= my speakers sing [Damien Rice - Cannonball] = & = i'm feeling... [nostalgic.] =
[ Damien Rice - Cannonball ]
Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
Still I can't say what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Music, Alcohol and Life.
= my speakers sing [Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter] = & = i'm feeling... [better.] =
My life so far... satisfactory. Could have been better. Then again, life's a bitch. Thankfully I've understood the phrase, "You learn when you fall." I admit, I've fallen numerous times. Work related, relationship wise, friendship matters... you name it, I've probably been down there before. Luckily, I'm strong(I think so.). To withstand all these shit life's thrown at me. Blessed to have these friends I call my buddies to accompany me along the way... (This is turning into another "Thank you very much my friends" post.) Nah... I'm just bitching about this and that... ... This song really gets you emotional man. I som ba.
Recently certain questions have been poised to me pretty often...
"Do you intend to stay or go?"
"What are your plans in a couple of years time?"
"What do you really want in life?"
... I don't know. Pretty sad thing to say for a 23 year old. Still aimless in life. Dreams, aspirations, goals... I have'em. I dream to be a billionaire(retard). I aspire to be a multimedia designer. My goal is to ultimately own a car and have a stable job. ... Sounds really nice. But when I look in the mirror, I see this lazy fat slob who gets fucked during work without fail. This is seriously putting me off. Do I really want all those? Or are they just some shit excuse to tell others when questions of such genre pop up? I... still don't know. Not really the misguided youth. I just feel, I haven't experienced enough of life yet. Although I thought I'd seen'em all before... I guess I was wrong. Too many things for me to experience... eversince my very first serious heartbreak... I realised, life has much more to offer, trials for me to pass, exultations for me to feel. This may sound abit lame or whatever... (Lame Cock Alert!) But ya, that's what I really feel now. I'm really disappointed in my work. Really passion -100pts. But thats that for work. Don't feel like talking about it. Where is all this leading to? Don't know leh. I feel like I've just walked in a big circle. Blah blah blah so much, still don't know what am I talking about. ... So many thoughts running through my mind... Bah. Enough of yakking rubbish for the night. I should learn to be optimistic. At least I still have my music coupled with alcohol and activities to keep me going on... rofl?
A nonsensical moment...
" Open your eyes, see the world.
Embrace it, feel it,
Learn to love the thing you call,
Life."
fuck.
Things to settle soon !
1. Income tax.
2. Visit to National Skin Centre.
3. Trainers...
4. New phone...
5. Comics...
P/S: I'll be at Bugis area tomorrow around evening... Feel free to call me if anyone I know is in the area !
My life so far... satisfactory. Could have been better. Then again, life's a bitch. Thankfully I've understood the phrase, "You learn when you fall." I admit, I've fallen numerous times. Work related, relationship wise, friendship matters... you name it, I've probably been down there before. Luckily, I'm strong(I think so.). To withstand all these shit life's thrown at me. Blessed to have these friends I call my buddies to accompany me along the way... (This is turning into another "Thank you very much my friends" post.) Nah... I'm just bitching about this and that... ... This song really gets you emotional man. I som ba.
Recently certain questions have been poised to me pretty often...
"Do you intend to stay or go?"
"What are your plans in a couple of years time?"
"What do you really want in life?"
... I don't know. Pretty sad thing to say for a 23 year old. Still aimless in life. Dreams, aspirations, goals... I have'em. I dream to be a billionaire(retard). I aspire to be a multimedia designer. My goal is to ultimately own a car and have a stable job. ... Sounds really nice. But when I look in the mirror, I see this lazy fat slob who gets fucked during work without fail. This is seriously putting me off. Do I really want all those? Or are they just some shit excuse to tell others when questions of such genre pop up? I... still don't know. Not really the misguided youth. I just feel, I haven't experienced enough of life yet. Although I thought I'd seen'em all before... I guess I was wrong. Too many things for me to experience... eversince my very first serious heartbreak... I realised, life has much more to offer, trials for me to pass, exultations for me to feel. This may sound abit lame or whatever... (Lame Cock Alert!) But ya, that's what I really feel now. I'm really disappointed in my work. Really passion -100pts. But thats that for work. Don't feel like talking about it. Where is all this leading to? Don't know leh. I feel like I've just walked in a big circle. Blah blah blah so much, still don't know what am I talking about. ... So many thoughts running through my mind... Bah. Enough of yakking rubbish for the night. I should learn to be optimistic. At least I still have my music coupled with alcohol and activities to keep me going on... rofl?
A nonsensical moment...
" Open your eyes, see the world.
