later.
From my fav band of all time...
[ - Oasis - Live Forever - ]
Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone
Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe
Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone
Maybe I will never be
All the things that I want to be
But now is not the time to cry
Now's the time to find out why
I think you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
We're gonna live forever
Gonna live forever
Live forever
Forever
My zen needs a massive Oasis update.
Damn.
I miss those days.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
the game... Part 2
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [empty.] =
News after news shock me more and more. I've just received news that an ex-colleague has passed away in an accident in M'sia. ... ... ... That makes 3 of my colleagues that I knew whom passed away during my 3 years of service. ... This is definately a list I DO NOT wish to see increase. So sad how fragile life is...
Anyway,
My friend has shocked me with some news that somehow or rather, after much thought, it doesn't seem to have such an impact afterall. Based on how she was into it, it seemed to be something that would eventually come... ... ?! Seems like I'm blabbering.
I really do not understand. Myth, Legend, Fiction, whatever. As she said, "it's something you can't explain..." Maybe you'll just feel it. You meet someone and you go... that's the one. ... Right. Do they have self help books on this topic? hur hur hur? Got courses to attend? Or must I experience and learn the hard way? hur hur hur.
Well, I stare at my Heineken. So green. So many bottles. They seem to have a life of their own. Beckoning me towards them...
99 bottles of beer on the wall,
99 bottles of beer...
If I downed one,
What will I have...
98 bottles for me to down lor...
News after news shock me more and more. I've just received news that an ex-colleague has passed away in an accident in M'sia. ... ... ... That makes 3 of my colleagues that I knew whom passed away during my 3 years of service. ... This is definately a list I DO NOT wish to see increase. So sad how fragile life is...
Anyway,
My friend has shocked me with some news that somehow or rather, after much thought, it doesn't seem to have such an impact afterall. Based on how she was into it, it seemed to be something that would eventually come... ... ?! Seems like I'm blabbering.
I really do not understand. Myth, Legend, Fiction, whatever. As she said, "it's something you can't explain..." Maybe you'll just feel it. You meet someone and you go... that's the one. ... Right. Do they have self help books on this topic? hur hur hur? Got courses to attend? Or must I experience and learn the hard way? hur hur hur.
Well, I stare at my Heineken. So green. So many bottles. They seem to have a life of their own. Beckoning me towards them...
99 bottles of beer on the wall,
99 bottles of beer...
If I downed one,
What will I have...
98 bottles for me to down lor...
Thursday, June 09, 2005
the game...
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [sleepy & puzzled.] =
Been feeling very weird the past couple of days. I feel that a certain friendship of mine is being strained. Maybe cos I was being a jerk a couple of days back and ignoring her due to some issues raging in me. But now... it's not really the same anymore (to me, I feel.) The way we talk is more like entertaining each other now... not as spontaneous as before... and I'm feeling rather awkward and outta topics when we talk now... Gosh, I'm lost and somehow or rather, I feel that I've let her down by that "act" of mine... Grrrr. I've apologized umpteen times yet I feel it's still not enough... Someone please, tell me what to do...
Anyway,
Also vexed over some issues about my sis... How can something that lasted for so long be ended so quick and a replacement found that easily? True, there will always be some things that cannot be ironed out. But isn't love just recognising each others' faults and learning to compromise with it? Isn't it the correct amount of give and take that'll sustain a relationship? Understanding and trust within each other is very important in a relationship. I used to think that I understood a little on that topic, after this, I think I'm totally lost. How is possible that breaking up with someone after a relationship that long can suddenly seem to be so easy and as if, without feelings?
I don't know what this is all about, a game? a routine? a gamble? It's totally different for different people. Different perspectives yield different responses. The emotional stakes are high, cos once you give it your all and you fail, it's a very very long and hard drop. If it's only for the experience and fun... Well, to each his own. No one should be hurt but it could never happen... Someone is bound to suffer from a failed relationship. As for me... it's all very intriguing... the game... some people call love. And I have to admit, this is definately a game I don't know how to play. As the saying goes, once bitten, twice shy...
I'm afraid actually.
Afraid to commit.
Afraid to fail again.
Thus I begin to doubt myself.
When I take a fancy to someone, I'll stop myself and ask,
"Am I doing too much?
What will she think?
Is she the right one?
Will I fail?
Will I...?"
Who cares anyway? All the results will probably be the same... I'll screw everything up in the end. ... fuck.
