Tsunamis suck.

= mtv sings [Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams / Jay Sean - Stolen / Keane - This is the last time] =

I'm sure many of you have heard about the sad news that shook the earth, literally. My deepest condolences to those who've lost their friends, relatives or family members to the disastrous tsunami attack and for those who are still searching, keep the faith. For those unaffected, touch your heart and count your blessings. do what you can. donate $ to the Red Cross Society of Singapore. the many victims will thank you for your kind generosity.

anyway,

meet my new friend, Zen. Zen Micro.



5GB of capacity, Doubles as Removable Storage Disk, Built-In FM Tuner, 1 FREE spare batt. More...

what else can i ask for.

but... (yes there will always be buts.) there seems to be something wrong with the PC cable. Seems like my zen will automatically hang when i attempt to hook it up to my comp. a call to creative is in order. My CAPSLOCK KEY is SPOILT ! NBCB !

anyway,

went out with mel n gib just now. drove all the way to mt faber ! hahahaha. couples would be a norm, but we saw 2 guys sitting in one of the pavilion ! apparently they were either very very very good friends or they are gay. i mean, who the hell would jio their friend to a place like mt faber? E.G.

Ah Seng: "Free to talk?"
Ah Beng: "Ya."
Ah Seng: "Ok, meet me at Mt Faber the 3rd pavilion from the cafe."
Ah Beng: "Ok."

WTF? thats really gay lo. nuff abt that, had a drink at The Hill. so bloody expensive. who would have thought that a bloody cup of lipton tea would cost $5/-. at least i had something else. rofl.

anyway,

there are so many things i want add in this entry. thoughts kept poppin up in my mind the past few days. but for now, i seem to be stuck. hah. mayb i'll post another entry with regards to my new year escapade-cum-celebration. Happy New Year and may 2005 be really a wonderful year for everyone. i really hope. for me and for her.

Christmas Spirit. Pui.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] =

First off, Merry Christmas.


this xmas certainly holds a special meaning for me. for this has got to be one of my worst xmas ever due to some last min events.

my supervisor had a misunderstanding about me and the result was a punishment meted out to me that i thought was quite unfair. 5 tours of the hospital post. i mean, 5 tours isn't that bad. i've done 1 whole month of that duty before during my probation period. 5 tours is nothing. it's just that the whole idea of my supervisor not having trust in me is very very sad. one of my most respected supervisors has just shown me that he totally has no trust in me since a very long time. I feel sad, angry and disappointed. the basic trust is no longer there. this only means that most probably, in the next year, a transfer is imminent. what's the use of working in an environment where your supervisor doesn't trust you at all?

I quote dale carnegie,
"It isn't what you have,
or who you are,
or where you are,
or what you are doing that makes you happy or unhappy.
It is what you think about."

very sad isn't it. life's a bitch. what can i say. gotta just move on.

anyway,

last night after work managed to meet up with mao to "supposedly" celebrate xmas. after the incident at work, there isn't really much to look forward to. well, when i reached caesars, he was ¾ gone already. michael was like 99% gone n qirong was also 70% gone. naidu was pretty much still awake. afterall, 4 persons and a bottle of vodka is about just nice. but the second bottle had already been opened when i arrived. so there we were, drinkin to our heart's content even before midnight arrived. by the time xmas came, amao was concussed. michael was singing songs no one could understand, qirong n his gal were both gone and naidu left in search of a black christmas. me? i was in the backalley performing a stunt called the merlion. hahahaha it's just one of those days where you really wished that you will get drunk. i did.

so this ends my xmas escapade. full of drama and emotions. this yr's xmas will be one i want to forget.

Christmas. Blah.

= my speakers sing [nothing. I'm watchin sappy Hallmark xmas specials.] =

Jingle balls,
Jingle balls,
Jingle all the way,
Oh what fun it is to slap,
Your stupid face today.

Hey !

Dashing to the loo,
After one drink too many,
Tried to puke it out,
Fell asleep instead,

Heard knocks on my door,
Someone's singing to me,
What the hell are you singing,
Shut the f**k up la !

My own rendition of the latest xmas hit single, jingle your bloody balls.

hey peeps, it's xmas, get in the mood.

