Sunday, July 31, 2005

I seriously need vitamins.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [weak.] =

Went to the doctor's the other day... found out that my tonsil problem hasn't really ended yet. My tonsil bed(the place in my throat where my tonsils used to grow), had a thin line of ulcer growing there and it was the root of my fever and sore throat. Got a jab... 98 frickin bucks. From last tues till now... the fever's never been far off. Argh.

Did I mention that my comp blew? Luckily it was only the power supply. Thank god. But I bought the wrong psu initially. LOL. When I was at Sim Lim, the shop assistant asked how many pins I wanted, I had no idea what the hell he was talking about. So I just went with 24pins. When I got home... Dang. My motherboard uses a 20pin psu. Fuck ! So there I was, sick, pissed about my comp being blown and stuck with a wrong psu. I did the next best thing. I took a nap. When I woke up, I had dinner and slept somemore. Figured I could only change the psu the next day. So back to SLS I went and I think they changed a more expensive psu for me instead. LOL.

Anyway,

There was also the BBQ that totally went wrong. A case of bad charcoal. Real bad. Ended up at gib's house microwaving everything there is ! At least we got to give mel a belated birthday celebration. :D

Anyway,

I'm feeling queasy now. I think I'll go do something I've been doing alot recently. Lie down.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

the voice within.

= my speakers sing [silence.] = & = i'm feeling... [sickish with a tinge of loneliness.] =

Some people say... people don't normally say what they really feel. As much as they want you to believe what they are trying to say... 99.9% would be of the truth. There'll always be that 0.01% that they'd wanna hold back. Scheming you might say... but it's just humanity at it's best. I've always wondered, how much trust do I have in people around me? I've been known to myself that I trust easily. But maintaining that trust... Well... I don't know. I find myself losing trust in someone once that person has breached it.

Some might ask, Why this sudden interest in distrust?

I don't know. In a spur of the moment.

I just feel that I can't trust even myself anymore. Cool.

I'm feeling all whiny again...

minor updates...

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [zapped.] =

I went to National Skin Centre yesterday in regards to my rotting back. Damn boring but surprisingly there were other patients whom were rather good eye candy for me to ogle. Queued for like 20mins before seeing my doctor and the best part. It was a bloody kay leng. Wow. A bloody pundeh as my consultant. How nice. ... Speaking their typical trait of ununderstandably english. It was more like a chicken talking to a duck. That was still bearable. Then he told me that I had to get some scraping done. To analyze the pimples on my back to see if they were acne or fungal infection. So there I was, sitting in the treatment room waiting for some ass to scrape my back when suddenly these 2 youths dressed in doctor's robe walked up to me...

Unknown dudettes: "Hi, we're doing our internship here, do you mind if we have a look of how scraping is done?" *flashing broad smile with tons of teeth*

Me: "whatever."

So along came this more senior doctor who told me that he was gonna just squeeze one out and that a little pain would be involved in scraping blah blah... So after he squeezed it out, I felt that it wasn't that bad and I proceeded to put my Tshirt back on when he said, "Lets take another one ya?" ... &($^*(@#%% Somehow I felt the second one was unnecessary but he did just to show those two interns. I muttered chee bye beneath my breath. Then he told me that he would put plasters on the two tiny holes on my body that he just caused. But he changed his mind and decided to apply pressure with cotton buds instead. Right. So after pressing for awhile, he told me it stopped bleeding and blah blah... So I went out of the room, my mom asked me, "How come the back of your shirt red red one?" hm? So I went to the toilet and saw these red dots on my Tee splattered around. Quite obvious even from far. @)$(&*)#&%#)% That bloody SOB ! Ok. Nevermind.

I went back to the kay leng and he told me that I had yeast growing on my back. Suddenly it occurred to me...

Yeast. ( Isn't that something that grows in a chee bye? If so, Doesn't that make me a walking chee bye? heyh? )

I was pondering over this when he yanked me back into the room and told me about my medication. blah blah blah and now I have 5 creams to apply. Cool.

So then I went to meet mel after lunch with my parents at Bedok Interchange, It's been awhile since I had a meal with them outside of home... I should do it more often.