Been feeling very weird the past couple of days. I feel that a certain friendship of mine is being strained. Maybe cos I was being a jerk a couple of days back and ignoring her due to some issues raging in me. But now... it's not really the same anymore (to me, I feel.) The way we talk is more like entertaining each other now... not as spontaneous as before... and I'm feeling rather awkward and outta topics when we talk now... Gosh, I'm lost and somehow or rather, I feel that I've let her down by that "act" of mine... Grrrr. I've apologized umpteen times yet I feel it's still not enough... Someone please, tell me what to do...
Anyway,
Also vexed over some issues about my sis... How can something that lasted for so long be ended so quick and a replacement found that easily? True, there will always be some things that cannot be ironed out. But isn't love just recognising each others' faults and learning to compromise with it? Isn't it the correct amount of give and take that'll sustain a relationship? Understanding and trust within each other is very important in a relationship. I used to think that I understood a little on that topic, after this, I think I'm totally lost. How is possible that breaking up with someone after a relationship that long can suddenly seem to be so easy and as if, without feelings?
I don't know what this is all about, a game? a routine? a gamble? It's totally different for different people. Different perspectives yield different responses. The emotional stakes are high, cos once you give it your all and you fail, it's a very very long and hard drop. If it's only for the experience and fun... Well, to each his own. No one should be hurt but it could never happen... Someone is bound to suffer from a failed relationship. As for me... it's all very intriguing... the game... some people call love. And I have to admit, this is definately a game I don't know how to play. As the saying goes, once bitten, twice shy...
I'm afraid actually.
Afraid to commit.
Afraid to fail again.
Thus I begin to doubt myself.
When I take a fancy to someone, I'll stop myself and ask,
"Am I doing too much?
What will she think?
Is she the right one?
Will I fail?
Will I...?"
Who cares anyway? All the results will probably be the same... I'll screw everything up in the end. ... fuck.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
urgh.
= my speakers sing [Howie Day - Collide] = & = i'm feeling... [beat.] =
Splurge list for the month of May/June
1. 3 shirts from G2000 - $59.95 + (Discount, 2 for 1)$49.00
2. Belt from G2000 - $30.00
3. Loafers from Bata - $59.95
4. Perfume - $120 (Polo Ralph Blue and Hugo Boss Dark Blue)
5. Alcohol - $140 (Johnnie Walker Black Label and a carton of Heineken for $70.00 each)
I'm a shopping whore.
Still need list
1. A pair of trainers.
2. A pair of pants.
3. A thumbdrive.
4. A cheap pair of Levi's. (*Optional - Since Great Singapore Sale, might as well.)
My bank funds are rapidly decreasing. Cool. Someone save me.
Splurge list for the month of May/June
1. 3 shirts from G2000 - $59.95 + (Discount, 2 for 1)$49.00
2. Belt from G2000 - $30.00
3. Loafers from Bata - $59.95
4. Perfume - $120 (Polo Ralph Blue and Hugo Boss Dark Blue)
5. Alcohol - $140 (Johnnie Walker Black Label and a carton of Heineken for $70.00 each)
I'm a shopping whore.
Still need list
1. A pair of trainers.
2. A pair of pants.
3. A thumbdrive.
4. A cheap pair of Levi's. (*Optional - Since Great Singapore Sale, might as well.)
My bank funds are rapidly decreasing. Cool. Someone save me.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
dum didi dum...
= my speakers sing [my own voice.] = & = i'm feeling... [fat.] =
Shoplist
Serious cash to be spent. ... I need my bonus. Soon.
[- 张敬轩 - 断点 -]
静静的陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过的好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前在听见你的蜜语甜言
Shoplist
- A long sleeved shirt. (For attending a wedding dinner. -_-")
- A belt. (For whipping. ...)
- A pair of trainers. (For running?)
- A pair of loafers. (For those formal occasions.)
- A thumbdrive. (For my PS2.)
Serious cash to be spent. ... I need my bonus. Soon.
[- 张敬轩 - 断点 -]
静静的陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过的好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前在听见你的蜜语甜言
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
days of gloomyness are back again...