How am i supposed to spend my xmas when im knockin off at some time like... erm, 9? 10? ... hopefully i'll b able to get some sort of celebrations goin on with amao tmr night. haha
i don't know why, i'm feeling so bushed now. must be the stress level. yep, it's goin higher n HIGHER. i seriously need to wind down soon. im thinking way too much. well, merry christmas to all. may U enjoy spending christmas with that special someone ! wish i could say the same about me... oh well, fuck that. (^_^).!.

All I want for christmas...

= my speakers sing [nothing.] =

There is one thing I want for christmas now. iPod Mini ! ^.^

Quickie time !

= mtv now sings [Maksim - Kolibre / The Killers - Somebody Told Me / Electrico - Runaway] =

good morning singapore! just had a wonderful game of pool with mont, anthony n his bro (anderson i think) n of course the infamous moron jeff (btw all are my colleagues cept for anderson) at fusion3. to think that when i just arrived, jacob, wama n keigo just left ! the best part, they were goin down when i took the lift up ! played till the place closed as usual and then went to 201 for supper. twas till then i realised everyone cept jeff were from st hildas. what a small small world. had a great chat about the good old days when we were still young, when we were notorious and when people were actually still afraid of the police. of course not when policemen were wearing shorts. found out a couple of secrets and to think that someone i knew posed for FHM ! wtf?! haha the chat lasted for 2, 3 hrs? reached 201 at about 0345? i think we left at 6, thus this quickie post so early in the morning.

anyway,

that chat really got me thinking... it's been awhile since i last met up with any of my old schoolmates. since xmas is ard the corner, mayb its time for me to do some catchin up of my own... i miss those days when everyday was so carefree, we only thought whether the girl/guy next class would notice us, how to cheat in tests, fights, soccer, ecas, funny incidents etc. how i wish i could be given a chance to go through that experience once more. making friends were so easy... almost everyone was genuine & sincere. lookin back at those memories from 94 to 98, couldn't help thinking that there were so many things i could have done and could have not done... how i wish i had the courage to tell her how i felt about her during that time... but then again, regrets are just lame excuses. its time to keep the memories and move on, there are more accomplishments awaiting me...(2nd chances for me to xpress myself mayb?) reminiscing can be saved for later...

anyway,

nostalgia setting in, i cant help it...(pls someone, pls, slap me.) guess im gonna have a puff before retiring. my bed is beckoning for me...

so why not take a moment to revive those wonderful memories you've once had during those "happy" days? im sure a couple will bring a smile to your face. mayb theres something still stuck in your head, something waiting for you to end... a fued with a very good friend that you often regret over something stupid? a good friend that you havent met in a long long time? certain things you still havent told someone? a special person that you still think about once in awhile and wished that you had the chance to xpress some feelings...

Latenight thoughts.

= my speakers sing [Keane - Somewhere only we know] =

ahh... had another terrible day at work again. bloody busy from 8am to... 8pm. im so really working for every cent of my pay+bonus this month. met up with the usual suspects at simpang and also my beloved derrick ! been awhile since i last saw him, noticed that his boot had something xtra. new woofers ! big woofers ! woof ! WOOF ! had a nice n long chat with them, n saw my other colleague there as well, wat a freakin coincidence. simpang suddenly became the "happening" joint for me. rofl. gosh im so lame.

working in an environment mixed with different people from different races, ages sure widens my life. i mean, i feel that i've grown in a certain way eversince mixing around with my colleagues, more mature? more confident? more kuai lan? i dont know. but i'll always remember this line my mentor told me during my first week of orientation, i quote " take a picture of yourself now and take another picture a few years later. you will look different, in a more confident way." how true, how true. this job has changed me... then again, the stress level of this job never fails to drop, it can only go higher and higher. but what i've learnt thru the interactions with different people and the handling of different situations has broadened my perspective on life.

basically put, my job allows the insight of the stupidity of some, the avaricious side of some, the kindness... the good, the bad and the horrendous. period. sometimes i feel im "forced" to mature faster to be able to handle these situations... hopefully, i will be able to put what i absorbed to good use and not let it just drift away...

anyway,

enough of my work shit. it's a neverending story.