Anyway,

We dropped by Sim Lim and I finally got my thumbdrive ! $30 ! Considering it's for my PS2 only... 128mb can la... Thankfully it works ! Then we went to Dbl O to meetup with gibby-shit. Yes, you heard me. Dbl O. 3pm. It was so bright at Mohd Sultan that I almost couldn't recognize it ! The 17th Bartender of the year 2005 was going on... We saw some mighty fine flairing before we decided to head on home. When I reached home, totally concussed. From 8pm I slept till 11am and I had a fever ! Thankfully the fever's subsided by now... I'm still wondering if I can drink tomorrow... blahz.

So I'm just relaxing at home. Waiting for Gibson's call so we can go do some shopping for tomorrow's bbq/party. Updates after the party ! :D

Thursday, July 21, 2005

life is really fragile.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [absolutely sad.] =

Have you read about the fall from height at Simei that took place today in the morning?

It's really god damn sad.

Yes. I was there.

I'm not permitted to comment more.

But it was really heart wrenching.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Corny to the max.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =

我有一个朋友在 Perlini's Silver做工。
某一天,我带她去跟我的姐姐吃饭。
聊着聊着,姐姐就问她,
“你是从实什么行业?”
她若无其事的回答,
“我是卖淫(银)的。”

.. .... ..... .. .. . .. . . . . .... ..

Why does Batman always rescue Malays when they are in pain?
... ... ...
Cos... when they are in pain, they go...
蝙蝠侠!!! 蝙蝠侠!!! (PAINFUL SIA !!!)

.. . .... ... ... ... ... ...... .... . ....

一个三分熟和一个七分熟的牛扒走在路上,
遇见了却没说话就走掉了,
WHY? . .. ... ..... .. . .. . ...... ...

因为他们都不熟(pun 100% intended)

Monday, July 18, 2005

Oily Kwali !

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [dead.] =

I have just been dubbed the "Button Man" A.K.A "Fuck Man Hoe". ... What the fuck's up with that? I'm just about had it with those sickening colleagues of mine. Then again... that'll take all the fun away. No doubt I have a very bad complexion and I'm in the centre of many jokes most of the time...(literally as the one made fun of, not the smartass crackin'em) but... at least they've trained up my tolerance level. rofl.

Anyway,

Just received the schedule for my extra duties for the remainder of July and August. I tell you... damn jammed packed la. I'll be stretched mentally and physically to my limit man. Hopefully I'd still be able to squeeze some free time other than for rest.

... I'll be working again in 7hrs time... Anyone wanna grab dinner or do something with me? I think I'm going bonkers soon just working and sleeping and working and sleeping. I need to mingle with people outside of my job to keep my mind sane. heh? *forced smile*

Sunday, July 17, 2005

A ice cold beer is still the way to end a hard day's work.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [blank.] =

Dropped by acid with lingyi last night... I thought there would be no live band wasn't playing, caught me by surprise when I heard lovely guitar tunes being played and though it wasn't the resident band, EIC, those two guys were not that bad. It was jam packed in acid last night, not surprising since it was a Saturday night. I noticed they changed their layout abit. The usual DJ console has been moved to the a la "Friends" couch area. The old Dj area has been converted to seats and quite uncomfortable I might add. Enjoyed a couple of drinks(3 pints to be exact) with nice music,(I got both my dedications played ! hahahaha) chatted a little and we saw this boy of adolescence age trying his very best to impress two new female friends he had gotten to know. Kao I tell you, the amount of crap he was yakking. You got to hear it to believe it. ROFL. I was rather high when we left, no dinner + drinking = always bad idea. So, you get the drift.

Anyway,

Gonna get damn busy the coming weeks. I just realised that I'm working on the 30th ! 他妈的 ! This seriously poses a problem on our celebrations for fishy and gib. Anyone with any bright ideas?

I need to upload pics... hm... lazy to do leh...

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Days of our lives...

