= my speakers sing [Andy Lau - 练习] = & = i'm feeling... [deadbeat.] =
Torn, battered and bruised I am. Tired as such. I just want to say...
I passed my IPPT ! ROFLMAO !
Ok. I'm dead tired after the annual IPPT. Glad that I've passed and all thats left now is my marksmanship. Wish me luck !
Friday, May 13, 2005
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
it's a tiring day.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [dead beat.] =
*GASP*
IPPT is on thursday ! Holy crap ! Somebody save me !
[ 伍思凯 - 曾经爱你永远爱你 ]
等时间过去
等现在的一切变成回忆
在某个夜里
我将站在海边大声喊你
曾有的悲喜
将会温暖也会刺痛我的心
我知道我一定会后悔失去你
就快看不到你的背影
分手就要成定局
我快要不能呼吸
能够相爱并不容易
无法想象没有你
(无法想象我没有你)
那些洒满阳光日子里
那些眼泪和笑语
你真的已不在意
My love
轻轻的喊着你
曾经爱你
永远爱你
你已含着泪水转身而去
我还抱着盼望停留在原地
一段并不长的距离
爱却跨不过去永远爱你
天空无语海无情
喔……
对着你的背影轻声说
我爱你
*GASP*
IPPT is on thursday ! Holy crap ! Somebody save me !
[ 伍思凯 - 曾经爱你永远爱你 ]
等时间过去
等现在的一切变成回忆
在某个夜里
我将站在海边大声喊你
曾有的悲喜
将会温暖也会刺痛我的心
我知道我一定会后悔失去你
就快看不到你的背影
分手就要成定局
我快要不能呼吸
能够相爱并不容易
无法想象没有你
(无法想象我没有你)
那些洒满阳光日子里
那些眼泪和笑语
你真的已不在意
My love
轻轻的喊着你
曾经爱你
永远爱你
你已含着泪水转身而去
我还抱着盼望停留在原地
一段并不长的距离
爱却跨不过去永远爱你
天空无语海无情
喔……
对着你的背影轻声说
我爱你
Monday, May 09, 2005
happy mother the day.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =
祝天下的妈妈母亲节快乐.
I had so much fun with mine. It was full of entertainement. I... I shall not carry on with this lie anymore. so lame. I was working. Yes. Working. From 3pm to 11pm. I was standing like a tree rooted to the ground performing some shitass duty. ... I could only look while other people were enjoying their sumptuous dinner. Whatever. I'll bring my mom out another day for belated celebrations. Well, as the saying goes, "If you really have heart, everyday can be ____ [insert celebration title here]____" The line is rather cliche, but still. It works.
I saw Eileen Wee today ! Surprisingly, she was at the event where I was working at. What a babe man. Sometimes the camera do no justice to how you really look like. Ogled at her non-stop... I think she caught a glance at me too ! Teeheehee! (She could have been just looking for the exit... whatever. [-_-] )
Anyway,
Went out drinking with amao the day before... (I mixed up a supposed dinner "date" with a someone... -_- My bad for not confirming.) Ended up dragging mao to do what we brothers do best. Drink. LOL. Drank a San Miguel when I met him at border's bistro then went down to Terraza(Is this how you spell it?) Had some really spicy pizza then sua tior to Alleybar. Tried to go in Ice Cold Beer at first and guess what, we got thrown out.
"Sorry, age limit is 25."
Wtf? The best part is that mao had dropped by the place a couple of days ago and the waitress was the same one that served him ! So whatever. Sat outside of Alleys while we waited for his friends to arrive. Downed 3 pints of Hoegaarden before we decided to leave. Bumped into my ex-colleague who's working as a bartender at Preludge. Tried to enter Rouge but dumb butt crack mao had to be in his slippers. Blah blah blah. Had a Heineken there before leaving for... Caesars. The temptation of Chivas is always too great. Hah. Nearly wasted ourselves there over a game of... Kings. A game for drinking invented by drinkers for senseless drinking. LOL. Mao puked(In the toilet of course) and he continued to drink thereafter ! 6 people, 2 didn't drink, 2 games of Kings and 1 bottle of Chivas later... We were pretty sober(I think.) when we left. When I reached home, oh boy... nearly instant KO. Die die also had to drag my ass to bed... I wouldn't like the idea of waking up on my living room floor. But strange enough, I was much sober after a couple of fags. Managed to bathe and turn on the tv before knocking out(So much for sober). LOL.
Oh well. Here's a little something I got from my friend's blog. Remember the post about the song 屋顶? This is a case of bad pronounciation gone really wrong. LOL. I admire this guy's patience for translating the whole song. lol ! Listen to it, here !
Fuck ! Oasis has a new album ! Don't Believe the Truth. Chee bye ! Must buy ! I'm an Oasis junkie. :D~
Time for a to-get list !
1) Get new shirts. Long sleeved. Dark colored.
2) Loafers ! Suitable for formal occasions that kind !
3) New Oasis CD !
4) Suitable ash tray for my room !
祝天下的妈妈母亲节快乐.
I had so much fun with mine. It was full of entertainement. I... I shall not carry on with this lie anymore. so lame. I was working. Yes. Working. From 3pm to 11pm. I was standing like a tree rooted to the ground performing some shitass duty. ... I could only look while other people were enjoying their sumptuous dinner. Whatever. I'll bring my mom out another day for belated celebrations. Well, as the saying goes, "If you really have heart, everyday can be ____ [insert celebration title here]____" The line is rather cliche, but still. It works.
I saw Eileen Wee today ! Surprisingly, she was at the event where I was working at. What a babe man. Sometimes the camera do no justice to how you really look like. Ogled at her non-stop... I think she caught a glance at me too ! Teeheehee! (She could have been just looking for the exit... whatever. [-_-] )
Anyway,
Went out drinking with amao the day before... (I mixed up a supposed dinner "date" with a someone... -_- My bad for not confirming.) Ended up dragging mao to do what we brothers do best. Drink. LOL. Drank a San Miguel when I met him at border's bistro then went down to Terraza(Is this how you spell it?) Had some really spicy pizza then sua tior to Alleybar. Tried to go in Ice Cold Beer at first and guess what, we got thrown out.