I just realised that half of my pay+bonus has magically disappeared ! ... !!! i have no idea where i spent it on, im currently left with half of my pay. i have got to start on a more concrete plan of saving $$$. im still considering a weekend car but when the thoughts of maintenance, petrol, parking, etc come to mind, i shudder. i mean, i can afford a car now, it's just a matter of me drinkin less, smokin less per month. but is it worth it? sure, a car is blardy useful. but heck, im stayin 5mins away from my office, i can even run there in a breath. if i use the vehicle, it's for my nightly outings but then again, do i really need it? i quote another colleague of mine, "buying a car is a luxury. no matter how much supporting statements you can come up with, as long as u buy it, its considered a luxury. it's not a necessity, its a luxury. u can also deem it as throwing $$$ into the sea. its an investment with 0 returns." guess i'll leave that thought static for the moment... hopefully a lucky toto strike will allow me to continue those thoughts...

anyway,

i have been "enjoying" singlehood for around 6 years, it's time for me to look for a partner. then again, i have been lookin all these while, it's just that, things cant really work out for me in my head when it counts. sure, i may look/sound like a whiner when i state these thoughts in my blog... but hey, it's my blog. bite me.

i've always believed in fate. i mean, in a universe so vast, a timeline of centuries, i am allowed to be borne in this era, gettin to know my people and deeming them as my pals, friends, etc. it has got to be fate of some sort. i believe its my luck too, to have known so many people i reckon as pals. but to no avail, i still have not found her. havent you tried believing that your partner is out there somewhere, mayb next to you on the train, walking past you in a busy street, standing behind you when you're ordering kopi-o? u get the idea. tried so many times till eventually at a certain stage, you'll give up trying. some people like to say, 顺其自然. but as my motto goes, an opportunity comes once in a lifetime, u'll dont get second chances on ur doorstep just like that. if u've never tried, u'll never know what u've missed unless u've tried. currently im tryin, not that hard. but will she know? i doubt so. mayb what the surveys say are right, asian men are afraid to express for fear of rejection. i will continue trying, as achieving this relationship means alot to me, even if she has gone to the arms of another person, she'll always, and i DO mean ALWAYS have a place in my heart.

anyway,

enough of my freakin bullshit for one night, i think im turning all yellow and mellow(It rhymes!). guess i'll end this off with a phrase a man once said, here goes...

" 你能选着爱我或不爱我，可是我只能选着爱你或更爱你。。。 "

corny shit right? i think im suffering from an overdose of teh-cino. forgive me.

Weekly juice !

= my speakers sing [silence.] =

it's been a hectic week. finally i got the chance to take 1 day of leave. worse thing is, i could'nt find anyone to accompany poor me. all my acquaintances were busy... went back to my office to finish off some unsettled business and i got stuck there till 2-3am? geez. i seriously need a life...

meet up with lingyi n jacob a few days back. been awhile since i last saw her... heh i must say, she still looks the same as before. if not, better...? lolx. went to sing song and she sings pretty well i must say. sadly, theres something wrong with my voice eversince the op. speech wise, i still sound the same. singing wise, i sound quite different... not as before. damn, i gotta do something about it.

anyway,

went out with mao and hehehe di yesterday night. surprisingly, she agreed to go sing-a-long with us. enjoyed myself pretty much and we actually did a 90% successful rendition of 屋顶.
:-D suffering from a very very bad headache now... not enough sleep? not enough food? i don't know man... hopefully by the time i work tomorrow, it'll be long gone...

anyway,

i've just uploaded a couple of pics n in random order, here they are...........


Amao's new ride ! (actually it belongs to his father. he's still goin for his practicals !) At least i got to drive it ! :D


This has got to be the coolest ashtray i've seen so far.


How often do you see a prayin mantis up close? lol.


Mr Stikfast self pleasuring. I love those joints.

Jingle balls is around the corner.

= mtv is singing [Naughty By Nature - Hip Hop Hooray] =

... it's nearly that time of the year again. i'm still plagued by my issues with life. my gd fren's been warded for den-freakin-gue fever.

mel's been warded for dengue. not really the kinda news i wana hear. anyway, dropped by east shore for a visit after i knocked off earlier. luckily the dumb guard allowed us in. well, take care and godspeed to ur recovery mel ! i'll b waiting to drink together again !

anyway,

just realised how boring a person i actually am. i've lost the ability to communicate. i prefer silence now rather then a chatty conversation. unless the topic really interests me. hate it man. 1 of my new year resolutions is definately gonna be... "be a better person for 2k5". A wise man once said, "Maturity begins when your concern for someone is more then your concern for yourself." how true, how true. i'll try, i'll try to be a better person.