= my speakers sing [五月天 - 垃圾车] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =

Not much to say these days... my life as mundane as it can be... Just bought Battlefield 2 for PC and I must say... quite impressive. Reminds me of the good old days of CS... lol. I guess I'm gonna spend countless hours in front of the comp again... then again... no online play... no regrets though... ^^ Also gotten a free installation CD for Maple Story haven't installed it yet... But I'd gone through some reviews and it's basically another smash'em ups. Which reminds me... I need a new keyboard... Ok. I digressed.

Bought a couple of PS2 games today... Changed my Onimusha and it works! Finally! Tested it for like ten mins and the graphics are not that bad. Gameplay wise, typical CAPCOM stuff... the rest awaits... The others were Stella Deus and Juiced. Both works but haven't got the time to play them yet. I changed my W.E. too ! It's all in english ! But... the mofo gave me a W.E. 8 version ! No liveware ! Sucks ! I give up...

Just had a game of mahjong with the guys, won abit with a last min limit but I still don't feel lucky when I'm gambling... argh.

Anyway,

Caught Sin City with mao and michael a few days back. *SPOILER AHEAD* The show though abit grotesque but it got me hooked after the introduction of the first story... It's basically a 3 part mini-story movie with the characters translated from the comic by Frank Miller I think. Bruce Willis was wonderful as usual and Jessica Alba... Fwoh. Damn hot. My most preferred story would be the one about Goldie(Jaime King) and Marv(Mickey Rourke). The torturing was well worth my $8. His mindset of, "Piss me off and you die a slow and painful death" intrigues me. LOL. Call me a sadist, but I would choose over his dismembering of Kevin(Elijah Wood) then to Hartigan(Willis)'s yanking of the yellow bastard's(Nick Stahl) balls. Well, won't reveal much more... if you're a sadist as I am or you'd prefer to watch Jessica Alba shake in a stripper's joint, watch the show. :D
Rating : 9.5/10
P/S: There's a twist in the ending ! Sometimes... the good guys must die.

So I guess that's it for me. Working again in 3½hrs time. Grrr.... Crap. Till I have more crap to yak about... I'll leave you an infamous line from Sin City...

Pounding rain...
dark twisting alleys...
there's no mistaking Sin City.
It's always there,
looking over your shoulder.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Hoegaarden 3 litres !

= my speakers sing [Foo Fighters - Best Of You] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =

Just came home from a combi of Caesars and Beavers. I witnessed someone win home a 3 litre glass of Hoegaarden. OMG WTF ! I WISHED I HAD ONE OF THOSE ! Nevermind. I shall persevere. There's another place that is holding the same contest. I'm gonna cross my fingers and down more pints... LOL.

Just bought Battlefield 2(PC), Onimusha 3(PS2) and an updated english version of W.E. 8(PS2), haven't tested them yet. Still waiting for a break between work and socializing. LOL.

Anyway,

So so tired now. Got to work like in 4 hours time? Argh. 24hours is never enough...

I want to go KTV so bad ~ Any takers? I wanna pool also~~~

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Me see, me buy, me pok.

= my speakers sing [Foo Fighters - Best Of You] = & = i'm feeling... [zany.] =

Just bought the Oasis's latest album, "Don't Believe The Truth". Sad to say... they're not really as good as they used to be. It's more of a laid back soft rock then their usual lyrical slow rock catchy tempo-ed songs.
Rating: ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤

Also grabbed the latest from another great band, Foo Fighters. Titled "In Your Honor", I must say, this latest album has really gotten me surprised. Gone are the days of Learn to Fly and My Hero, when I first heard this CD, the angst I felt in me was released totally. They've really improved since "One By One". Can't really describe more, you just gotta listen to it man. Grab a copy, NOW !
Rating: ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤

Anyway,


Went to simpang just now for supper together with mel, gib, my sis and her beau. Spotted hady at the Shell petrol kiosk and I ran over to him. In all of my excitement, I didn't notice the barrier set up by the Shell staff. 他老娘的! I ran into the chains at the barrier and *Tiang* ! the post dropped. knnbccb ! I swear nearly all of the people at simpang heard/saw that. so malu ~~~ Argh... Nevermind, I shall refrain from getting all jumpy next time I bump into a friend in public places. -_-"

Oh well... more pool tomorrow evening, more worries for my rotting back and for now... more Heineken ! ^^

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Friend?