"Sorry, age limit is 25."
Wtf? The best part is that mao had dropped by the place a couple of days ago and the waitress was the same one that served him ! So whatever. Sat outside of Alleys while we waited for his friends to arrive. Downed 3 pints of Hoegaarden before we decided to leave. Bumped into my ex-colleague who's working as a bartender at Preludge. Tried to enter Rouge but dumb butt crack mao had to be in his slippers. Blah blah blah. Had a Heineken there before leaving for... Caesars. The temptation of Chivas is always too great. Hah. Nearly wasted ourselves there over a game of... Kings. A game for drinking invented by drinkers for senseless drinking. LOL. Mao puked(In the toilet of course) and he continued to drink thereafter ! 6 people, 2 didn't drink, 2 games of Kings and 1 bottle of Chivas later... We were pretty sober(I think.) when we left. When I reached home, oh boy... nearly instant KO. Die die also had to drag my ass to bed... I wouldn't like the idea of waking up on my living room floor. But strange enough, I was much sober after a couple of fags. Managed to bathe and turn on the tv before knocking out(So much for sober). LOL.
Oh well. Here's a little something I got from my friend's blog. Remember the post about the song 屋顶? This is a case of bad pronounciation gone really wrong. LOL. I admire this guy's patience for translating the whole song. lol ! Listen to it, here !
Fuck ! Oasis has a new album ! Don't Believe the Truth. Chee bye ! Must buy ! I'm an Oasis junkie. :D~
Time for a to-get list !
1) Get new shirts. Long sleeved. Dark colored.
2) Loafers ! Suitable for formal occasions that kind !
3) New Oasis CD !
4) Suitable ash tray for my room !
Friday, May 06, 2005
a blogger's frustration.
= my speakers sing [李圣杰 - 我懂了她] = & = i'm feeling... [tired and abit excited.] =
As I mentioned earlier, I was in a very eager state to blog... however, after a couple hours of talking cock and a near overdose of teh cino... my inspiration became pespiration and flowed out of me. Once again, my mind's a blank. I will try a feeble attempt to jot some shit down. But before that... a little pictorial of what transpired for the past 3 hours or so...
My simple dinner consisting of 2 kosongs, 1 telur, 1 teh cino.
The aftermath. I ended up drinking 3 teh cinos(such a sinful delight.) and putting on an extra kg or two. lol.
The look of a satisfied man and what meal isn't complete without a fag thereafter?
(I think I look constipated. ROFL.)
Anyway,
Was enjoying my smoke when I noticed this machine that was next to my table. It's those coin operated musical chairs that almost nearly everyone around my age would have sat in when they were a kid.
A pathetic Vespa imitation but still.
Couldn't resist taking a picture as I remembered the good old days. When your parent wanted to buy that 4D or Toto which they had such a strong feeling it would strike, they would leave you on this machine for a quick spin while they went to satisfy their urge. (That didn't really come out right but whatever.) I still remember the retro designs that they used to have, what ultraman la, car la, spaceship la... etc etc. The corny music would keep any innocent 3 year old mesmerized for that two minutes before everything came to a sudden halt. Oh well... childhood. -_-"
Anyway,
Was discussing with my friend how boring a blog can get sometimes. With nothing much in my mind to start off, I could spend hours thinking about what to blog about. Current political issues? (Nah, can't really talk about that. hush hush for me.) Current social issues? (I don't really give a shit to what's happening around in Singapore.) I would only write about what I'd like to talk about. To explain that in layman's term, "Lim peh blog what Lim peh likes." Afterall, I only expect my friends to be reading this.
But I don't really think people would like to read my blog in the way I speak. E.G.
Excerpt from one of my daily conversations:
Me: *Ring* *Ring*
Friend A: Hello?
Me: Yo. Got plans?
Friend A: No leh. You?
Me: Pa pool ai mai?
Friend A: Dun wan la... so sian... everytime pa pool.
Me: Mai knn la cb. Eng siu me abit can?
Friend A: Why not go somewhere else instead?
Me: Cb la. Can go where. Drink?
Friend A: Caesars?
Me: Tsk. Fuck. Ok. Lets go drink instead. Knn.
Friend A: ^^
There you have it. My conversations either mention about pool, mahjong, ktv or drink. It can only be these few options. What else to do in almighty Singapore? (I have the feeling I'm writting tons of nonsense. Fuck it. Whatever.) So if anyone feels the sudden urge to do the above mentioned, feel free to call me. Provided I'm free, maybe I can eng siu abit. lol.
K, now the teh cino overdose is kicking in. I'm having a sudden shit attack. Time to hit the toilet bowl. Hopefully the next time I blog would be of some entertainment value.
P/S: I wana send my congrats to a friend of mine who has 3 good things to celebrate about today. Have fun with your new found work and I wan Haagen Daaz ! :D~
As I mentioned earlier, I was in a very eager state to blog... however, after a couple hours of talking cock and a near overdose of teh cino... my inspiration became pespiration and flowed out of me. Once again, my mind's a blank. I will try a feeble attempt to jot some shit down. But before that... a little pictorial of what transpired for the past 3 hours or so...
My simple dinner consisting of 2 kosongs, 1 telur, 1 teh cino.
The aftermath. I ended up drinking 3 teh cinos(such a sinful delight.) and putting on an extra kg or two. lol.
The look of a satisfied man and what meal isn't complete without a fag thereafter?
(I think I look constipated. ROFL.)
Anyway,
Was enjoying my smoke when I noticed this machine that was next to my table. It's those coin operated musical chairs that almost nearly everyone around my age would have sat in when they were a kid.
A pathetic Vespa imitation but still.
