B O R I N G

= my speakers sing [王力宏 - Kiss Goodbye] = & = i'm feeling... [Tired] =

Stoned.
Boring.
Need new phone.
Been down to BQ too often lately.

歌曲：Kiss Goodbye
歌手：王力宏
专辑：盖世英雄

Baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心
好好欣赏你的美

幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走
去跟随

每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
但出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味

每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

I find myself listening to too much Chinese songs lately... I wonder why...

Expired Beer.

= my speakers sing [许志安 - 为什么你背着我爱别人] = & = i'm feeling... [bored and fucked up.] =

I'm on my 2nd bottle of expired beer. Cool. Can't really remember how many cartons of Heineken I got from Gibson... 1+some of his stock? or was it some of his stock only? ... ... ...
Just found out that the bottle I'm having has expired since Feb... Cool.

Anyway,

Just had supper at Simpang with Gib, Sis, Beau and Lyv. Didn't expect Lyv to be so erm... "on" about Simpang. Makes a whole lot of difference when someone stays in the Eastern area. Really never expect her to be the one "jio-ing" me to Simpang. Rofl.

Anyway,

What the fuck am I blabbering. ... Hm... time for me to start whining about work. Work... Gotta work in 4 hrs time. Yet I'm still blabbering whilst high on expired beer. ROFL. This is gonna be a keeper in my head. Expired? Fuck dates ! Beer is still beer ! Always good. ALWAYS ! LOL. Ok. I digress. Back to work... just had a big quarrel with my "boss" and I mean those really "BIG" quarrel where you lay everything on the table and spit all the shit you normally won't, out. Let's just say... the future's looking pretty bleak for this cow... BLAH. SCREW HIS MUTHAFUGGIN ASS. :-D~

I'm missing out on drinking with mao... pool... KTV... LOL. I'm missing out on everything! For all you readers now... I may seem to be super+duper high. Maybe not. I'm having a silent revolution in my head now. Blasting my music on my headphones. Talking to myself in my head... carving what's left of my career+future... blah blah blah... I need to refrain myself from thinking about work after work. This is seriously stressing me out.

Anyway,

I don't really know if she'll see this, but I don't really care. Not as if I've been faced with rejection staring straight at my face. ROFL? But I'm really interested in getting to know her better... just seems like my luck with people my age do not, I repeat, DO NOT seem to go well. Argh. I'm rusty with girls! Simply rusty. This fucking sucks to the core.

- I hate having low self esteem.
- I hate having no conf!d3nce in myself.
- I hate whining on my blog about how fucked I feel about myself. (contradicting bastard.)

... I should really delete this post. I'm not making sense in any-fucking-way at all. Cool. :-D

Inappropriate naming...

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [cramps in my stomach] =

Imagine if you named your dog "Pussy"...

Friend: Hello... What's been up?
You: Nothing much... I just got a new "Pussy".
Friend: !?
You: Hang on a min... my Pussy's hungry.
Friend: ?!?! You feed it?!
You: Ya... why not? When it's hungry, it'll let me know.
Friend: WTF? What do you feed it with?
You: Depends lor... normally I'll go to the supermart to grab some daily food... if my pussy's lucky, I'll cook sausages and spaghetti!
Friend: O_O"

*Ring* *Ring*

You: I need your help!
Friend: ???
You: My pussy just got hit by a truck !
Friend: !!!
You: I'm rushing it to the hospital now... Hope it survives !
Friend: !!!???

*Ring* *Ring*

Friend: *Embarrassed tone* So how's your er... pussy?
You: Phew, when I rushed to the hospital, the doctor told me that though the accident looked serious, my pussy would be up and running in no time...
Friend: AH?
You: Yea, but he said that my pussy will require 12 stiches to prevent major bleeding...
Friend: HAR?
You: It's nothing really...not that painful... after the anesthetic sets in... my pussy was even smiling at me during the op !
Friend: *FAINTED*

*Ring* *Ring*

Friend: *Accustomed tone* So hows your pussy?
You: *Sobbing* My pussy just died !!!
Friend: !?!??!?!!? What happened?
You: My pussy contracted some terminal disease and I just had to put it to sleep !
Friend: *lost* and thus?
You: I'm gonna miss my pussy... but my daddy got me something new...
Friend: ???
You: I just got a replacement "Dick".

Sigh.