= my speakers sing [Same as below] = & = i'm feeling... [Same as below...] =


You Are A Fun Friend









You're the one who keeps your group laughing

And you've always got an idea for something fun to do

The party's not complete without you

And you wouldn't miss it for the world


True me?

= my speakers sing [Damien Rice - Amie] = & = i'm feeling... [abit high.] =

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you.
With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.
You think good luck will definitely be yours, someday.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.
You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Love has taught me to lie, life has taught me to die...

= my speakers sing [Damien Rice - Cannonball (Radio Remix)] = & = i'm feeling... [tired yet energetic.] =

And so it is... after a long hard day's work, one should really reward oneself with some good drinking. I got my share, after being played out by me colleague. Met mao at Caesars around midnight. Found out he was drinking from 6pm...(You go man!) till 2am. That's the reason why he's my buddy. Imparted my minimal knowledge on purchasing of a car to a semi-high mao at Caesars since he spoke of the topic. The table next to us were of more fun though... wearing helmets and calling themselves "I'm a dickhead, a big white dickhead." (That was fun. -_-") As an Indian friend of mine said, Caesars has different crowds on different days. How true that sounds. Haven't seen mao this high for a very long time. There's always kipling or Emily to entertain him... ROFL.

Anyway,

So pissed off with DBS prior my attendance at Caesars. Received a new debit card from them and I tried to activate the card... however to no avail. Don't know what the fuck was wrong with the ATM, kept displaying "Transaction NOT ALLOWED". Spent 10mins plus playing with the telephone service till they transferred me to an operator. I think they got pissed with me pressing the wrong commands all the time. Told me to try the shit that was stated on the letter. Tried and failed. The 妈得发哥 moron ended up telling me that their server was going through a "don't know what the fuck" update and to try later at 10am. So much for service.(I wonder if I should write in to complain... typical Singaporeans must complain non-stop. :D) Guess I'll have to try to activate my debit card tomorrow before work... -_-.

Anyway,

Am on my 2nd bottle of Heineken... a couple more to go before I really feel high. I really should meetup with a new friend to go drinking together. Her blog has gotten me very intrigued about her. ROFL? Intelligence coupled with a dark sense of humour. Very entertaining. LOL. I'm yakking man... I should stfu. ;D

Monday, July 04, 2005

A "Poet" Moment

= my speakers sing [Slipknot - Duality] = & = i'm feeling... [sleepy.] =

Plucked this from my friend gaozi's blog... I don't know why, when I read this verses, my heart felt a small tingling sensation...

总喜欢老歌的诗情画意,
言语中眷恋着滋味.
欣赏歌词的简练,
也遗恋着曲子的耐人寻味.
有些歌就像好酒一样,
越听,
越是...
爱上她.

My legs are gonna break !

= my speakers sing [Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter] = & = i'm feeling... [Tired.] =

http://notproud.com/

Cool site.

I'm tired. I need some company. I want to drink !

Friday, July 01, 2005

Sounds of pleasure...

= my speakers sing [Damien Rice - Cannonball] = & = i'm feeling... [full of water.] =

Checked out this new place next to Pool Junction just now. It's a pub/pool place called The Labyrinth by Pool Junction. Tables are of brown color. Drinks are rather cheap. Promotion period 30% off all drinks 15% off all bottles. But the price for playing is around $13.80 per hr. Quite pricey compared to Fusion. I'd still go to Fusion maybe cos 've always been a Fusion fan. Anyway, for you peeps who wanna check the place out, it's located at the 101 Plaza. Near to Middle road and the new NAFA.

Just found out I'm working on Saturday. Bummer. Cancelled my plans all of a sudden. I feel so bad(Sorry guys). Grrr. Another time la ah. Still feeling abit sickish leh. Guess I'll sleep and hope for the best tomorrow. zzz.

On a sidenote,
do they really need to grunt out loud like that for tennis? Especially women's tennis. So stimulating. The grunts they make sound like it should be coming outta a bedroom instead... LOL. Back to Sharapova Vs Venus Williams before I sleep. rofl...