Embrace it, feel it,
Learn to love the thing you call,
Life."
fuck.
Things to settle soon !
1. Income tax.
2. Visit to National Skin Centre.
3. Trainers...
4. New phone...
5. Comics...
P/S: I'll be at Bugis area tomorrow around evening... Feel free to call me if anyone I know is in the area !
Argh. Grumpy. Headaches.
= my speakers sing [nothing yet.] = & = i'm feeling... [headache-ish] =
| Your Libra Drinking Style |
 You love nothing more than to party, mingle and relate to everyone. Whether dipped in favor of Good Libra (with Insta-Friend device set to "on") or heavier on the Evil Libra side (you are little instigators when bored), you can really work a room. Charming as you are, you are notoriously lacking in self-control. And this can get you into all sorts of trouble -- including wearing their wobbly boots waaaay too early in the evening. You may end up flirting with you best friend's sweetie or even blacking out the night's events entirely. Oops! |
| Your Signature Cocktails |
| Aesthetic Libras like pretty, pouffy drinks like a pink lady or a brandy Alexander. That's the influence of Venus, your ruling planet, which also gives you a horror of crudely named potions like Sex on the Beach. You're fine with "normal" guzzles like apple martinis, but every Libra secretly just wants champagne... and lots of it. |
| Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies |
| Eminem, Simon Cowell, Avril Lavigne, Catherine Zeta-Jones, Usher, Gwen Stefani, Hillary Duff, and Will Smith. |
Monday, June 27, 2005
TV !
= my speakers sing [五月天 - 垃圾车] = & = i'm feeling... [sick of work.] =
Yay ! I got my TV out working !
I'm working in a couple of hours time !
I'm really sick of work.
My boss just pissed me off seriously again.
I need a visit to the doctor.
I need to pay my income tax. (Yes, I DO pay income tax. Contrary to the common belief.)
I need to visit the bank.
I need to do something I like...
Yay ! I got my TV out working !
I'm working in a couple of hours time !
I'm really sick of work.
My boss just pissed me off seriously again.
I need a visit to the doctor.
I need to pay my income tax. (Yes, I DO pay income tax. Contrary to the common belief.)
I need to visit the bank.
I need to do something I like...
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
tired. grumpy. sleepy.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [very stoned.] =
As the subject suggests. I'm gonna make this real short.
1. I went to Club Momo a couple of days back. Damn boring. I witnessed a kid who got dead drunk. I met a long lost friend though.
2. Work sucks.
3. Went binge drinking with amao yesterday night. Ended up at Partyworld with my sis and her current beau. I was drunk when I got home.
4. I BROKE MY NAIL ! *OUCH*
5. Work sucks.
6. I went to Eastpoint Mall with two of my buddies and met two friends there. Very surprising given that Eastpoint is a 狗不拉屎，鸟不生蛋 place. Cool.
7. I'm definitely not going to be able to make it for Elevation 280. Argh.
Thats about it. If I have more crap, you all will be the first to know.
As the subject suggests. I'm gonna make this real short.
1. I went to Club Momo a couple of days back. Damn boring. I witnessed a kid who got dead drunk. I met a long lost friend though.
2. Work sucks.
3. Went binge drinking with amao yesterday night. Ended up at Partyworld with my sis and her current beau. I was drunk when I got home.
4. I BROKE MY NAIL ! *OUCH*
5. Work sucks.
6. I went to Eastpoint Mall with two of my buddies and met two friends there. Very surprising given that Eastpoint is a 狗不拉屎，鸟不生蛋 place. Cool.
7. I'm definitely not going to be able to make it for Elevation 280. Argh.
Thats about it. If I have more crap, you all will be the first to know.
Friday, June 17, 2005
Heineken Greenroom Sessions !
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [sticky.] =
Calling all Heineken fans ~ If you're a heineken lover and you love parties, do not, I repeat, DO NOT miss out on this event !
Event: Heineken - Elevation : 280
Venue: Market St Carpark, 8th floor, 146 Market St
Date/Time: 9th July, 9pm till late
Price: Pre-Sale $25, At-door $35
More details: http://www.heinekenmusic.com.sg/
Drop a msg on my tagboard if interested. Maybe we could go down together? =D
MOTHERF***ING SON OF A CHEE BYE ! I FORGOT I GOT LEAVE FREEZE ! KNNBCCB !
Calling all Heineken fans ~ If you're a heineken lover and you love parties, do not, I repeat, DO NOT miss out on this event !