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [super boring.] =
Caught Monster-In-Laws yesterday, tried my best to be awake throughout the whole show... Barely made it... lol. But I did enjoy the show, Jane Fonda Vs J.Lo was magnificent ! And yes, this is probably J.Lo's best screen performance yet. What was supposed to be a quick movie date turned out to be a nearly whole day affair. lol. By 7pm I was literally hanging by my balls to remain conscious when amao called. Let's just say by 10pm I was on a super high. Had to just ditch mao to get home early. My mind's telling me to be awake but my body ain't listening.
Anyway,
My supervisor is coming back from a month long leave. Hell raises all over again. I'm getting so sick and tired of this shit. I really wonder when I'll be leaving. For sure. ... And due to some extra duties in work... the BBQ has been cancelled. CRAP. Nothing is going good?
Caught Monster-In-Laws yesterday, tried my best to be awake throughout the whole show... Barely made it... lol. But I did enjoy the show, Jane Fonda Vs J.Lo was magnificent ! And yes, this is probably J.Lo's best screen performance yet. What was supposed to be a quick movie date turned out to be a nearly whole day affair. lol. By 7pm I was literally hanging by my balls to remain conscious when amao called. Let's just say by 10pm I was on a super high. Had to just ditch mao to get home early. My mind's telling me to be awake but my body ain't listening.
Anyway,
My supervisor is coming back from a month long leave. Hell raises all over again. I'm getting so sick and tired of this shit. I really wonder when I'll be leaving. For sure. ... And due to some extra duties in work... the BBQ has been cancelled. CRAP. Nothing is going good?
Saturday, May 28, 2005
b b b b binge... drinking !
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [light headed.] =
I had a wonder foo time drinking last night... But acid was rather boring since the live band was not there and they were celebrating something like a first year anniversary and had djs spinning for the first time. Something called Pop.My.Cherry... a 5 females DJ team, there were eye candy and drum n bass. But still, my main purpose there was for the live band ~~~~ *Sulks*
Thus followed my colleague to ChinaBlack(*gasp* Why is cow goin to ChinaBlack !) As predicted, when I reached there, I felt super old. Low girl count and very high influx of males, I couldn't help but wonder, where are all those sweet young things? I ended up wriggling on my spot sipping fruitpunch. Yes, fruitpunch. But it was rather nice. LOL. Before you go thinking, "Wtf? Cow? No alcohol?" Hold that thought. I had around 5 - 6 Martell mixers and a weird concoction given to me by my friend. I met my squadmate there ! My beloved squadmate had a wonderful time catching up, drinking and dancing. lol. But by the time I had left, I was a cow on a rather high note. LOL. All thats left now is for my head to clear, maybe I'll find someone to watch Star Wars with me. I don't know. Maybe I should read a book. Maybe I should go for a stroll. Just maybe.
I had a wonder foo time drinking last night... But acid was rather boring since the live band was not there and they were celebrating something like a first year anniversary and had djs spinning for the first time. Something called Pop.My.Cherry... a 5 females DJ team, there were eye candy and drum n bass. But still, my main purpose there was for the live band ~~~~ *Sulks*
Thus followed my colleague to ChinaBlack(*gasp* Why is cow goin to ChinaBlack !) As predicted, when I reached there, I felt super old. Low girl count and very high influx of males, I couldn't help but wonder, where are all those sweet young things? I ended up wriggling on my spot sipping fruitpunch. Yes, fruitpunch. But it was rather nice. LOL. Before you go thinking, "Wtf? Cow? No alcohol?" Hold that thought. I had around 5 - 6 Martell mixers and a weird concoction given to me by my friend. I met my squadmate there ! My beloved squadmate had a wonderful time catching up, drinking and dancing. lol. But by the time I had left, I was a cow on a rather high note. LOL. All thats left now is for my head to clear, maybe I'll find someone to watch Star Wars with me. I don't know. Maybe I should read a book. Maybe I should go for a stroll. Just maybe.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Gelare Gelare...
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =
I just bought a new gfx card, GeForce FX 5200 256mb for... $105. Can't really say bargain since it's an Inno3d OEM... but still. LOL. I've also watched The Jacket and I must say, it's a rather disturbing movie concerning the mind of a "supposed" psycho. Theres a twist in the story, but I'd recommend it only for those who appreciate shows like Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Still. It was enjoyable. And... I had Gelare twice ! ... lol. Sinful delights as someone might put it. Geez... the whipped cream and ice cream is enough to last me for a couple of weeks ! LOL.
Anyway,
Heres a little something I received from my colleague... Consider it a moment of laughter. Especially for the ladies. LOL.