just finished supper with mady n jacob. horrible horrible roti john. but... i hereby declare the kopitiam drink for 2k4 is... *very loud drumroll* TEH-CINO. a wicked mixture of teh and alot of condense milk. very very sinful. song of the year would be "Tra-La-La" by ......... Gunther and the Sunshine girls ! (i know its a little too early for this. pls forgive me.[i'll try to upload more pics. im running pic-less])

anyway,

i'll post a moments of 2k4 blog for me soon before the new year. meanwhile, its mahjong saturday and drinkin friday. any takers? feel free to leave a msg on ma tag-shit or just a simple sms. omg. i think i see dolly parton on tv. gotta go puke some.

Mahjong + Chivas !

= my speakers sing [Jay Chou - Jie Kou] =

it's been a while since i last updated my blog, eversince that incident whereby the hungry blog decided to eat up a long post of mine. didn't really want to come in any contact with any blog...

anyway,

Visited Caesars last sat with amao and surprisingly, 2 of my other colleagues wanted in as well. was the usual crowd on a football night... the bunch of soccer fanatics betting with the bartender over a couple of jugs. everyone seemed to be so engrossed in the match altogether. ok, to the main point of the night. so there i was, sippin my heineken with amao for around an hr or so, when my colleague called me. i initially thought only 2 were joining us. turned out that 4 came. 1 totally unknown to me. 2 of them actually said that they were gonna go have some teh over alcohol. well, what can i say. they're muslims. rofl.

anyway,

so there we were sitting at caesars when my colleague mentioned that it was a tad too boring for him at that place. (think mat rock chiongster) well, we looked around and saw that beavers, directly opposite from caesars nx to 7-11 were blasting away music and it got my fren hooked. so we sua-ed to beavers where i introduced him to the wonderful world of hoegaarden. ½ a pint and he was hooked. but what happened after that totally changed my view of him. after 1 pint of hoegaarden, he looked as if he wasn't gonna make it. he then went to the loo and i asked his fren, "hm. this is the first time i ask him out, how much can he take every time he drinks?" his friend replied with a smirk. i gasped. i knew trouble was coming and boy was i right. came out of the toilet lookin like a piece of roadkill. bloodshot eyes, swaying body and slur speech. started to blabber mountains of cock with practically everyone who walked past him. it was during that moment that he wanted to dance in the middle of the street after a dare by me and a waitress from the place asked him to go in and dance on the bartop !

a short moment later, i found all of us inside the pub and 1 on top of the bartop. the 3 of us who were firmly rooted to the floor couldnt help but stare in astonishment and had cramps in our mouth due to laughin too much. u couldnt possibly imagine how 1 man can singlehandedly make a place with less then 10 customers so happening. after 4 mins of wild dancing, i found him dancing not to 1 but 3 ladies on the bartop ! apparently they got called in by the waitress. after that 10mins of hot dancing, my fren there took his first puke in the toilet. after that he started more cock talking. the waitress seemed to be terrified abit by him. u cannot imagine how much nonsense this guy can blabber once he's drunk.

anyway,

left the place soon after and he said that he still needed more. (did i mention he took a total of 2 pints of hoegaarden and 1 and 1/3 pints of heineken) so off he went to 7-11 to buy the arguably 1 of the most horrible alcoholic drink, long island. ew. but the funny thing was he tried to order thousand island from the cashier. he was like "auntie ! got thousand island or not? i very thirsty !" the cashier was stunned. we were stunned. he found it, bought it, and discovered his mistake. "eh malu sia..." that was what he had to say. (did i mention he puked a total of 3 times in the toilet of beavers, chokin their basin.) after 2 bottles more of long-island, i found him tryin to dance in the middle of the street and puking by the drainage. luckily i went over to check on him, he nearly fell in his own puddle of vomitus ! dragged him to a coffeeshop near to kallang and he knocked out there. couldnt even situp straight. went home and slept at his void deck for another ½hr or so with his fren. thank god for his fren. rofl. so that ends his adventure, but he promised the waitress that he would be back this friday night. oh boy. i cant wait.

anyway,

about the topic... yesterday night was mahjong-cum-drinkin night for me. enjoyed a game of mahjong and drinkin away to gib's chivas. free drinks ! lost $5 ! i can only have the alcohol to blame. was abit dead after the 10th glass? i can only remember that 1/3 of his newly opened bottle was gone thanks to me. thankfully, jacob was there to meet me for supper, couldnt really remember whether i had finished my teh-cino at simpang. only remembered that i fell asleep 90% of the time during the whole supper. so i made it home safely and am waiting for another session comin very soon.

so i end off this blog still feelin abit queasy over the leftover chivas in my tummy. gonna go out now and accompany my sis to purchase some brushes?! i'll leave that for another blog.

shit.