Event: Heineken - Elevation : 280
Venue: Market St Carpark, 8th floor, 146 Market St
Date/Time: 9th July, 9pm till late
Price: Pre-Sale $25, At-door $35
More details: http://www.heinekenmusic.com.sg/
Drop a msg on my tagboard if interested. Maybe we could go down together? =D
MOTHERF***ING SON OF A CHEE BYE ! I FORGOT I GOT LEAVE FREEZE ! KNNBCCB !
Monday, June 13, 2005
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam yam yam yam x10 seng.
= my speakers sing [张敬轩 - 断点] = & = i'm feeling... [stoned.] =
Last night's dinner was a blast. The food was great, the atmosphere was wonderful, plenty of eye candy and entertainment to boot. But it was really a very lavishly spent wedding. The groom looked like a million dollars. Super yan dao kia. Very photogenic as I saw from the wedding album... He should be acting instead of joining this line. rofl?
Anyway,
The status of a legendary figure was confirmed once again. He's none-other then my super good friend colleague everyone loves in the office. We managed to make him puke on the spot due to his kay kiang-ness. We would not have done that in the first place but that sucker of an idiot came over our table to challenge... a female. As sporting as we were, we jio-ed him one after another and being the kay kiang king, he sportingly drank all.
Well, as the saying goes,
"When a bucket is being filled with water constantly, the excess will overflow."
(One way or another.)
He was the bucket.
After the last glass of red wine and half a glass of beer from yours truly...
He overflowed.
ROFL ! *Kodak moment*
But I'm not so mean as to post the Merlion act on the net. I've even left out the names of the parties involved so as to protect their identities. But luckily somebody has got a girlfriend to take care of him. lol.
That ends the spectacular wedding many of us will remember for quite some time. I know I will. Now I'm just rotting at home after a visit to the doctors... my back has some skin irritations and it's really quite bad... grrrr....
Last night's dinner was a blast. The food was great, the atmosphere was wonderful, plenty of eye candy and entertainment to boot. But it was really a very lavishly spent wedding. The groom looked like a million dollars. Super yan dao kia. Very photogenic as I saw from the wedding album... He should be acting instead of joining this line. rofl?
Anyway,
The status of a legendary figure was confirmed once again. He's none-other then my super good friend colleague everyone loves in the office. We managed to make him puke on the spot due to his kay kiang-ness. We would not have done that in the first place but that sucker of an idiot came over our table to challenge... a female. As sporting as we were, we jio-ed him one after another and being the kay kiang king, he sportingly drank all.
Well, as the saying goes,
"When a bucket is being filled with water constantly, the excess will overflow."
(One way or another.)
He was the bucket.
After the last glass of red wine and half a glass of beer from yours truly...
He overflowed.
ROFL ! *Kodak moment*
But I'm not so mean as to post the Merlion act on the net. I've even left out the names of the parties involved so as to protect their identities. But luckily somebody has got a girlfriend to take care of him. lol.
That ends the spectacular wedding many of us will remember for quite some time. I know I will. Now I'm just rotting at home after a visit to the doctors... my back has some skin irritations and it's really quite bad... grrrr....
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Feeling nostalgic?
= my speakers sing [nothingness.] = & = i'm feeling... [extremely tired & sleepy.] =
Wedding dinner to attend in 4 hours time. God save me. Updates later.
From my fav band of all time...
[ - Oasis - Live Forever - ]
Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone
Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe
Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone
Maybe I will never be
All the things that I want to be
But now is not the time to cry
Now's the time to find out why
I think you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
We're gonna live forever
Gonna live forever
Live forever
Forever
My zen needs a massive Oasis update.
Damn.
I miss those days.
Wedding dinner to attend in 4 hours time. God save me. Updates later.
From my fav band of all time...
[ - Oasis - Live Forever - ]
Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone
Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe
Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
Maybe I don't really want to know
How your garden grows
I just want to fly
Lately did you ever feel the pain
In the morning rain
As it soaks it to the bone
Maybe I will never be
All the things that I want to be
But now is not the time to cry
Now's the time to find out why
I think you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever
We're gonna live forever
Gonna live forever
Live forever
Forever
My zen needs a massive Oasis update.
Damn.
I miss those days.
Saturday, June 11, 2005
the game... Part 2
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [empty.] =
News after news shock me more and more. I've just received news that an ex-colleague has passed away in an accident in M'sia. ... ... ... That makes 3 of my colleagues that I knew whom passed away during my 3 years of service. ... This is definately a list I DO NOT wish to see increase. So sad how fragile life is...
Anyway,
My friend has shocked me with some news that somehow or rather, after much thought, it doesn't seem to have such an impact afterall. Based on how she was into it, it seemed to be something that would eventually come... ... ?! Seems like I'm blabbering.