Scene 1
Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules:
"I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing and card-playing when I want with my old buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?"
His new bride said, "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night ......... whether you're here or not."
(DAMN SHE'S GOOD!)
Scene 2
Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary!
The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads:
"Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever "
"Yeah?" she replies. "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads:
"Here Lies My Husband Stiff At Last"
Scene 3
Husband (a doctor) and his wife are having a fight at the breakfast table. Husband gets up in a rage and says, "And you are no good in bed either," and storms out of the house.
After sometime, he realizes he was nasty and decides to make amends and rings her up.
She comes to the phone after many rings, and the irritated husband says, "what took you so long to answer the phone?"
She says, "I was in bed."
"In bed this early, doing what?"
"Getting a second opinion!"
Scene 4
A man has six children and is very proud of his achievement. He is so proud of himself, that he starts calling his wife, "Mother of Six" inspite of her objections.
One night, they go to a party. The man decides that it's time to go home and wants to find out if his wife is ready to leave as well. He shouts at the top of his voice, "Shall we go home 'Mother of Six?' His wife, irritated by her husband's lack of discretion, shouts right back, "Anytime you're ready, Father of Four."
Scene 5
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM." He left it where he knew she would find it.
The next morning, the man awoke, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't awakened him when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The message on the paper read, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up."
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.
God may have created man before woman, but there is always a rough draftbefore the masterpiece.
... right.
I just bought a new gfx card, GeForce FX 5200 256mb for... $105. Can't really say bargain since it's an Inno3d OEM... but still. LOL. I've also watched The Jacket and I must say, it's a rather disturbing movie concerning the mind of a "supposed" psycho. Theres a twist in the story, but I'd recommend it only for those who appreciate shows like Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Still. It was enjoyable. And... I had Gelare twice ! ... lol. Sinful delights as someone might put it. Geez... the whipped cream and ice cream is enough to last me for a couple of weeks ! LOL.
Anyway,
Heres a little something I received from my colleague... Consider it a moment of laughter. Especially for the ladies. LOL.
Scene 1
Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules:
"I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing and card-playing when I want with my old buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?"
His new bride said, "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night ......... whether you're here or not."
(DAMN SHE'S GOOD!)
Scene 2
Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary!
The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads:
"Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever "
"Yeah?" she replies. "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads:
"Here Lies My Husband Stiff At Last"
Scene 3
Husband (a doctor) and his wife are having a fight at the breakfast table. Husband gets up in a rage and says, "And you are no good in bed either," and storms out of the house.
After sometime, he realizes he was nasty and decides to make amends and rings her up.
She comes to the phone after many rings, and the irritated husband says, "what took you so long to answer the phone?"
She says, "I was in bed."
"In bed this early, doing what?"
"Getting a second opinion!"
Scene 4
A man has six children and is very proud of his achievement. He is so proud of himself, that he starts calling his wife, "Mother of Six" inspite of her objections.
One night, they go to a party. The man decides that it's time to go home and wants to find out if his wife is ready to leave as well. He shouts at the top of his voice, "Shall we go home 'Mother of Six?' His wife, irritated by her husband's lack of discretion, shouts right back, "Anytime you're ready, Father of Four."
Scene 5
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM." He left it where he knew she would find it.
The next morning, the man awoke, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't awakened him when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The message on the paper read, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up."
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.
God may have created man before woman, but there is always a rough draftbefore the masterpiece.
... right.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
I'm sick again.
= my speakers sing [李圣杰 - 痴心绝对] = & = i'm feeling... [sickish once more.] =
... Yet another disappointing season for the Red Devils. 0 trophies won. I've also just witnessed one of the worst games that Arse-nal stole from them. Call me a sore loser, but it was blatant that Man Utd had the best performance in the game. I ain't no beginner Man Utd supporter, mind you. From the early days of Gary Pallister, Brian McClair, Stever Bruce and perhaps even to the Munich aircrash that destroyed the Legendary Bugsy Babes. I admit that how I came about supporting them was really the typical follow-the-winner, but still. I did my homework. My blood flows with the Red Devils. They have been an integral part of my passion for soccer. But... I can foresee the downfall pretty soon. No thanks a certain Mr Malcolm Grazier(However you spell the name). He underestimated the power of the fans. They will show him one day... He does not know the essence of the game. The beauty, the passion that fuels many fans and this will inevidently take its toll soon enough. We shall see... we shall see. But whatever happens, as the saying goes, Once a Red Devil, forever a Red Devil...
