Wednesday, March 29, 2006

B O R I N G

= my speakers sing [王力宏 - Kiss Goodbye] = & = i'm feeling... [Tired] =

Stoned.
Boring.
Need new phone.
Been down to BQ too often lately.

歌曲:Kiss Goodbye
歌手:王力宏

专辑:盖世英雄

Baby不要再哭泣

这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心
好好欣赏你的美

幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走
去跟随

每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
但出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味

每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白


I find myself listening to too much Chinese songs lately... I wonder why...

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Expired Beer.

= my speakers sing [许志安 - 为什么你背着我爱别人] = & = i'm feeling... [bored and fucked up.] =

I'm on my 2nd bottle of expired beer. Cool. Can't really remember how many cartons of Heineken I got from Gibson... 1+some of his stock? or was it some of his stock only? ... ... ...
Just found out that the bottle I'm having has expired since Feb... Cool.

Anyway,

Just had supper at Simpang with Gib, Sis, Beau and Lyv. Didn't expect Lyv to be so erm... "on" about Simpang. Makes a whole lot of difference when someone stays in the Eastern area. Really never expect her to be the one "jio-ing" me to Simpang. Rofl.

Anyway,

What the fuck am I blabbering. ... Hm... time for me to start whining about work. Work... Gotta work in 4 hrs time. Yet I'm still blabbering whilst high on expired beer. ROFL. This is gonna be a keeper in my head. Expired? Fuck dates ! Beer is still beer ! Always good. ALWAYS ! LOL. Ok. I digress. Back to work... just had a big quarrel with my "boss" and I mean those really "BIG" quarrel where you lay everything on the table and spit all the shit you normally won't, out. Let's just say... the future's looking pretty bleak for this cow... BLAH. SCREW HIS MUTHAFUGGIN ASS. :-D~

I'm missing out on drinking with mao... pool... KTV... LOL. I'm missing out on everything! For all you readers now... I may seem to be super+duper high. Maybe not. I'm having a silent revolution in my head now. Blasting my music on my headphones. Talking to myself in my head... carving what's left of my career+future... blah blah blah... I need to refrain myself from thinking about work after work. This is seriously stressing me out.

Anyway,

I don't really know if she'll see this, but I don't really care. Not as if I've been faced with rejection staring straight at my face. ROFL? But I'm really interested in getting to know her better... just seems like my luck with people my age do not, I repeat, DO NOT seem to go well. Argh. I'm rusty with girls! Simply rusty. This fucking sucks to the core.

- I hate having low self esteem.
- I hate having no conf!d3nce in myself.
- I hate whining on my blog about how fucked I feel about myself. (contradicting bastard.)

... I should really delete this post. I'm not making sense in any-fucking-way at all. Cool. :-D