= my speakers sing [shit.] =

damn blogger. i just lost a bloody long post !

Cockle Mania !

= my speakers sing [Keane - This is the last time.] =

2nd off can still be called back for duty ! >__<" worked from 8 - 1. it sucks. period. but i went to the gym after that with my colleagues for the first time in duno how many years ! felt so good. i mean, so good... think i'll give it some serious thought. heh.

anyway,

met amao at beavers after work and it has been quite sometime before i last met him. as usual, had a nice chat with him over some hoegaardens that HE was drinkin since i was drivin... i shall not take any shirley temples for the next 5 years. when it was time to go, he suggested coffee near the lagoon at east coast park. i thought he ordered cooked food but when the food came, it brought along a surprise. knnbccb ! cockles ! medium rare ! a plate each ! it has been like 12345 duno how many years since i last ate cockles served in a plate! i've always had this problem of diarrhoea when it comes to food that i havent ate in a long time or for the first time. sad, but true. so i had half the plate and gladly gave him the remainder n he's like the cocking machine! (pun 100% intended.) sadly, i had to return the ride and so here i am, waitin for the shit attack to arrive anytime soon... pray for me. .................

it's a sad and lonely day.

= my speakers sing [silence.] =

went out with mr huat after work today... decided to drop by parkway to look for someone... somehow i felt it was a total disaster.

enuff said.

just realised how little friends i have. gob was workin today(duh). amao had this wedding dinner to attend to and i found myself drinkin with mr huat and his friends ! i know it's always nice to meet new friends, but its always sian to hang around with a group strangers.(no offence mr huat.) went home at around 2330hrs, waited for a freakin cab outside bugis village... (can u imagine how little freaking empty cabs run around that BUSY road between 10pm to midnight?) anyway, there i was waiting for a cab after another guy when a tibs cab pulls up next to me. i wanted to get in as the passengers were comin out, but the bloody-motherfucking-gong-chee-bye who was talking on his bloody stupid hp runs up to the cab, darts in and rushes off ! ... !!! nbcb ! some people have all the freakin nerve. after waitin for around 20mins or so, the holy no. 12 appears in front of me. i thought, what the heck, i'll just take the bus home and save on the $. little did i realise that i succumbed so easily to sleepyness+tipsyness+tiredness. by the time i woke up on the bus, i was already in pasir ris ! another gigantic nbcb ! so i got off at the next stop and checked the timeboard, " Last bus 2338hrs. " third nbcb ! so under the bo pian act, i had to hail a cab to go home. by the time i reached home, the meter ran up to $6+. >___<" so much for saving on the $. i actually wasted 1 hr in gettin home.

anyway,

last night was sort of a shocking tour for me. there i was, playing soccer with my fellow colleagues in the afternoon before my night shift and approx. 1hr after i've reported for work at the hospital, i heard someone callin me from the a&e depart. i saw my fellow colleague covered in blood, sitting in a wheel chair with a big bandage on his head. my first reaction to him, " did u just buang on ur bike?" his reply was quite a stunner. "no leh. wa tio pa leh." i was stunned and later i learned from him that he was just minding his own business going for a billiard session when he was called out of the billiard salon by some young punks and they started to pummel him over another one of those "staring" incidents. fucking punks nowadays gettin out of hand. my friend's head was spilt by a billiard cue and he received 5 stitches for it man. i mean, what kind of bloody nonsense is this? how can some1 just go out and get beaten up for no apparent reason? mentality of people nowadays are gettin really low man. real low.

anyway,

i think i've ranted enough bullshit for today. when inspiration strikes again, i'll be here. till then, have a nice day and watch out for bloody young punk mofos !

it's a freaky day !

