Bliss.

= mtv sings [Ryan Cabera - True] = & = i'm feeling... [Ecstatic.] =

went down to dempsy today wif her after she finally gotten her crow tattoo. but i must admit, it really looks nice... the tattoo artist was good. not sayin that anything on her would look bad. but it was rather impressive. dempsy wasn't really what i expected it to look like. at least not located on a hill that far in. but its nice, nice atmosphere n great wine. mayb it's time for me to switch... nah. haha. spent the time there wif her n her friends... had nice conversations... i hope i didnt seem to be a little slow, quiet n retarded cos i was actually quite tired when we reached there... certainly hope i didnt offend any of her friends...

anyway,

had a caesars session the day she came back wif amao... neve realised that he would have the answers for some of the questions i posed to myself. affairs of the heart apparently. i must admit, our views on love/whatever things have a certain understanding and similiarities. mayb thats y we're bros man. well, the more engrossed we got in the conversation, more emotions sort of erupted... and no, i did not ejaculate on the spot. rather, i suddenly got in touch with my feminine/softer side that not many, NOT MANY, in the world has seen. well, when emotions arise, things tend to happen... oh well, dropped by caesars after beavers(caesars wasn't open when we came.) n i remembered that i didnt drink much, but i got knocked out pretty fast... mayb cos of the lack of slp, goin dinner-less or my mind wasn't concentrating. she did drop by after, which was very much appreciated... i wanted to hold her so much before she came. after she arrived, at a point of time i really couldnt control myself anymore... (thanks bro for tryin to cover up for me.) i didnt exactly blast out... hell no. i managed to control.

blah blah n a couple of hrs later, some1 suggested ktv. great. after we got there, someone decided to leave early. great great. but... after he left, i certainly enjoyed myself. it was nice, just the two of us. enjoying something together. haha. well, we left at 4 and had a long walk(in a circle, im sorry, my dear. i get lost during the night.) and another conversation. in case any1 is just wondering, i posed a question to her on vday... didnt really want to push her for an answer, just wanted to know how she feels... well...................................... all i can say is,

yay. basically as simple as i can put it. yay. im in love. nuff said. haa.