It's been awhile...

= my speakers sing [Oasis - Lyla] = & = i'm feeling... [at peace.] =

Ever since the "death" of my Seagate HDD, I've pretty much lost any mood to blog or turn my PC on. Life these past month has been... pretty mundane. The same old shit day in day out. Having a hectic working schedule sure doesn't help much. What to do... At least I'm going to KL come this Sep end. (Yay?)

Interestingly enough, my drinking problem seems to have improved. I'm not drinking as much I always do... cos of my PS2's company? I don't know... but the urge to binge is coming back again. I used to think that drinking was a way to relief stress and a source of entertainment to have a good time with friends. But these last few months has been pretty different. My mind wanders off to another destination when I'm drinking... Spent many moments staring at empty spaces as though deep in thought whilst my friends make merry in front of me. I don't find drinking as pleasurable as before. It hurts when I'm downed a couple of jugs. No no... it's not about my body feeling physically hurt. It's something in my mind. Something that makes me feel uneasy. Maybe it's those few crap-shit problems again. No car, no money, no love interest, blah blah blah blah blah. But I find myself to be a "bit" more eased when I'm at Acid. Maybe it's the crowd, maybe it's the live band, maybe to atmosphere? Don't really know. This post may sound god damned contradicting. Then again... I am a fucking contradict. So there, bite me.

Anyway,

Gibby-san's off to a place far far away... (not really far but it's outside of Sg.) To a place where horny boys become horny men ! The wonderful island of Pulau the Tekong. And I won't probably see him in quite awhile... since his first bookout, I'll be on my way to KL. God damn the impeccable timing. I guess I'll have to wait for another week more then...

Speaking of which... I haven't really met up with the gang for quite some time now. This re-scheduling of my working shift is seriously fucking my time up. So bloody tired before-during-after work. Where got mood to blog? Hm...

Anyway,

Been psycho-ed down by my friend to BQ recently... I used to be super anti-BQ. Place for mini bengs. But when I visited there a few days ago, didn't seem that bad as compared to last time... Then again, I didn't go to the side facing the river, I went to Circular Rd. Went to a KTV pub with my friend... At least it's not those thats hounded by PRCs, Viets, Thais... You get the idea. Thank goodness I've always made it a point to inform my chiong-ing friends that I do not patronize such entertainment outlets.

It's 2:30pm now... got a office function later at 4... then it'll be BQ again I guess... LOL. My colleague says that my "itch" for such places has emerged. I say its the urge to "bo tar bo lam pa". rofl.

P/S: Some pics coming soon... I'm still mourning over the departure of all my old pics.