Couldn't resist taking a picture as I remembered the good old days. When your parent wanted to buy that 4D or Toto which they had such a strong feeling it would strike, they would leave you on this machine for a quick spin while they went to satisfy their urge. (That didn't really come out right but whatever.) I still remember the retro designs that they used to have, what ultraman la, car la, spaceship la... etc etc. The corny music would keep any innocent 3 year old mesmerized for that two minutes before everything came to a sudden halt. Oh well... childhood. -_-"
Anyway,
Was discussing with my friend how boring a blog can get sometimes. With nothing much in my mind to start off, I could spend hours thinking about what to blog about. Current political issues? (Nah, can't really talk about that. hush hush for me.) Current social issues? (I don't really give a shit to what's happening around in Singapore.) I would only write about what I'd like to talk about. To explain that in layman's term, "Lim peh blog what Lim peh likes." Afterall, I only expect my friends to be reading this.
But I don't really think people would like to read my blog in the way I speak. E.G.
Excerpt from one of my daily conversations:
Me: *Ring* *Ring*
Friend A: Hello?
Me: Yo. Got plans?
Friend A: No leh. You?
Me: Pa pool ai mai?
Friend A: Dun wan la... so sian... everytime pa pool.
Me: Mai knn la cb. Eng siu me abit can?
Friend A: Why not go somewhere else instead?
Me: Cb la. Can go where. Drink?
Friend A: Caesars?
Me: Tsk. Fuck. Ok. Lets go drink instead. Knn.
Friend A: ^^
There you have it. My conversations either mention about pool, mahjong, ktv or drink. It can only be these few options. What else to do in almighty Singapore? (I have the feeling I'm writting tons of nonsense. Fuck it. Whatever.) So if anyone feels the sudden urge to do the above mentioned, feel free to call me. Provided I'm free, maybe I can eng siu abit. lol.
K, now the teh cino overdose is kicking in. I'm having a sudden shit attack. Time to hit the toilet bowl. Hopefully the next time I blog would be of some entertainment value.
P/S: I wana send my congrats to a friend of mine who has 3 good things to celebrate about today. Have fun with your new found work and I wan Haagen Daaz ! :D~
Thursday, May 05, 2005
blogger's moment of inspiration...
= my speakers sing [李圣杰 - 我懂了她] = & = i'm feeling... [excited.] =
I'm having this sudden urge to blog. But... I've realised I can't come up with any thought provoking entries. And, I guess it's pretty boring to peruse through my blog with almost all my entries relating to my emotions and "hopeless lomantick" thoughts. wtf. Bah. I shall feed myself first, then decide on what to blabber about. Be back in awhile ! from Simpang ! :D~
I'm having this sudden urge to blog. But... I've realised I can't come up with any thought provoking entries. And, I guess it's pretty boring to peruse through my blog with almost all my entries relating to my emotions and "hopeless lomantick" thoughts. wtf. Bah. I shall feed myself first, then decide on what to blabber about. Be back in awhile ! from Simpang ! :D~
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
A moment of condolence.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [still very spaced out.] =
While work sucks and everyone is bummed, please take a moment of silence to respect the passing on of our late ex-President, Dr Wee Kim Wee. Thanks.
While work sucks and everyone is bummed, please take a moment of silence to respect the passing on of our late ex-President, Dr Wee Kim Wee. Thanks.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
PS2 GALOR !
= my speakers sing [tunes from Fifa Street.] = & = i'm feeling... [busy.] =
PS2 Updates...
I am currently gaming on...
Fifa Street - Fun fun ! Non-stop action of soccer, street style. Pull up tricks you've never seen before ! Make monkeys outta your opponents and score with class ! Rule the streets and show everyone what you are made of.
Winning Eleven 8 Liveware Evolution - King supreme of all soccer games. Period. If you own a PS2 and call yourself a soccer fan, shame on you if you don't own this.
God of War - Haven't really tried this yet. My friend who came over played like 10mins of it. I must admit, given the rave reviews and the brief display, this certainly looks promising. Fantastic graphics can keep you hooked.
GTA : San Andreas - Same high level of interaction. Same sadistic fun.
Games that are currently waiting for me to complete...
FFX-2 - I'm stuck at the secret 100 level dungeon. This really can kill me. LOL. I'm at level 40+?
Metal Gear Solid 3 - Snake Eater - It's a cult classic. I love this game. Tactical espionage at it's best.
Tony Hawk Underground 2 - I love all the Tony Hawk series. A definately must get for skateboarding fans !
...
With this I end this bo liao entry.
...
Back to my PS2 ! ^^
PS2 Updates...
I am currently gaming on...
Fifa Street - Fun fun ! Non-stop action of soccer, street style. Pull up tricks you've never seen before ! Make monkeys outta your opponents and score with class ! Rule the streets and show everyone what you are made of.
Winning Eleven 8 Liveware Evolution - King supreme of all soccer games. Period. If you own a PS2 and call yourself a soccer fan, shame on you if you don't own this.
God of War - Haven't really tried this yet. My friend who came over played like 10mins of it. I must admit, given the rave reviews and the brief display, this certainly looks promising. Fantastic graphics can keep you hooked.
GTA : San Andreas - Same high level of interaction. Same sadistic fun.
Games that are currently waiting for me to complete...
FFX-2 - I'm stuck at the secret 100 level dungeon. This really can kill me. LOL. I'm at level 40+?
Metal Gear Solid 3 - Snake Eater - It's a cult classic. I love this game. Tactical espionage at it's best.
Tony Hawk Underground 2 - I love all the Tony Hawk series. A definately must get for skateboarding fans !
...
With this I end this bo liao entry.
...
Back to my PS2 ! ^^
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
The world is there for your dreams. (Even shitty ones.)
= my speakers sing [张栋梁 - 寂寞边界] = & = i'm feeling... [restless.] =
Looks like that something new will have to wait abit. zzz. Am in a "too-sian-to-do-anything" mood. Although i did buy a new pair of jeans... ! (Jeans? Since when does Mr. Cow buy/wear jeans?) Right. I don't, as I said before, peer pressure sucks. LOL. Just came home from some coffee with my buddy Mr. Huat. Two idiots with nothing else better to do when they're supposed to sleep drinks coffee together. (-_-) Well, had a nice chat with him and we've realised that his current beau isn't the prettiest tree in the forest. ROFL. (I'm sorry man, but thats the truth.)