I really do not understand. Myth, Legend, Fiction, whatever. As she said, "it's something you can't explain..." Maybe you'll just feel it. You meet someone and you go... that's the one. ... Right. Do they have self help books on this topic? hur hur hur? Got courses to attend? Or must I experience and learn the hard way? hur hur hur.
Well, I stare at my Heineken. So green. So many bottles. They seem to have a life of their own. Beckoning me towards them...
99 bottles of beer on the wall,
99 bottles of beer...
If I downed one,
What will I have...
98 bottles for me to down lor...
News after news shock me more and more. I've just received news that an ex-colleague has passed away in an accident in M'sia. ... ... ... That makes 3 of my colleagues that I knew whom passed away during my 3 years of service. ... This is definately a list I DO NOT wish to see increase. So sad how fragile life is...
Anyway,
My friend has shocked me with some news that somehow or rather, after much thought, it doesn't seem to have such an impact afterall. Based on how she was into it, it seemed to be something that would eventually come... ... ?! Seems like I'm blabbering.
I really do not understand. Myth, Legend, Fiction, whatever. As she said, "it's something you can't explain..." Maybe you'll just feel it. You meet someone and you go... that's the one. ... Right. Do they have self help books on this topic? hur hur hur? Got courses to attend? Or must I experience and learn the hard way? hur hur hur.
Well, I stare at my Heineken. So green. So many bottles. They seem to have a life of their own. Beckoning me towards them...
99 bottles of beer on the wall,
99 bottles of beer...
If I downed one,
What will I have...
98 bottles for me to down lor...
Thursday, June 09, 2005
the game...
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [sleepy & puzzled.] =
Been feeling very weird the past couple of days. I feel that a certain friendship of mine is being strained. Maybe cos I was being a jerk a couple of days back and ignoring her due to some issues raging in me. But now... it's not really the same anymore (to me, I feel.) The way we talk is more like entertaining each other now... not as spontaneous as before... and I'm feeling rather awkward and outta topics when we talk now... Gosh, I'm lost and somehow or rather, I feel that I've let her down by that "act" of mine... Grrrr. I've apologized umpteen times yet I feel it's still not enough... Someone please, tell me what to do...
Anyway,
Also vexed over some issues about my sis... How can something that lasted for so long be ended so quick and a replacement found that easily? True, there will always be some things that cannot be ironed out. But isn't love just recognising each others' faults and learning to compromise with it? Isn't it the correct amount of give and take that'll sustain a relationship? Understanding and trust within each other is very important in a relationship. I used to think that I understood a little on that topic, after this, I think I'm totally lost. How is possible that breaking up with someone after a relationship that long can suddenly seem to be so easy and as if, without feelings?
I don't know what this is all about, a game? a routine? a gamble? It's totally different for different people. Different perspectives yield different responses. The emotional stakes are high, cos once you give it your all and you fail, it's a very very long and hard drop. If it's only for the experience and fun... Well, to each his own. No one should be hurt but it could never happen... Someone is bound to suffer from a failed relationship. As for me... it's all very intriguing... the game... some people call love. And I have to admit, this is definately a game I don't know how to play. As the saying goes, once bitten, twice shy...
I'm afraid actually.
Afraid to commit.
Afraid to fail again.
Thus I begin to doubt myself.
When I take a fancy to someone, I'll stop myself and ask,
"Am I doing too much?
What will she think?
Is she the right one?
Will I fail?
Will I...?"
Who cares anyway? All the results will probably be the same... I'll screw everything up in the end. ... fuck.
Been feeling very weird the past couple of days. I feel that a certain friendship of mine is being strained. Maybe cos I was being a jerk a couple of days back and ignoring her due to some issues raging in me. But now... it's not really the same anymore (to me, I feel.) The way we talk is more like entertaining each other now... not as spontaneous as before... and I'm feeling rather awkward and outta topics when we talk now... Gosh, I'm lost and somehow or rather, I feel that I've let her down by that "act" of mine... Grrrr. I've apologized umpteen times yet I feel it's still not enough... Someone please, tell me what to do...
Anyway,
Also vexed over some issues about my sis... How can something that lasted for so long be ended so quick and a replacement found that easily? True, there will always be some things that cannot be ironed out. But isn't love just recognising each others' faults and learning to compromise with it? Isn't it the correct amount of give and take that'll sustain a relationship? Understanding and trust within each other is very important in a relationship. I used to think that I understood a little on that topic, after this, I think I'm totally lost. How is possible that breaking up with someone after a relationship that long can suddenly seem to be so easy and as if, without feelings?