= my speakers sing [cool song.] = & = i'm feeling... [same as below.] =


歌曲：我还能爱谁

歌手：许志安 专辑：我还能爱谁

中文词:林夕

睡梦中的人
不了解我的累
我也不原谅你的美
它让我体会
这个世界真的有
十全十美
却无所谓后悔
会妥协的人
不明白我自卑
就像我不容许我气馁
我真的以为
要感动最完美的玫瑰
如果要奉献我眼泪
除了你谁都不能给

见过你的美
我还能爱谁
我一路的追意
冷却不心灰
我的世界
走不出你背影的范围

没有你
会面目全非
我还能爱谁
放弃其它玫瑰
这是一种愚蠢的智慧
困在只有你的堡垒
享受讨好你的滋味

HDD crashes sucks.

= my speakers sing [im not home.] = & = i'm feeling... [not high and stoned.] =

I just realised my mobo supports SATA and I actually have 2 SATA ports. ...

cool.

Fuck.

it's that time of the year again.

= my speakers sing [许志安 - 我还能爱谁] = & = i'm feeling... [super bored.] =

a walk by the beach -footwear

a candlelight dinner

a bouquet of roses

a basket of ferrero rochers and a couple of teddy bears

a heart shaped cake

balloons in various shapes and sizes

a special card for conveying of feelings

self composed 20 second songs

dedcations on the radio

declaration in a newspaper ad

of course, a ring.

blah blah blah. It's Valentine's day again.

Self Content.

= my speakers sing [五月天 - 知足] = & = i'm feeling... [sehz.] =

歌曲：知足
歌手:五月天

怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来
风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷
而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞
才发现笑着哭最痛wo…
如果你快乐再不是为我

知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐
叫我忍受心痛

What a start.

= my speakers sing [周杰伦 - 枫] = & = i'm feeling... [confused and crazy] =

Chinese New Year is around the corner !!! Been temporarily transferred for office hours since last Wed to today for some really sai kang. It's not that bad... just that the constant staring at the monitors... fwoh. Very straining ladies and gentlemen. The best part, I'm sick now. How cool is that. A couple of more days to CNY and dear mr Cow is sick, fever, sorethroat and all. What kinda start is this?!

Don't think there'll be much celebrations this year... things seem to die down more as the years go past. I don't even think I'll be able to make it back for 年夜饭 on Sat... Hopefully my supervisor will realise the importance of that special meal for the Chinese... First day of CNY, I'm on leave but with the possibility of being called back for work. How wonderful/great/cool is that. (KNNBCCB.) Whatever man, come what may.

Been enjoying my PSP alot since it's arrival... after sorting out the minor details... managed to get the first two isos running... since this is rather sensitive... I'll just put it as its been a whole bag of fun and I'm really enjoying it currently. :-D

Anyway,

Hm... still surprised at that "thing" which happened during year end celebrations... on the surprise scale, i'll have to rate it a 10/10. To think that the two sneaky cockers got together on that day or perhaps even earlier is still... surprising... But still, (You know who you two are.) I feel like it's a good match. Good guy meets good girl through bad friend(A.K.A lim peh) and all's well that ends well. I only have heartfelt congratulations for the two of'em,(Either one of you reads this, tell the other to read also hor. Seldom I write this kind of thing one.)

Congratulations the two of you.
Though be-friending was based on sheer chance,
it's a joy that something good can blossom out of it..
Treasure what you have, cherish every moment...
Most importantly, have trust, faith and believe in each other.
I'm pretty sure this is something good in the brewing.

The two of you don't screw this up hor ! :-D

Signing off... Elated Cow.
(Always remember... 你快乐就是我快乐...)

"moments"...

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [bored.] =

Been two weeks since the new year... Not really hyped for the new year. Nothing much to elaborate about the celebration either... cept the fact that someone got hitched... *wink* *wink*. No resolutions set... just wish that I can get through this year peacefully without much trouble...

Anyway,

Recent updates... in point form !

→ 0 New Year resolutions set.

→ Finally got my PSP.

→ Got my hands on a new GFX, Sapphire ATI Radeon 9800Pro 256MB.

→ Not been drinking much.

→ Back to playing Mu-Online, not global but on a private server.

Anymore updates will come... when I'm in the mood to babble... rofl.

Merry Xmas...

= my speakers sing [圣诞结 - 陈奕迅] = & = i'm feeling... [stoned.] =

Happy Boxing Day !

Spent my xmas at... where else but Caesars. The turnout was ok... the usual suspects together with a few unexpected guests... (Thanks fiona, for turning up. :-D~ and to your friend too. Xinyi or something like that right?) Didn't drink much also... One small and peaceful bottle of black label. Nice to be chilling out with the gang on such a "joyful" occasion. Not to mention the queer celebration we had after... (Of all things, why mahjong?)

This entry came abit too late... so many thoughts running through my mind and wanted to put thoughts to paper... but when I came back home on Christmas day... got too tired and FM-ed instead. rofl?

