happy muthafuggin new year.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [super duper tired.] =

Happy new year to all ! May the rooster bring some sort of chicken luck to everyone ! (What the fuck am i talking about? whatever!) well, im personally very glad that an unfortunate episode that happened at work has concluded. but the result is yet to be determined... im sad too... my own teammate... the one responsible. at least the whole team's behind him.

this new year has been rather lethargic... i've spent the last couple of days slacking and slacking and slacking at home. can't really be bothered to join my family for visiting... afterall, it's not as if we are going to do some heavy duty visiting... it's a lot more toned down then previous years. not really doing any visiting cept for those immediate relatives... gettin more n more boring each year. this year has got to be the most tiring one yet and i haven't done much ! spent so much time at home, alone. smoking to the extent of passing out.

anyway,

i'm glad that i managed to get a day off today ! been really, really stressed out at work. i'm glad to have talked to her about it... and i really appreciated the words of encouragement from her. she might not think it's much, but it was her words that kept me goin on... or rather, from blowing up. i definately need to tell her how i feel about her soon. very soon. can't miss the moment like before, way before. i screwed up once, not gonna screw up again. guess this is a chance i'll have to take. *cross fingers*