Expired Beer.

= my speakers sing [许志安 - 为什么你背着我爱别人] = & = i'm feeling... [bored and fucked up.] =

I'm on my 2nd bottle of expired beer. Cool. Can't really remember how many cartons of Heineken I got from Gibson... 1+some of his stock? or was it some of his stock only? ... ... ...
Just found out that the bottle I'm having has expired since Feb... Cool.

Anyway,

Just had supper at Simpang with Gib, Sis, Beau and Lyv. Didn't expect Lyv to be so erm... "on" about Simpang. Makes a whole lot of difference when someone stays in the Eastern area. Really never expect her to be the one "jio-ing" me to Simpang. Rofl.

Anyway,

What the fuck am I blabbering. ... Hm... time for me to start whining about work. Work... Gotta work in 4 hrs time. Yet I'm still blabbering whilst high on expired beer. ROFL. This is gonna be a keeper in my head. Expired? Fuck dates ! Beer is still beer ! Always good. ALWAYS ! LOL. Ok. I digress. Back to work... just had a big quarrel with my "boss" and I mean those really "BIG" quarrel where you lay everything on the table and spit all the shit you normally won't, out. Let's just say... the future's looking pretty bleak for this cow... BLAH. SCREW HIS MUTHAFUGGIN ASS. :-D~

I'm missing out on drinking with mao... pool... KTV... LOL. I'm missing out on everything! For all you readers now... I may seem to be super+duper high. Maybe not. I'm having a silent revolution in my head now. Blasting my music on my headphones. Talking to myself in my head... carving what's left of my career+future... blah blah blah... I need to refrain myself from thinking about work after work. This is seriously stressing me out.

Anyway,

I don't really know if she'll see this, but I don't really care. Not as if I've been faced with rejection staring straight at my face. ROFL? But I'm really interested in getting to know her better... just seems like my luck with people my age do not, I repeat, DO NOT seem to go well. Argh. I'm rusty with girls! Simply rusty. This fucking sucks to the core.

- I hate having low self esteem.
- I hate having no conf!d3nce in myself.
- I hate whining on my blog about how fucked I feel about myself. (contradicting bastard.)

... I should really delete this post. I'm not making sense in any-fucking-way at all. Cool. :-D