Anyway,

Just got home from a squad BBQ at Melville Park but "as per normal"... the turnout wasn't very encouraging. Blah. There'll be other days... Really nice to have met up with the guys after... 3½ years? (Gosh, has it been that long?) Time flies when you're having/not having fun. Resignation decision coming real soon... Hm... I ponder... It's easy to say "I'm resigning !" when you know you have so much more on your contract but as the day approaches... your mind will start to wonder again.

Oh well... why think so much when tomorrow hasn't arrived? I guess it'll be 2006 even before I know it. (Contradicting bastard.) *channel surfs* ! Man Utd Vs West Brom! Time for soccer !

And so the countdown to 2006 begins ! I wonder again where the shit I'll be celebrating... rofl... not at Caesars again I hope... Newasia Bar definately sounds more interesting. Anyone interested? :-D~

The End.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =

It's been 30 days since my last posting and to tell you the truth, I didn't even feel a thing. I used to feel the urge to blog almost over everything single thing that I came into contact with. Sad that the feeling's lost now... Guess I never was a blogger but a blog-reader instead. :-D~ Don't get me wrong... I ain't shutting down my blog or something, it's just... well, let's just say my updates would appear not as often as before...

Anyway,

Nothing much has been going on cept the fact that my system is running on a NEW Western Digital 80GB HDD and I've added another 512MB to my RAM which basically means I'm stocked on 1GB of RAM. Also grabbed a SamSung DVD RW. (Couldn't resist it. Bonuses are so evil.) LOL. All I need now is to update my graphics card... perhaps to a 6600 or a x700? *evil laugh*

Still haven't gotten that SamSung E760 that I want so much badly. Been feeling very very lazy to drop by Sim Lim Sq since I've got a gigantic puberty symbol* on my nose. (*Note:PIMPLE) "Grounded" orders handed by myself to myself. It looks so tempting... ... .. ...

Blah... Christmas is round the corner ! As usual, the mood is not there... at least I've managed to get leave on christmas eve ! I wonder where I'll be going... hm... That'll definately be worth an entry... lol.

Anyway,

Time to get back to FM-ing... Been heavily addicted to it of late. The feel of managing your favourite soccer team and buying totally nonsensical players thrills me. Always. Hopefully I'll encounter something worth blogging about soon ! :-D~

Shock after shock in the sporting world.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =

Drank to my fill last night at my colleague's wedding. His "brothers" were damn fierce. As though they were human beer barrels. Downing everything that we threw to them. The dinner was not that bad... name of the restaurant is "Lake Garden" I think... It's located at Yishun, Orchid Country Club. After the dinner, the gang of us decided to have some K-ing session at Partyworld Shenton Way... I didn't expect to drink again there but as the saying goes, "Once you've started, you can't stop." rofl? Was knocked out cold once I've reached home around 4am.

Anyway,

Following the sad departure of a wrestling great, Eddie Guerrero, the sporting world once again has released shocking news. Manchester United Great, Royston Maurice Keane has left the club. Arguably the best midfielder in the world, he has served the Red Devils faithfully for 12 years. A naturally born leader in the field, he commands respect and has been a solid rock in defence. He never shies from challenges and would create attacking runs that would be a pain in the ass for the opposition defence. Now a free agent at the age of 34, one wonders what he would be considering, continue playing or moving on to a managerial position... But one thing is for certain, the impact he left in EPL soccer will definately be missed. Read more here...

A WWE legend passes on...

= my speakers sing [nothing] = & = i'm feeling... [deeply saddened] =

A legendary figure in professional wrestling leaves the world suddenly.

R.I.P.

Eddie Guerrero.

May God bless your soul.

Once in awhile...

= my speakers sing [nothing] = & = i'm feeling... [dead] =

I have a wedding to attend to in 4 days time ! I'm having a very bad case of sore throat ! VAT THE F ! HELP ! How the hell am I supposed to go YAMMMMMM SENGGGGGGG when I can't even scream at the sight of a flying cockroach?! rofl.

Anyway,

My HDDs are being taken out one by one. First my Seagate, now my Maxtor. 60GB, 2 yrs old. partitioned to 20 and 40GB. Never really touched the 40GB and suddenly, one fine day, it died on me. Sad... I'll need to buy a new HDD... (maybe I should throw in a DVD RW drive as well... urgh. temptations temptations... ) Looks like my To-Buy list has increased two fold. I need mornay mornay mornay...

Been resting alot recently... smoked only 3 sticks of fags for the past 3 days. Cool. But saying that I've quit is still far too early. Saying that I've stopped. Ahh... Thats more like it. ROFL?

I needa buy many many PS2 titles ! Theres RE4, Smackdown Vs Raw 2 (God bless Eddie Guerrero's soul.), TH:America Wasteland and a few others. When will I get the chance to go JB~~~ Ah well. Whilst waiting for those shit, I'll get myself busy with F.E.A.R.(Demo) and maybe FM 2006. Heh. Oh well. Bye !