= my speakers sing [Oasis - Be here now] =

went out with montie and keith the night before... keith's an ex-colleague who has ord-ed already... havent seen him since he had gone and we went to newasia to do some catchin up! been a while since i went there... its a wonderful place with a view to kill for. guess what, we went for pool after that and i guessed i had a bad case of pool overdose. from 3am till 630am... non-stop pool action ! by the time we were thru, i was looking at balls even when my eyes were closed. LOL. but it was a very enjoyable night out. hope to do it some other time again !

as i mentioned above,

this few recent months have certainly been very very the suay for me. one thing, my cueing has gone from bad to an all time low. cant really seem to focus on my shots, i get too easily distracted by my thoughts... dont know what im thinking of... things? or someone... .........

life is so charmingly delicate and queer things seem to happen for no apparent reason...

as i was saying,

earlier jacob, wama and i were at fusion3... having our normal game of pool and of course, me cursing n swearing about my lousiness when i received what could be one of the worst calls i've ever had so far... gibson actually called and told me that he was involved in a road traffic accident ! ... ... ... !!! luckily, the accident scene was not far from where we were and so we were able to reach there within 5 mins. thank god he was slightly injured only.

but the way the accident was so totally freaky. there he was, waiting for a cab along bencoolen st, all of a sudden, what does he see? a fucking flyin motorcycle headed towards him ! thank the constellation for his friend who managed to pull him back just in time (i think). the freakish bike grazed past his right shin and landed in... the bushes. turns out that a taxi swerved in 3 lanes to pick him up and did not check his bloody blind spot. the taxi promptly bumped into the bike and thats how it got airborne. the rider got it bad though... couldnt really get up after that. and there were these 2 kay po mother fuckers whom were goin on n on abt how he should see the doc, how he should claim against the taxi driver, how he should ONLY see a dumb specialist, blah blah and the blah blah and more blah blah . (*picture of me stunning all of them to hell appears.*) took them 15 fuckin mins to finish their bloody nonsense before leaving. brought him to cgh for treatment and guess what? the fuckin doctor said it was just some bruises and didnt even want to give him a bloody mc ! (as if ppl who gets involved in an accident no need to rest 1 lo.) the prescription? painkillers. (doh. *slaps forehead.*)

knnbccb.

thus ends an equally tiring day to super freakish happenings and my eyes are already ¾ closed. i pray that tomorrow will be a much much better day. till another freaky encounter, i pray for ur safety, wealth and good health. freak out !

Quickie Time !

= mtv currently playing [Linkin Park Feat. Jay Z - Numb/Encore] =

just remembered... i went to SamSung customer care the other day, seems like my hp batt is not dead, its the bloody damned desktop charger i bought from one of the shops in Tampines which just-so-happened to be advertised in SamSung's official website ! the nice/chio counter lady told me that the charger may not be even original ! n i actually paid $8 extra for it. !*#$%!*$!%*

anyway,

so i went down to Tampines to look for the moron who sold me this, guess what? and i quote

Me: " I think my charger is spoilt. I need to charge 15hrs then my batt can go full leh. "
Moron: " Is it. Show me the charger? "
Me: " You want to see the receipt I have? "
Moron: " Ah... no need lah... (shows the the expression that he knew it would be spoilt) "
Me: " ... "
Moron's gf: " Si mi model lai eh? E6 ha? Bo liao ! Bo liao ! "
Moron: " Er... We run out of stock already leh. (!) You come back in 2 weeks time? Er... (he seems to be pondering about something.) Eh... (Eh lam pa.) No need 2 weeks la... Friday should be have already. Friday teng lai la... bring this charger along, I change for you. "
Me: " ... ok lo. ma si bo pian. Thanks ah. "

I conclude that this bloody mofo has no idea wtf he's selling, he knows that most of his products are not in workin condition, he doesnt even have a freakin clue when his stock is comin in ! ... and i even got the address from SamSung's official website ! SamSung's site actually advertised a shop which sold unoriginal parts at a higher price then SamSung itself ! Original desktop charger = $30/-. Shop in Tampines selling = $38/-. ok, i wasted my time going down to Centrepoint to visit the SamSung customer care shop, i wasted my time going to the Tampines shop to change shit. all the running around and i end up at square one.

I rest my case.

another day, another blog.