Anyway,
Nothing new been happening in my life... Same old shit of working, sleeping, blah blah. I've not even been drinking much lately ! I miss drinking... grrr. Was talking to my friend on the topic of how someone can fall in love/like another. Is it always based on the fact of looks? OR rather, the way we feel when we're around that special someone. I've come to realise that my thing with di was probably one-sided. She wasn't that much into it as I was... I would guess that she tried... but it couldn't really work out for her... Ah, whatever. I just hope she's happy now. If she's happy, I'm happy too.
Anyway,
I was mentioning something that my ex-colleague told me before. It isn't always based on looks. If everyone were to fall in love with everyone based on looks, then AIDS would be on the super-rise ! Well, to quote what he told me; "There's got to be something that he/she has done to make you like her, sure you can like someone based on their looks, but based on the things they do.. you would fall in love with them." I pluck from someone else's mention; "You don't just fall in love with someone, you fall in love with the feelings you get when you are with them." Right. So how would I like someone? I can't figure that out myself ! Maybe that's why I've been a failure in this part of my life. I just can't understand it. I like someone, I do things to please that someone. We get together, but it fails. LOL. Sounds more like a joke to me. I AM a passionate person, (Or so I think.) I could try to be the perfect lover, but could she requite my love? But ya, I consider myself lucky. Lucky in a sense, I have memories to hold back to.
I quote 光良's 握你的手;
握你的手坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了
至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了
我们都尽力了
也许温柔是停止挽留
握你的手像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手都为了再握手
但这一次是为了放手
And I think that I have gotten over it rather fast was due to the fact that the chemistry wasn't that strong. Those things that would make it a 轰轰烈烈 relationship. Sure, it was wonderful for me. (I sure hope it's the same for her.) But nothing really sparked between the both of us to make it a very unique and wonderful relationship. As the saying goes; "It takes two hands to clap." Doesn't really make a lot of noise when only one hand is slapping furiously in the air. lol. But I don't deny the fact that I will always love her. (A part of my heart will always have a place for her. She's THAT special to me.) Ah well, enough of my crap. Now, it's back to square one for me again. After a whirlwind of "love" that lasted for less than a month. I'm back to the same old boring crappy full of shit cow. (T_T)
..
..
..
..
Behold... The CowFather.
I just wish that I could relish in something called love.
Am I destined not to be with the one I fall head over heels in love with?
Or rather, to have that someone who will fall head over heels in love with me?
P/S: On a side note, I should take more pics of myself. LOL.
Looks like that something new will have to wait abit. zzz. Am in a "too-sian-to-do-anything" mood. Although i did buy a new pair of jeans... ! (Jeans? Since when does Mr. Cow buy/wear jeans?) Right. I don't, as I said before, peer pressure sucks. LOL. Just came home from some coffee with my buddy Mr. Huat. Two idiots with nothing else better to do when they're supposed to sleep drinks coffee together. (-_-) Well, had a nice chat with him and we've realised that his current beau isn't the prettiest tree in the forest. ROFL. (I'm sorry man, but thats the truth.)
Anyway,
Nothing new been happening in my life... Same old shit of working, sleeping, blah blah. I've not even been drinking much lately ! I miss drinking... grrr. Was talking to my friend on the topic of how someone can fall in love/like another. Is it always based on the fact of looks? OR rather, the way we feel when we're around that special someone. I've come to realise that my thing with di was probably one-sided. She wasn't that much into it as I was... I would guess that she tried... but it couldn't really work out for her... Ah, whatever. I just hope she's happy now. If she's happy, I'm happy too.
Anyway,
I was mentioning something that my ex-colleague told me before. It isn't always based on looks. If everyone were to fall in love with everyone based on looks, then AIDS would be on the super-rise ! Well, to quote what he told me; "There's got to be something that he/she has done to make you like her, sure you can like someone based on their looks, but based on the things they do.. you would fall in love with them." I pluck from someone else's mention; "You don't just fall in love with someone, you fall in love with the feelings you get when you are with them." Right. So how would I like someone? I can't figure that out myself ! Maybe that's why I've been a failure in this part of my life. I just can't understand it. I like someone, I do things to please that someone. We get together, but it fails. LOL. Sounds more like a joke to me. I AM a passionate person, (Or so I think.) I could try to be the perfect lover, but could she requite my love? But ya, I consider myself lucky. Lucky in a sense, I have memories to hold back to.
I quote 光良's 握你的手;
握你的手坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了
至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了
我们都尽力了
也许温柔是停止挽留
握你的手像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手都为了再握手
但这一次是为了放手
And I think that I have gotten over it rather fast was due to the fact that the chemistry wasn't that strong. Those things that would make it a 轰轰烈烈 relationship. Sure, it was wonderful for me. (I sure hope it's the same for her.) But nothing really sparked between the both of us to make it a very unique and wonderful relationship. As the saying goes; "It takes two hands to clap." Doesn't really make a lot of noise when only one hand is slapping furiously in the air. lol. But I don't deny the fact that I will always love her. (A part of my heart will always have a place for her. She's THAT special to me.) Ah well, enough of my crap. Now, it's back to square one for me again. After a whirlwind of "love" that lasted for less than a month. I'm back to the same old boring crappy full of shit cow. (T_T)
..
..
..
..
Behold... The CowFather.
I just wish that I could relish in something called love.
Am I destined not to be with the one I fall head over heels in love with?
Or rather, to have that someone who will fall head over heels in love with me?
P/S: On a side note, I should take more pics of myself. LOL.
Sunday, April 24, 2005
something new...
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [sleepy.] =
watch this space, stay tuned... something very new is coming your way !
watch this space, stay tuned... something very new is coming your way !
Friday, April 22, 2005
there's always a first for everything...