Harloweeeeeen Party !

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [nauseous.] =

Celebrated Halloween at acid bar with Ngok playing ! Fantastic I tell ya. Mao won a bottle of Belvedere Vodka worth $168 ! Woo hoo ! He took part in some lame ass Halloween party by acid whereby you get coiled round with toilet paper and after a whole roll's been used up, the "mummy" will dash to the bar counter and down a Graveyard. Fastest man wins. Apparently, mao was the fastest. LOL. I broke my principle rule of "NO VODKA" and drank up. Its nice. Real nice. Hah.

I don't know if there are people who read my blog or check it for updates but I do apologize for the inconsistent updating for the past few months... Eversince the downfall of my old SeaGate HDD, really really lost the mood for blogging. heh? Well, gotta work in like 4 hrs time, I'll be trying to find inspiration for blogging again... given the recent spates of bloggers being punished for racist remarks. whatever man. Till next time... when it hits me in the head and I can't help but blog about it... Take care my friends!

fuck. (Part 2)

= my speakers sing [same as below.] = & = i'm feeling... [still bastardy.] =

I feel like I've let myself down as a friend.

I hate this kinda feeling.

Fuck this shit.

I need to drink.

fuck.

= my speakers sing [陈奕迅 - 遇见了你] = & = i'm feeling... [bastardy.] =

I feel like a despicable cad.

time flies and the man ages.

= my speakers sing [Gwen Stefani - Cool] = & = i'm feeling... [bored.] =

I'm officially 23 years and 1 day old. Still feeling too old for my age and the binging and smoking isn't really helping much. heh?

Finally brought my parents to Hainanese St for dinner... I guess it's the first time my sis's current beau had dinner with them. Rather funny when everyone at the table is Hainanese. Hah. It's another one of my own 冷笑话.

Spent the early moments of my special day at Caesars with mao, joseph and fiona. Was a last minute kinda thing. But I enjoyed myself. Really thanks, guys. Last night was at BQ. Yes, for the man who always have anti-ed BQ, I find myself dropping by more often in the last few weeks. Had a couple of drinks with a few colleagues, one of which has his day on the 3rd. Talk about celebrations!

Supposed to be home recuperating today, but mao just called me. I guess it's time to head on out again. :-D~

I'm back ~

= my speakers sing [nothing] = & = i'm feeling... [extremely tired] =

Here I am, back from my K.L. trip ! Rather enjoyed myself there. Shopped till I dropped at Pertaling St. Not many other places to go to since I was staying at the Berjaya Times Square. It's rumoured to be 5 stars... but the service I received there was definately worth only 3...

1) Does it take 3 days to change a towel?
2) Why are some of the lights in a room faulty?
3) 5 star hotel no cable one meh?
4) Do the chambermaids keep their hands to themselves?

Just some thoughts going through my mind... Anyway, the Monorail was a very "unique" experience... Probably it's cos of the peak hour rush... Let's just put it that I spend more then an hour to get to somewhere 3 stops ahead. Shopping was definately good. Bought 6 shirts, a pair of slippers and 2 lighters... one of which I can roughly confirm is dead. Zzz. Argh, too many things to mention about... the cheap fags, the really "so funny" clubbing scene there, the bargains made at Pertaling... etc etc etc. But I'm really really damn tired. 7 hours of sitting in a bus is not really that comfortable. Damn digicam I borrowed from my Uncle failed on me as well...

Anyway,

At least I did not lose any money as I spent totally under my budget. Changed only S$150 when I had a spending budget of S$200. Nearly spent it all, Left with a couple of RM... Had great food... and on my way home just now... I kio tio-ed a 256MB Imation TB ! HA HA HA ! Now this is what I call "re-imbursment" LOL !

my first...

= my speakers sing [nothing of late.] = & = i'm feeling... [excited.] =

Technically speaking... in 7 hours time, I would be on a coach and embarking on a first-ever... trip overseas(Yay! *throws confetti* ... whatever.). Funny how I used to detest even the idea of travelling and now... I'm so looking forward to it. Though it's just a short weekend get-away at K.L. but... heck, I'm gonna try to enjoy myself to the fullest.

The irony in it all... I never thought I would travel... but someone came along and changed my mind... and the even bigger irony is I'm going to K.L. ... a place that sounds oh so familiar. ah well, that was in the past.

I've been really busy the last few weeks, tight schedule and all... apologies to all my friends whom I've sort of neglected... I'll meet up with ya guys real soon ya? :-D

Till Monday... tata~ I'm off~ to K.L. !