It's been a long long month...

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [sickish.] =

My mind's in a whirl. This month seemed like a dream... is it going to end soon? I shudder at the mere thought... I know negativity is also bad... but I can't help it... I've been there, done that before... and I guess no one really wants to experience shit like that for a second time running... Bah... I shouldn't start to complain when everything's going well...

Anyway,

Past all those negative thoughts, I had a barrel of fun yesterday celebrating the first month of us... A lomantic dinner at Fisherman's Village under the stars... and she made me realise it was the first time we were out together alone... every other time there was bound to be someone else... be it mao or jo... roflmao. I'm such an insensitive moron. At least we had fun... a night to remember... lol...

Everything seems so new to me... Not really used to the idea of waking up next morning only to see someone else lying next to you... or rather, not used to the fact that someone is lying next to you when you're going to sleep... Afterall, it has been so long since I've been sleeping alone on my single sized bed... I guess I could use some adjusting to... an extra toothbrush... storage space for her clothes in my wardrobe... space on my tables for her barang barang... does this constitute to cohabiting? lol...

well...

I don't dare to ponder that far off... just taking a step at a time... who knows... what till happen in the future... no guarantees... lol?

It's the new year ~ !

= my speakers sing [Nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [Super duper elated.] =

Happy 2007 to one and all. A couple of days late... but still should be able to make it la ah... With a blink of the eye, 365 days have passed us within a flash. I bet there were many events in 2006 that left some of us bewildered, depressed, happy, optimistic, pessimistic... blah blah blah. Well, it certainly was eventful for me... work wise, I guess the future doesn't seem to look that bleak anymore... and the end of 2006 spells that I've got only ½ a year left on my current employment's contract! Yippie?! Love wise... it was sure as hell a traumatic experience... I got dumped twice. First being a totally weird and surprising outcome... Second... it's been a hell of a roller coaster ride. I literally dropped to the bottomest of the bottoms... but by a stroke of luck + a dash of hope + a lil bit of miracle... I'm suddenly lifted and I'm feeling on top of da world baby ! :-D~~

Anyway,

Did I mention that I've just bought for myself a 27" SamSung LCD TV? :-D~ It's sortta a xmas cum bonus pressie for myself... Well, to reward myself for the hard work I've done throughout 06. ROFLMAO. Ok la. No one got me any xmas presents. So I had to buy a freaking TV for myself to make me feel better. LOL. Really, I've always wanted an LCD TV. Now I've made my dream a reality... next stop? a vroom vroom perhaps? hahahaha...

There's been some changes in my life for the past week or so... All I can say is... I haven't felt this freaking good ever. A new TV, a new ray of light in life, what else more could a man ask for...

I've always believed in Karma. So I hope that this time round... it's really the good I've given thats coming back. Till I have more to reveal further, good luck, best wishes and stay healthy in 2007!