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [refreshed.] =
Just did something that I haven't done in a very very long time. 5 - 6 years, in fact. I went to Tampines just now and I... shopped. Yes. You heard me. I shopped. It's really been awhile since I last bought some apparel for myself. I need more colors in my life. rofl. Nothing much though, just some Polo Tees but I smell the shopper in me slowly showing it's form. lol. Met with ah wai to catch up and also for opinions. lol. Been some time since I last saw him... really enjoyed meeting him and chit-chatting. (I sense more coming up... heh.)
Anyway,
Received some reviews about my previous post and it seems like this crude humour works for me. Expect some more edited versions comin up. LOL. As for now... Time to re-upload my songs to my zen... Hopefully Creative doesn't fail me a second time. Maybe I'll PS2 abit later on... WE8LE ! yay.
Just did something that I haven't done in a very very long time. 5 - 6 years, in fact. I went to Tampines just now and I... shopped. Yes. You heard me. I shopped. It's really been awhile since I last bought some apparel for myself. I need more colors in my life. rofl. Nothing much though, just some Polo Tees but I smell the shopper in me slowly showing it's form. lol. Met with ah wai to catch up and also for opinions. lol. Been some time since I last saw him... really enjoyed meeting him and chit-chatting. (I sense more coming up... heh.)
Anyway,
Received some reviews about my previous post and it seems like this crude humour works for me. Expect some more edited versions comin up. LOL. As for now... Time to re-upload my songs to my zen... Hopefully Creative doesn't fail me a second time. Maybe I'll PS2 abit later on... WE8LE ! yay.
屋顶 is such a nice song... heh.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [wozzy.] =
My zen died on me ! Fark ! After serving me well for half a year or so... It finally died. Auto-on and the earphone jack is seriously fucked. It's like listening to the karaoke version of the song whenever it's being played. lol.
Anyway,
Went down to Creative HQ at JURONG. Yes, Jurong where the HQ lies, together with me good friend, after waiting for my friend for around... 1hr and 15mins. Yes, I slept at my friend's void deck for 1hr plus whilst waiting(@$^%@^*$@). We reached Creative Labs at around 4:30pm plus? I thought it would be operating at office hours, but thankfully operating hours are from 11:00am to 7:00pm. *phew* Waited there for an hour plus before being served... The service sucks alot... But the customer care officer gladly offered a one-to-one exchange for my zen which aroused my suspicion. Why would they gladly offer a one-to-one exchange and not even bother to check the faults I had informed? There's got to be a conspiracy somewhere man... Maybe I'm just over-reacting. But I've got it changed and it's in a shade of pale blue which I rather like as a matter of fact... due to the blue lights used by the zen. Rather matching colors. But now I have to update my zen ALL OVER AGAIN. Yes, upload ALL the MP3s I had uploaded previously to my new set. Argh... couldn't really backup my playlists somemore... What a drag...
Anyway,
Met up with my colleagues after that and we stranded ourselves at Tampines not knowing what to do. We ended up playing pool at the pavillion and dropped over to KBox just after midnight. Since it closed at 2, everyone agreed that it was a very tiring day and so here I am, with a colleague staying over at my place. Stoning and uploading shitz to my zen and waiting for it to be completed.
Anyway,
Crossed over to the other side for the second time with another colleague of mine to hunt for PS2 games. 1 game, 4 Ringgit, SG $1.75. I finally bought the new WE8, God of War and GTA : San Andreas. Shopping over there is so so shiok.
On a sidenote, Ok... While we were at KBox, a random thought crossed my mind. I have sort of re-edited the song 屋顶 to a more pervertic and vulgar song. Enjoy !
[ 屋顶(Perv Version) ]
(男) 半夜睡不着觉
玩自己的 Lan Jiao
只好到屋顶找另一个高潮
(女)睡梦中被敲醒
我还是不确定
怎曾有变态色魔在对面的屋顶
我悄悄关上门
带着恐惧上去
原来是我梦里常出现的那个人
(男)那个人不就是我梦里
那变态的人
我们有同样的默契
(女)用内衣(男)用内裤
(合)排成爱你的形状ho ho
(女)在屋顶一个人自慰
(男)在屋顶和好色的人
(女)让星星点缀成
(合)最浪漫的夜晚
拥抱这时刻这一分一秒全都停止
(男)我就要来了...
And so, I should get some sleep. Hitting 2 days without proper rest can get a bit too strenuous, even for me. lol.
My zen died on me ! Fark ! After serving me well for half a year or so... It finally died. Auto-on and the earphone jack is seriously fucked. It's like listening to the karaoke version of the song whenever it's being played. lol.
Anyway,
Went down to Creative HQ at JURONG. Yes, Jurong where the HQ lies, together with me good friend, after waiting for my friend for around... 1hr and 15mins. Yes, I slept at my friend's void deck for 1hr plus whilst waiting(@$^%@^*$@). We reached Creative Labs at around 4:30pm plus? I thought it would be operating at office hours, but thankfully operating hours are from 11:00am to 7:00pm. *phew* Waited there for an hour plus before being served... The service sucks alot... But the customer care officer gladly offered a one-to-one exchange for my zen which aroused my suspicion. Why would they gladly offer a one-to-one exchange and not even bother to check the faults I had informed? There's got to be a conspiracy somewhere man... Maybe I'm just over-reacting. But I've got it changed and it's in a shade of pale blue which I rather like as a matter of fact... due to the blue lights used by the zen. Rather matching colors. But now I have to update my zen ALL OVER AGAIN. Yes, upload ALL the MP3s I had uploaded previously to my new set. Argh... couldn't really backup my playlists somemore... What a drag...
Anyway,
Met up with my colleagues after that and we stranded ourselves at Tampines not knowing what to do. We ended up playing pool at the pavillion and dropped over to KBox just after midnight. Since it closed at 2, everyone agreed that it was a very tiring day and so here I am, with a colleague staying over at my place. Stoning and uploading shitz to my zen and waiting for it to be completed.