= my speakers sing [欧得洋-咻咻咻] =

dont you just get the feeling like "every day is an adventure by itself..." yet you're still cooping up in the house, wondering what to do... when you could be having so much fun outside. well, the money factor is also another important issue to consider about.

im spouting too much bullshit.

i cant seem to enjoy myself when im out anymore. i really dont know why. ever since my op, seems like all i wan to do is to stay home and rot. cant really focus on my tasks at hand when im out... always seems to be easily distracted... i need to find out WHY.

i just went to tampines earlier and gotten myself WWE:SmackdownVsRaw. Yay. havent really tried it yet, came home, took dinner, rot. .. .. .. rot somemore.

suddenly, my phone rings !

ha ha ha. who would have expected it, my hp just rang ! mayb another entry to be made later... so, with 5 more mins to spare before i go out, let me leave you with a little bit of the song im hearing... the lyrics seem to fit me...

" 欧得洋-咻咻咻

摄氏三十五度 我不再回顾 想你在他的怀里
应该幸福 我该祝福 冷得我想哭 不能哭

傻到什么程度 我心里有数 最后一口啤酒无所谓
酸或苦 能笑着送你走 就满足 很满足

看着天上乌云 满满 排山倒海 这夏季第一场雨
迎面而来 当结局不能改 我又何必躲开
没什么值得大惊小怪 就淋个痛快

听风 咻-咻-咻-嘲笑我的爱 就像感情的备胎
只在旁边喝采
你别问why why why 我一直都在
你有很好的未来 再痛我也说all right

当风 咻-咻-咻-送走我的爱 街边路灯一整排
低着头为谁默哀

是天在 cry cry cry 我的笑还在
有天他不能依赖 你怀念我外套口袋
告诉我 我随时 stand by "

its a day for clubbing.

= my speakers sing [hoobastank - same direction] =

well... what can i say, its been a bloody hectic week. been busy also the whole week. what more the days im called back, its those irritating hrs where u cant really go out.. e.g. mid afternoon late evening, blah blah... finally have the time to update my blog, then again, im workin in like 4 hrs... doesnt really make a diff.

" my best teammate friend has gone to another team. "

im sad. he's gone cos my head said he needs "career development". total bunch of BS. watever. but its kinda diff now he's gone, you see, he used to be the joke around our team. the one that was always picked on, u dig? but now that he's gone, it seems very different... like the whole team atmosphere is very quiet. damn. i wish how much he knew, we actually care for him. thats why we make fun of him. (as if he would likely chance upon this blog. super totally unlikely.)

well, thats work life for ya. full of surprises. totally full of shit.

met up with amao for like, 30mins to 45mins? then he suddenly kia-ed me stunt by sayin he was goin home cos of a bloated stomach. i was like *stunned* then he got up and left. leaving me with naidu n kun shen n jacob. i was like, WTF? watever to the birthday boy. decided to get him a blackice zippo for his birthday, since he lost it during mambo night. (dumb fuck.) always drinkin n leavin things on the table.

anyway,

tonight is clubbin night ! (i think.) goin to meet up with jacob n diana at Rav tonight... been there once... ok place la... its like those 60's place with a touch of grooviness. psychedelic lights. watever, since diana's promoting the place, thought i'll drop by for a look. hopefully its fun. $15 cover leh. my payday is like... 6 days away !!! bank's running low ! must conserve n activate ops no plurge. ROFL. i think im gettin 2 tired for this. well, lets c if i can make another entry tonight when i come back. hopefully still conscious. -D~

the mood is not right.

= my speakers sing [品冠 - 爱情不能做比较] =

As usual, working seems to be fun but once the paperwork starts to roll in... I thought the worst had already past when I cleared all my paperwork before my op... but alas, as the heaven's would allow it... fate plays with man. (what the hell am I talking about.) basically, I have tons of work to do after 12 hrs of work.

Im stressed.

don't you just hate it when the timing and the mood goes wrong all together and no matter what you do or how hard you try... it just wont get any better?

Went out with fishy and gob today late in the evening... seems like there was nothing to do at all. all the usual seemed so... boring. thats right, boring. it wasnt the crowd but it nobody just seemed to have no mood for anything. probably for me is because of having to work tomorrow on my 2nd off ! crap ! just another wasted off day.