Anyway,
Work seemed to pass pretty fast today... but sadly, I don't know why, maybe it's cause of the sudden change in temperature, I had this sudden migrane that attacked me. It caused me to be in a "steam konek" state with a couple of hours work left... Thankfully for my colleagues who were there for me I managed to pull thru... But when I returned back to my office, I was in "Fully steamed konek" mode and as a bonus, I had a running temperature! Miserable, feeling like crap, I was shivering in my office and sleeping on my workstation. Yes, you heard me, on my workstation. Picture a crumpled shrimp. Ok, picture a crumpled shrimp on a table. ... There you go. But I managed to pop a couple of panadols before leaving for home. Hopefully, I'll be able to make it to work tomorrow. Dont' really wanna throw MCs when my most fucking "beloved" supervisor is away. ... Bah... Come what may.
Anyway,
I had a sms conversation with my friend and I told her that I could really use some company just now when I was feeling totally miserable. She told me that it happens when one feels like this. I wondered to myself. Whom did I really want next to me at that moment? *ponders* Could it anyone of my buddies, colleagues, family members? Or rather, just by my loneself. Could it be there was only a certain someone that I really wanted to see at that moment? I don't know. All I know is, when I punched that sms, the first number that came to mind was that number. Something strange? I don't know... There's something about me that I can't comprehend. Why is it when I think that someone knows me, I'll suddenly reveal another side of me that will totally shock the other party? Or rather, confuse the other party and they'll have no idea wtf I'm trying to achieve/behave/react. Is it cause... I haven't really understood myself yet?
Who am I?
Such a simple question, yet so hard to answer...
... Yet another disappointing season for the Red Devils. 0 trophies won. I've also just witnessed one of the worst games that Arse-nal stole from them. Call me a sore loser, but it was blatant that Man Utd had the best performance in the game. I ain't no beginner Man Utd supporter, mind you. From the early days of Gary Pallister, Brian McClair, Stever Bruce and perhaps even to the Munich aircrash that destroyed the Legendary Bugsy Babes. I admit that how I came about supporting them was really the typical follow-the-winner, but still. I did my homework. My blood flows with the Red Devils. They have been an integral part of my passion for soccer. But... I can foresee the downfall pretty soon. No thanks a certain Mr Malcolm Grazier(However you spell the name). He underestimated the power of the fans. They will show him one day... He does not know the essence of the game. The beauty, the passion that fuels many fans and this will inevidently take its toll soon enough. We shall see... we shall see. But whatever happens, as the saying goes, Once a Red Devil, forever a Red Devil...
Anyway,
Work seemed to pass pretty fast today... but sadly, I don't know why, maybe it's cause of the sudden change in temperature, I had this sudden migrane that attacked me. It caused me to be in a "steam konek" state with a couple of hours work left... Thankfully for my colleagues who were there for me I managed to pull thru... But when I returned back to my office, I was in "Fully steamed konek" mode and as a bonus, I had a running temperature! Miserable, feeling like crap, I was shivering in my office and sleeping on my workstation. Yes, you heard me, on my workstation. Picture a crumpled shrimp. Ok, picture a crumpled shrimp on a table. ... There you go. But I managed to pop a couple of panadols before leaving for home. Hopefully, I'll be able to make it to work tomorrow. Dont' really wanna throw MCs when my most fucking "beloved" supervisor is away. ... Bah... Come what may.
Anyway,
I had a sms conversation with my friend and I told her that I could really use some company just now when I was feeling totally miserable. She told me that it happens when one feels like this. I wondered to myself. Whom did I really want next to me at that moment? *ponders* Could it anyone of my buddies, colleagues, family members? Or rather, just by my loneself. Could it be there was only a certain someone that I really wanted to see at that moment? I don't know. All I know is, when I punched that sms, the first number that came to mind was that number. Something strange? I don't know... There's something about me that I can't comprehend. Why is it when I think that someone knows me, I'll suddenly reveal another side of me that will totally shock the other party? Or rather, confuse the other party and they'll have no idea wtf I'm trying to achieve/behave/react. Is it cause... I haven't really understood myself yet?
Who am I?
Such a simple question, yet so hard to answer...
Friday, May 20, 2005
What goes around, comes around.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [blanked.] =
Slept in for the whole of today... Haven't had such a long sleep since... I don't even remember when...