Anyway,
Crossed over to the other side for the second time with another colleague of mine to hunt for PS2 games. 1 game, 4 Ringgit, SG $1.75. I finally bought the new WE8, God of War and GTA : San Andreas. Shopping over there is so so shiok.
On a sidenote, Ok... While we were at KBox, a random thought crossed my mind. I have sort of re-edited the song 屋顶 to a more pervertic and vulgar song. Enjoy !
[ 屋顶(Perv Version) ]
(男) 半夜睡不着觉
玩自己的 Lan Jiao
只好到屋顶找另一个高潮
(女)睡梦中被敲醒
我还是不确定
怎曾有变态色魔在对面的屋顶
我悄悄关上门
带着恐惧上去
原来是我梦里常出现的那个人
(男)那个人不就是我梦里
那变态的人
我们有同样的默契
(女)用内衣(男)用内裤
(合)排成爱你的形状ho ho
(女)在屋顶一个人自慰
(男)在屋顶和好色的人
(女)让星星点缀成
(合)最浪漫的夜晚
拥抱这时刻这一分一秒全都停止
(男)我就要来了...
And so, I should get some sleep. Hitting 2 days without proper rest can get a bit too strenuous, even for me. lol.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
sometimes, a moment of peace is all you need.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [warped.] =
nothing much to rant about... just received this interesting sms from a friend of mine... how nice it would be if I could achieve it...
缘份是上天所赐的，
快乐是要自己找的，
欢笑是朋友带来的，
幸福是靠自己争取的，
烦恼是用智慧自解的...
Work wise... It seems to be picking up... Can't screw up now... My life definately needs some boosting... My mind's in a twirl... I need to refocus again... Find a new aim in life... Maybe I should add a ! in my name... lol... Maybe I should learn how to cheer up more... Maybe... Just maybe...
nothing much to rant about... just received this interesting sms from a friend of mine... how nice it would be if I could achieve it...
缘份是上天所赐的，
快乐是要自己找的，
欢笑是朋友带来的，
幸福是靠自己争取的，
烦恼是用智慧自解的...
Work wise... It seems to be picking up... Can't screw up now... My life definately needs some boosting... My mind's in a twirl... I need to refocus again... Find a new aim in life... Maybe I should add a ! in my name... lol... Maybe I should learn how to cheer up more... Maybe... Just maybe...
Saturday, April 16, 2005
argh.
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [blank.] =
Yes. One hour later, after recovering from the shock of my hp bill, I sit in front of my computer once more but with a different feeling. I'm feeling wimpy and fucked up all of a sudden. Why? I DO NOT KNOW. It's just one of those mood swings I guess. It's this kind of feeling where you can't really do anything about it but just feel like crap and hope not to offend anyone in the process? And you would do really really fucking stupid things just to irritate people? There's a raging war going in my mind. I just feel so full of angst... so pissed off... so helpless... Geez. /me *spiteful mode* I think I'll just down my bottle of chivas and smoke myself to hell. That sounds like a plan. In any case, who would care? hahahahahahaha back to the same line again.
Even if I'm gone, would anyone miss me? I doubt so...
Yes. One hour later, after recovering from the shock of my hp bill, I sit in front of my computer once more but with a different feeling. I'm feeling wimpy and fucked up all of a sudden. Why? I DO NOT KNOW. It's just one of those mood swings I guess. It's this kind of feeling where you can't really do anything about it but just feel like crap and hope not to offend anyone in the process? And you would do really really fucking stupid things just to irritate people? There's a raging war going in my mind. I just feel so full of angst... so pissed off... so helpless... Geez. /me *spiteful mode* I think I'll just down my bottle of chivas and smoke myself to hell. That sounds like a plan. In any case, who would care? hahahahahahaha back to the same line again.
Even if I'm gone, would anyone miss me? I doubt so...
Handphone bills are a pain in the arse.
= my speakers sing [Akon - Lonely] = & = i'm feeling... [shocked.] =
I just received my handphone bill from my sister under my door. It is around $85. !!! FYI, my previous bill was around $58 only. What a contrast. Calls made amounted to... $90+. This is still ok. The shocker is that...
my...
total...
sms...
sent...
was...
a whooping 897.
114 smses from M1 to M1, 783 smses from M1 to other operators. wow. Erm. Ever since I had a handphone, the max smses I ever sent was around 400+ only. This is definately a record. Plus, also a good reason for me to upgrade my plan... which leads me to another point... time for a change of handphone perhaps? *smells D500* hiak hiak hiak!
I just received my handphone bill from my sister under my door. It is around $85. !!! FYI, my previous bill was around $58 only. What a contrast. Calls made amounted to... $90+. This is still ok. The shocker is that...
my...
total...
sms...
sent...
was...
a whooping 897.
114 smses from M1 to M1, 783 smses from M1 to other operators. wow. Erm. Ever since I had a handphone, the max smses I ever sent was around 400+ only. This is definately a record. Plus, also a good reason for me to upgrade my plan... which leads me to another point... time for a change of handphone perhaps? *smells D500* hiak hiak hiak!
stuck in a moment that i cant get out of...
= my speakers sing [李圣杰 - 痴心绝对] = & = i'm feeling... [mummified.] =
Don't you ever get the feeling that you're stuck in a moment and everything seems to go downhill from there on? Well, I'm would say that I am in such a predicament right now... Can't focus when I blog anymore. Not implying that I'm a darn good blogger, but afterall... 90% of the shit I post are nonsensical stuff. I envy those who have the gift of fluent thoughts. Ideas just seem to flow smoothly for them and they are able to conjure up topics of relative interest to most people and can go on and on and on... It could be that I'm just whining... lol. They too have their "blogger's block" but I'm pretty sure they would recover soon enough. I know I won't. lol.
Anyway,
Enough of that shit. I can get kinda bored talking about my life in every single post... Not mentioning the fact that 8 out of my previous 10 entries contain something about me whining that I've been dumped and I'm feeling like a loser. But! I'm not stuck in a rut. No. I'm not. Sure, I will still think alot about her and those times we had... but still. It's over. Maybe... I'm just not the type of man she's looking for. I don't know. Have I moved on? I still don't know. Ah crap. Here I go again.