I definately need to visit SamSung customer care centre soon. my 2nd hp batt is officially dead. its leaking ! my desktop charger is still working on 1 red LED only ! updated my to do list... purchasing a cheap GF4 MX is on my priority list right now. i wan to experience Doom 3. Can any1 accompany me to sim lim sq on 1 of my off days??? i need to do some shopping !

when will I have free time to settle my unfinished business???

the future has arrived.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] =

the most reliable brand. + 512mb of RAM !

3 Ghz of raw power. hee hee hee !

$700 + down the drain... didnt regret much. had a new casing as well and it reminds me of my ps2 ! although the setting up wasted me and jacob's brain juices totally. spent 5 hrs and finally got it working like a 3Ghz comp... all that remains is my graphix card... i smell a GF4 soon? (^^)

Met up with my colleagues at PF3 last night... enjoyed a very very nice game of pool in a very very long time. looks like im still not that rusty ! n i also met up with jacob and diana... been awhile since i last saw her... she looks kinda slimmer... borrowed my sis's bf's car for a night drive !!! brought the 2 of them ard... i sure miss driving...

Spent the whole of today working out the bugs of my comp, got the front panel mic to work finally ! starting work soon... reporting to my doctor later on at around 10am?

hopefully i can recover fast enough as there too many things waiting for me to accomplish.

a little from Maroon 5's - "She will be loved" after many thoughts...

...It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved...

late night workouts.

= my speakers sing [Ocean - 一人一半] =

hm... just went out for supper with jacob, gibson, mel and wama... it's the first time i've gone out since my op !!! shiok ah ! then again, its like for only ½ an hr.


milo peng zi puay !

well, they certainly surprised me by agreein to drop by even though i had nothing installed for them... i feel so bad but actually im sekretly feeling shiok to have friends like these. :D~

didnt realise its near to 4am already... time flies when ure havin fun... but im feeling abit tired liao. as i remember how 1 of my female friends put it,

"sleep is for the weak."

i nod. i bow. i wave my white flag. i admit. i am weak. thus, my bed is my next destination... till next time !

it's a rainy night?!

= my speakers sing [nothing.] =

spent the last 3 days totally focused on my FFX-2. like wasted alot of time after i found out that there is actually a 100% completion criteria to meet if i wanted to get the "perfect" ending. &*$^#$% at least i felt better today ! woke up this late morning and discovered that i no longer cough out blood ! what the heck, it's actually raining as we speak ! monsoon season comin? sure feels like it...

yay i added a tagboard ! finally ! feel free to tag all ya want now ~~ well, thats it for now. till laterz.

seems like it's gonna rain...

= my speakers sing [nothing.] =

hm... looks like my doctor's recommendation of servings of ice cream does not seem to help my aching throat. waking up and spitting out blood doesnt seem that much of a surprise to me anymore... i wonder why.

slept at 6am yesterday and woke up ard 2hrs ago... wanted to sleep at 1 but then... spent my time on configuring the blog's layout. not much of a change, just added a few dings and dongs here and there.

seems like just another day... wonder when i'll recover... i'm missing so many things...
its time for an i want list !
I want to... smoke.
I want to... drink.
I want to... eat something else rather then fish congee. (i've been having it for every meal since 14th.)
I want to... go out and play pool.

haiz, so many things... so little time.

My first... blog.

= my speakers sing nothing. =

well... i am sure gettin lamer by the day... since im at home recuperating from my tonsilectomy op... might as well do things i thought i would never do ! (-.-") filled with so many thoughts in my head, i really have no freakin idea where to start. i know this page is a tad too boring but then again, cant find the energy to make a page specifically for bloggin... juz make do lah ah.

"any1 got links for free picture hosting? sure would like to add some pics if possible."

hm... just checked my old webbie and discovered that it was last updated... well, 2001 !!! (!_!) i definately need to make it a point to update my webbie at a more frequent pace. but with my hectic schedule, really seems like something thats not gonna materalise in the recent... years? lolx.

well, im currently in the process of hc gaming, need to clear my old games that i had bought many moons ago. for those PS2-ers, dont u always have this dilemma when u buy new games, that once u reach home, u'll b stuck with 1 game n chuck the rest away... when its time for the others, some other new game probably catches your fancy and the whole damn cycle repeats itself...

hm. i wonder.

well, this first post is gettin a bit draggy, but hopefully i'll b able to rant on future posts and mayb add a few pics ! :D
till then, my FF-X 2 is beckoning me... goodbye !