Went to mel's final year presentation yesterday with gib... Rather enjoyed what we saw... Especially a particular booth which was exhibiting on binge drinking... LOL. After that I brought them to Secret Garden for some dinner before heading over to PF3 for a couple of quick rounds while waiting for mel. Once she'd dropped by, we headed over to gib's for a round of... mahjong!!! LOL. Well... I guess my luck changed for the better last night, won overall at the end of the game... Then we walked over to 85 for some supper and my colleague joined us there. En route to 85, we walked past block 83 of Bedok North. It's an abandoned block apparently... The whole block was in total darkness... totally spooky, perfect blairbitch witch stuff. Mel tried to take some pictures of the block but sadly, the lightning was not enough. If you ever go to 85 for supper, try to look for 83, you'll never know what you might find...
Anyway,
After my colleague joined us, a sudden idea of ktv popped into our minds... and so off we went, to rally troops and ended up at Kbox Cine and sang our hearts out till 530am. Reached home around 630am and slept like a log till evening time... I'm still pretty stoned out and yes, I'm missing out on Re-percussions by Heineken/A bday celebration at caesars and it sucks. Argh. Totally. So I'm going to bed early since I've got work tomorrow morning. ... Crap.
Slept in for the whole of today... Haven't had such a long sleep since... I don't even remember when...
Went to mel's final year presentation yesterday with gib... Rather enjoyed what we saw... Especially a particular booth which was exhibiting on binge drinking... LOL. After that I brought them to Secret Garden for some dinner before heading over to PF3 for a couple of quick rounds while waiting for mel. Once she'd dropped by, we headed over to gib's for a round of... mahjong!!! LOL. Well... I guess my luck changed for the better last night, won overall at the end of the game... Then we walked over to 85 for some supper and my colleague joined us there. En route to 85, we walked past block 83 of Bedok North. It's an abandoned block apparently... The whole block was in total darkness... totally spooky, perfect blair
Anyway,
After my colleague joined us, a sudden idea of ktv popped into our minds... and so off we went, to rally troops and ended up at Kbox Cine and sang our hearts out till 530am. Reached home around 630am and slept like a log till evening time... I'm still pretty stoned out and yes, I'm missing out on Re-percussions by Heineken/A bday celebration at caesars and it sucks. Argh. Totally. So I'm going to bed early since I've got work tomorrow morning. ... Crap.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
when you're down... you're really down and out.
= my speakers sing [伍思凯 - 曾经爱你，永远爱你] = & = i'm feeling... [depressed.] =
I officially declare that I've been on a losing streak since last year or more... No more luck whenever the situation depends on it. Then again, I've never been known as the "lucky" one. I've played mahjong as the "Santa Claus" and have been dishing out my moolah as presents. To comfort myself, I call it aiding thefund. Bah. Crap. I'm jsut another sore loser trying to find excuses for myself. Geez. I hate myself sometimes.
Anyway,
Did a little illegal shopping during work... Spotted this cute little thing I had to grab. Since I've been looking for something like this like, forever. Call me childish. I don't give a hoot's ass mofo! Ha ha ha. I'm so fucking lame.
I bought a toy ! Skyline GTR ! LOL.
The door opens ! LOL!
Rather authentic ! hehe...
Costs only $9.90 from... 7-11 ! Now I know why it's called A Store and More !
Enough of my crapping... Still feeling depressed. Working in a few hours time... Hopefully I can get some sleep...
I'm thinking of someone... But it's wrong...
I officially declare that I've been on a losing streak since last year or more... No more luck whenever the situation depends on it. Then again, I've never been known as the "lucky" one. I've played mahjong as the "Santa Claus" and have been dishing out my moolah as presents. To comfort myself, I call it aiding the
Anyway,
Did a little illegal shopping during work... Spotted this cute little thing I had to grab. Since I've been looking for something like this like, forever. Call me childish. I don't give a hoot's ass mofo! Ha ha ha. I'm so fucking lame.
I bought a toy ! Skyline GTR ! LOL.
The door opens ! LOL!
Rather authentic ! hehe...
Costs only $9.90 from... 7-11 ! Now I know why it's called A Store and More !
Enough of my crapping... Still feeling depressed. Working in a few hours time... Hopefully I can get some sleep...
I'm thinking of someone... But it's wrong...