(._.")
I'm still not recovering from that nasty "so-called" bout of flu I got after the mahjong session at gib's. My throat feels like a "longkang". Whenever I swallow, I feel this lump against the back of my throat. Reminds me of my tonsilitis days... *shivers* I guess smoking and drinking won't do it any good either, aye? I'm such a contradicting moron. Here I am, telling people that I'm sick and I can't really consume dairy products and spicy stuff, there I go drinking and smoking as per normal. ROFL ! *slaps forehead with metal chair* Alotta good this will do me. heh. Well, as I say; "life's too short to be lived, enjoy every moment as if it's your last." Maybe I should just get that car afterall... *stupid thoughts running thru mind* hah.
Anyway,
Gonna work on Sunday night even though it's my first off day. Can't really help it when your boss dislikes you such an amount that he'll pull you out of a more simple duty and throw you to something more siong. Argh. Can't stay here much longer. I'm going bonkers just thinking abuot work. It's definately going downhill all the way from here...
I need a new environment...
I need to experience new things...
I need to make more friends...
And ya, I'm very much involved with my PS2 once again. It's nice to know that my PS2 will not talk back to me, argue with me, show me lan jiao face or fly me aeroplane. It's been there for me when I'm happy and sad... and I'm proud to call it my comfort source for the past few years. It definately has served it's master well. Oh well...
Games I'm currently playing...
Don't you ever get the feeling that you're stuck in a moment and everything seems to go downhill from there on? Well, I'm would say that I am in such a predicament right now... Can't focus when I blog anymore. Not implying that I'm a darn good blogger, but afterall... 90% of the shit I post are nonsensical stuff. I envy those who have the gift of fluent thoughts. Ideas just seem to flow smoothly for them and they are able to conjure up topics of relative interest to most people and can go on and on and on... It could be that I'm just whining... lol. They too have their "blogger's block" but I'm pretty sure they would recover soon enough. I know I won't. lol.
Anyway,
Enough of that shit. I can get kinda bored talking about my life in every single post... Not mentioning the fact that 8 out of my previous 10 entries contain something about me whining that I've been dumped and I'm feeling like a loser. But! I'm not stuck in a rut. No. I'm not. Sure, I will still think alot about her and those times we had... but still. It's over. Maybe... I'm just not the type of man she's looking for. I don't know. Have I moved on? I still don't know. Ah crap. Here I go again.
(._.")
I'm still not recovering from that nasty "so-called" bout of flu I got after the mahjong session at gib's. My throat feels like a "longkang". Whenever I swallow, I feel this lump against the back of my throat. Reminds me of my tonsilitis days... *shivers* I guess smoking and drinking won't do it any good either, aye? I'm such a contradicting moron. Here I am, telling people that I'm sick and I can't really consume dairy products and spicy stuff, there I go drinking and smoking as per normal. ROFL ! *slaps forehead with metal chair* Alotta good this will do me. heh. Well, as I say; "life's too short to be lived, enjoy every moment as if it's your last." Maybe I should just get that car afterall... *stupid thoughts running thru mind* hah.
Anyway,
Gonna work on Sunday night even though it's my first off day. Can't really help it when your boss dislikes you such an amount that he'll pull you out of a more simple duty and throw you to something more siong. Argh. Can't stay here much longer. I'm going bonkers just thinking abuot work. It's definately going downhill all the way from here...
I need a new environment...
I need to experience new things...
I need to make more friends...
And ya, I'm very much involved with my PS2 once again. It's nice to know that my PS2 will not talk back to me, argue with me, show me lan jiao face or fly me aeroplane. It's been there for me when I'm happy and sad... and I'm proud to call it my comfort source for the past few years. It definately has served it's master well. Oh well...
Games I'm currently playing...
- The Punisher (Sadistic game filled with gore. My current fav.)
- Time Crisis 3 (Gets really repetitive after 1 hour of play.)
- Need for Speed : Underground 2 (I have a bad habit of buying games and not playing till long after. Besides, it's fun to see a stock Honda Civic running with NOS.)
- Kingdom Hearts (Yes, it's an old game. I know. Rather enjoyable though.)
- Devil May Cry 2 (Yes, I know 3's out. But this is fun ! :D)
- GTA : Vice City (Nonsensical sadistic fun.)
Games I'm considering buying...
- God Of War (Heard crazy reviews about it.)
- Dead to Rights 2 (I loved part one.)
- GTA : San Andreas (Should be rather enjoyable.)
- Gran Turismo 4 (Still considering since mao has a spare copy...)
- Devil May Cry 3 (Gib has a copy... should be able to kapo from him.)
Oh well... it's 2:24am... time for that almost routine nightly smoke... Amazing how much I'm able to sort out in between a couple of sticks... Heh. Bye all !
Thursday, April 14, 2005
not much shit...
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [moodless.] =
aye. recovering well from my sickness... can start smoking liao wor. well, havent really fully recovered... still have those coughs and runny noses... as much as i'm ready to go... i'll survive... for now...
was supposed to work last night, well, midnight just now... last min received a call from my colleague saying that its cancelled... or rather, postponed to another date... wtf ! oh well... more shit from my supervisor... doesnt he always gives us shit...
anyway,
just came back from simpang... cant really order much things when you cant take milk... so i ventured into the unknown and ordered nescafe-O.......... ..... it sucks. LOL. then went over to another friend's house to catch the insanely boring liverpoot vs Juventus match. such a disappointment. Juve lost. wth. liverpoot vs chelsai for a Champions League semi final? u gots to be kiddin me man. standard drop already lo...
anyway,
it's 535am and i started bloggin this entry at 2... before i left for simpang. now. i need to sleep. pronto. tmr, got to wake up early... kenna conned to go ikea with someone... (@$^(#%^#% oh well, till i have more nonsense, take care peeps.