I don't know what this is all about, a game? a routine? a gamble? It's totally different for different people. Different perspectives yield different responses. The emotional stakes are high, cos once you give it your all and you fail, it's a very very long and hard drop. If it's only for the experience and fun... Well, to each his own. No one should be hurt but it could never happen... Someone is bound to suffer from a failed relationship. As for me... it's all very intriguing... the game... some people call love. And I have to admit, this is definately a game I don't know how to play. As the saying goes, once bitten, twice shy...
I'm afraid actually.
Afraid to commit.
Afraid to fail again.
Thus I begin to doubt myself.
When I take a fancy to someone, I'll stop myself and ask,
"Am I doing too much?
What will she think?
Is she the right one?
Will I fail?
Will I...?"
Who cares anyway? All the results will probably be the same... I'll screw everything up in the end. ... fuck.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
urgh.
= my speakers sing [Howie Day - Collide] = & = i'm feeling... [beat.] =
Splurge list for the month of May/June
1. 3 shirts from G2000 - $59.95 + (Discount, 2 for 1)$49.00
2. Belt from G2000 - $30.00
3. Loafers from Bata - $59.95
4. Perfume - $120 (Polo Ralph Blue and Hugo Boss Dark Blue)
5. Alcohol - $140 (Johnnie Walker Black Label and a carton of Heineken for $70.00 each)
I'm a shopping whore.
Still need list
1. A pair of trainers.
2. A pair of pants.
3. A thumbdrive.
4. A cheap pair of Levi's. (*Optional - Since Great Singapore Sale, might as well.)
My bank funds are rapidly decreasing. Cool. Someone save me.
Splurge list for the month of May/June
1. 3 shirts from G2000 - $59.95 + (Discount, 2 for 1)$49.00
2. Belt from G2000 - $30.00
3. Loafers from Bata - $59.95
4. Perfume - $120 (Polo Ralph Blue and Hugo Boss Dark Blue)
5. Alcohol - $140 (Johnnie Walker Black Label and a carton of Heineken for $70.00 each)
I'm a shopping whore.
Still need list
1. A pair of trainers.
2. A pair of pants.
3. A thumbdrive.
4. A cheap pair of Levi's. (*Optional - Since Great Singapore Sale, might as well.)
My bank funds are rapidly decreasing. Cool. Someone save me.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
dum didi dum...
= my speakers sing [my own voice.] = & = i'm feeling... [fat.] =
Shoplist
Serious cash to be spent. ... I need my bonus. Soon.
[- 张敬轩 - 断点 -]
静静的陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过的好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前在听见你的蜜语甜言
Shoplist
- A long sleeved shirt. (For attending a wedding dinner. -_-")
- A belt. (For whipping. ...)
- A pair of trainers. (For running?)
- A pair of loafers. (For those formal occasions.)
- A thumbdrive. (For my PS2.)
Serious cash to be spent. ... I need my bonus. Soon.
[- 张敬轩 - 断点 -]
静静的陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过的好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前在听见你的蜜语甜言
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
days of gloomyness are back again...
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [super boring.] =
Caught Monster-In-Laws yesterday, tried my best to be awake throughout the whole show... Barely made it... lol. But I did enjoy the show, Jane Fonda Vs J.Lo was magnificent ! And yes, this is probably J.Lo's best screen performance yet. What was supposed to be a quick movie date turned out to be a nearly whole day affair. lol. By 7pm I was literally hanging by my balls to remain conscious when amao called. Let's just say by 10pm I was on a super high. Had to just ditch mao to get home early. My mind's telling me to be awake but my body ain't listening.
Anyway,
My supervisor is coming back from a month long leave. Hell raises all over again. I'm getting so sick and tired of this shit. I really wonder when I'll be leaving. For sure. ... And due to some extra duties in work... the BBQ has been cancelled. CRAP. Nothing is going good?
Caught Monster-In-Laws yesterday, tried my best to be awake throughout the whole show... Barely made it... lol. But I did enjoy the show, Jane Fonda Vs J.Lo was magnificent ! And yes, this is probably J.Lo's best screen performance yet. What was supposed to be a quick movie date turned out to be a nearly whole day affair. lol. By 7pm I was literally hanging by my balls to remain conscious when amao called. Let's just say by 10pm I was on a super high. Had to just ditch mao to get home early. My mind's telling me to be awake but my body ain't listening.
Anyway,
My supervisor is coming back from a month long leave. Hell raises all over again. I'm getting so sick and tired of this shit. I really wonder when I'll be leaving. For sure. ... And due to some extra duties in work... the BBQ has been cancelled. CRAP. Nothing is going good?