aye. recovering well from my sickness... can start smoking liao wor. well, havent really fully recovered... still have those coughs and runny noses... as much as i'm ready to go... i'll survive... for now...
was supposed to work last night, well, midnight just now... last min received a call from my colleague saying that its cancelled... or rather, postponed to another date... wtf ! oh well... more shit from my supervisor... doesnt he always gives us shit...
anyway,
just came back from simpang... cant really order much things when you cant take milk... so i ventured into the unknown and ordered nescafe-O.......... ..... it sucks. LOL. then went over to another friend's house to catch the insanely boring liverpoot vs Juventus match. such a disappointment. Juve lost. wth. liverpoot vs chelsai for a Champions League semi final? u gots to be kiddin me man. standard drop already lo...
anyway,
it's 535am and i started bloggin this entry at 2... before i left for simpang. now. i need to sleep. pronto. tmr, got to wake up early... kenna conned to go ikea with someone... (@$^(#%^#% oh well, till i have more nonsense, take care peeps.
Monday, April 11, 2005
im sick !
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [sick.] =
yes. after half a year. i finally succumbed to taking mc. since my tonsil op... last year october... till now... clean mc record man. fuck. seafood + alcohol = fever/sore throat. 2 days of mc. i guess i'll be staying home to recuperate. so much shit left at my office to finish... argh... cant even rest peacefully without thinking about work... cant wait to finish my paperwork ASAP. argh... till then... i'll be at home rotting.
yes. after half a year. i finally succumbed to taking mc. since my tonsil op... last year october... till now... clean mc record man. fuck. seafood + alcohol = fever/sore throat. 2 days of mc. i guess i'll be staying home to recuperate. so much shit left at my office to finish... argh... cant even rest peacefully without thinking about work... cant wait to finish my paperwork ASAP. argh... till then... i'll be at home rotting.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
argh. fuck. it's been awhile since im feeling like this...
= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [sickish.] =
aw man... finally met my man mao last night at caesars... after a month or so experiencing Thailand, he came back home to good ol' Singapore. each of us finished our bottles of chivas and he actually opened another bot ! omg. it was a very hard whacking session yesterday... for me that is... whacked drink after drink... why? i do not know... then ended up at gib's playing mahjong... and i'll be damned. first hand i managed a 清一色. by the end of the game... i was the overall winner i think... i managed to win and i don't remember how i did it ! ^^" and when we left around daybreak... i couldn't stomach the twirling chivas anymore... *life door open* *merlion of simei !* and how ironic that next to the dustbin were 2 empty bottles of wine and i actually hovered over to puke on them... LOL. so that if someone walks past, it would be a very simple picture to understand? right. LOL.
anyway,
upon reaching home, i fell asleep like a dead log. and when i woke up at around 2 or 3pm... i discovered that my floor had these few blotches of blood... i looked at my feet and wtf ! my right middle toe had a fucking cut on it ! which led me to remember something i did before i slept last night... i was in my room drinking water from my water bottle when it dropped and landed on my right foot. dismissing it as nothing... i went to sleep... little did i realise that it had already cut my toe and blood was oozing out ! nbcb ! and of course, my bedsheet has a couple stained spots on it as well. argh... oh well... shit happens. and i'm feeling mighty queasy today... since i woke up till now... my colleague called me for some things to settle at around 8pm... but i was feeling too sick to go down... maybe i'll take mc tomorrow... maybe i'll just work and die there... it's been awhile since i last fell sick... since last year... october? (Fast Fact: I used to be sick almost religiously every 3 to 4 months due to my tonsilitis. Ever since I removed my tonsils, I have not fallen sick even once... Up till now. I think.) coming to half a year without any MC already... and does anyone notice it? noooooooooo. ah fuck it. if i'm really sick, then i can't work. but i've got so much paperwork to settle... fuck. i think i'm gonna puke again. ah fuck it.
all i wish now is for someone to be by my side...
someone to show care and concern about me...
someone...
like my LAO BU?
...
ok. not funny.
aw man... finally met my man mao last night at caesars... after a month or so experiencing Thailand, he came back home to good ol' Singapore. each of us finished our bottles of chivas and he actually opened another bot ! omg. it was a very hard whacking session yesterday... for me that is... whacked drink after drink... why? i do not know... then ended up at gib's playing mahjong... and i'll be damned. first hand i managed a 清一色. by the end of the game... i was the overall winner i think... i managed to win and i don't remember how i did it ! ^^" and when we left around daybreak... i couldn't stomach the twirling chivas anymore... *life door open* *merlion of simei !* and how ironic that next to the dustbin were 2 empty bottles of wine and i actually hovered over to puke on them... LOL. so that if someone walks past, it would be a very simple picture to understand? right. LOL.
anyway,
upon reaching home, i fell asleep like a dead log. and when i woke up at around 2 or 3pm... i discovered that my floor had these few blotches of blood... i looked at my feet and wtf ! my right middle toe had a fucking cut on it ! which led me to remember something i did before i slept last night... i was in my room drinking water from my water bottle when it dropped and landed on my right foot. dismissing it as nothing... i went to sleep... little did i realise that it had already cut my toe and blood was oozing out ! nbcb ! and of course, my bedsheet has a couple stained spots on it as well. argh... oh well... shit happens. and i'm feeling mighty queasy today... since i woke up till now... my colleague called me for some things to settle at around 8pm... but i was feeling too sick to go down... maybe i'll take mc tomorrow... maybe i'll just work and die there... it's been awhile since i last fell sick... since last year... october? (Fast Fact: I used to be sick almost religiously every 3 to 4 months due to my tonsilitis. Ever since I removed my tonsils, I have not fallen sick even once... Up till now. I think.) coming to half a year without any MC already... and does anyone notice it? noooooooooo. ah fuck it. if i'm really sick, then i can't work. but i've got so much paperwork to settle... fuck. i think i'm gonna puke again. ah fuck it.
all i wish now is for someone to be by my side...
someone to show care and concern about me...
someone...
like my LAO BU?
...
ok. not funny.
