Monday, December 26, 2005

Merry Xmas...

= my speakers sing [圣诞结 - 陈奕迅] = & = i'm feeling... [stoned.] =

Happy Boxing Day !

Spent my xmas at... where else but Caesars. The turnout was ok... the usual suspects together with a few unexpected guests... (Thanks fiona, for turning up. :-D~ and to your friend too. Xinyi or something like that right?) Didn't drink much also... One small and peaceful bottle of black label. Nice to be chilling out with the gang on such a "joyful" occasion. Not to mention the queer celebration we had after... (Of all things, why mahjong?)

This entry came abit too late... so many thoughts running through my mind and wanted to put thoughts to paper... but when I came back home on Christmas day... got too tired and FM-ed instead. rofl?

Anyway,

Just got home from a squad BBQ at Melville Park but "as per normal"... the turnout wasn't very encouraging. Blah. There'll be other days... Really nice to have met up with the guys after... 3½ years? (Gosh, has it been that long?) Time flies when you're having/not having fun. Resignation decision coming real soon... Hm... I ponder... It's easy to say "I'm resigning !" when you know you have so much more on your contract but as the day approaches... your mind will start to wonder again.

Oh well... why think so much when tomorrow hasn't arrived? I guess it'll be 2006 even before I know it. (Contradicting bastard.) *channel surfs* ! Man Utd Vs West Brom! Time for soccer !

And so the countdown to 2006 begins ! I wonder again where the shit I'll be celebrating... rofl... not at Caesars again I hope... Newasia Bar definately sounds more interesting. Anyone interested? :-D~

Monday, December 19, 2005

The End.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =

It's been 30 days since my last posting and to tell you the truth, I didn't even feel a thing. I used to feel the urge to blog almost over everything single thing that I came into contact with. Sad that the feeling's lost now... Guess I never was a blogger but a blog-reader instead. :-D~ Don't get me wrong... I ain't shutting down my blog or something, it's just... well, let's just say my updates would appear not as often as before...

Anyway,

Nothing much has been going on cept the fact that my system is running on a NEW Western Digital 80GB HDD and I've added another 512MB to my RAM which basically means I'm stocked on 1GB of RAM. Also grabbed a SamSung DVD RW. (Couldn't resist it. Bonuses are so evil.) LOL. All I need now is to update my graphics card... perhaps to a 6600 or a x700? *evil laugh*

Still haven't gotten that SamSung E760 that I want so much badly. Been feeling very very lazy to drop by Sim Lim Sq since I've got a gigantic puberty symbol* on my nose. (*Note:PIMPLE) "Grounded" orders handed by myself to myself. It looks so tempting... ... .. ...

Blah... Christmas is round the corner ! As usual, the mood is not there... at least I've managed to get leave on christmas eve ! I wonder where I'll be going... hm... That'll definately be worth an entry... lol.

Anyway,

Time to get back to FM-ing... Been heavily addicted to it of late. The feel of managing your favourite soccer team and buying totally nonsensical players thrills me. Always. Hopefully I'll encounter something worth blogging about soon ! :-D~

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Shock after shock in the sporting world.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =

Drank to my fill last night at my colleague's wedding. His "brothers" were damn fierce. As though they were human beer barrels. Downing everything that we threw to them. The dinner was not that bad... name of the restaurant is "Lake Garden" I think... It's located at Yishun, Orchid Country Club. After the dinner, the gang of us decided to have some K-ing session at Partyworld Shenton Way... I didn't expect to drink again there but as the saying goes, "Once you've started, you can't stop." rofl? Was knocked out cold once I've reached home around 4am.

Anyway,

Following the sad departure of a wrestling great, Eddie Guerrero, the sporting world once again has released shocking news. Manchester United Great, Royston Maurice Keane has left the club. Arguably the best midfielder in the world, he has served the Red Devils faithfully for 12 years. A naturally born leader in the field, he commands respect and has been a solid rock in defence. He never shies from challenges and would create attacking runs that would be a pain in the ass for the opposition defence. Now a free agent at the age of 34, one wonders what he would be considering, continue playing or moving on to a managerial position... But one thing is for certain, the impact he left in EPL soccer will definately be missed. Read more here...

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

A WWE legend passes on...

= my speakers sing [nothing] = & = i'm feeling... [deeply saddened] =

A legendary figure in professional wrestling leaves the world suddenly.




R.I.P.

Eddie Guerrero.

May God bless your soul.

Once in awhile...

= my speakers sing [nothing] = & = i'm feeling... [dead] =

I have a wedding to attend to in 4 days time ! I'm having a very bad case of sore throat ! VAT THE F ! HELP ! How the hell am I supposed to go YAMMMMMM SENGGGGGGG when I can't even scream at the sight of a flying cockroach?! rofl.

Anyway,

My HDDs are being taken out one by one. First my Seagate, now my Maxtor. 60GB, 2 yrs old. partitioned to 20 and 40GB. Never really touched the 40GB and suddenly, one fine day, it died on me. Sad... I'll need to buy a new HDD... (maybe I should throw in a DVD RW drive as well... urgh. temptations temptations... ) Looks like my To-Buy list has increased two fold. I need mornay mornay mornay...

Been resting alot recently... smoked only 3 sticks of fags for the past 3 days. Cool. But saying that I've quit is still far too early. Saying that I've stopped. Ahh... Thats more like it. ROFL?

I needa buy many many PS2 titles ! Theres RE4, Smackdown Vs Raw 2 (God bless Eddie Guerrero's soul.), TH:America Wasteland and a few others. When will I get the chance to go JB~~~ Ah well. Whilst waiting for those shit, I'll get myself busy with F.E.A.R.(Demo) and maybe FM 2006. Heh. Oh well. Bye !

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Harloweeeeeen Party !

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [nauseous.] =

Celebrated Halloween at acid bar with Ngok playing ! Fantastic I tell ya. Mao won a bottle of Belvedere Vodka worth $168 ! Woo hoo ! He took part in some lame ass Halloween party by acid whereby you get coiled round with toilet paper and after a whole roll's been used up, the "mummy" will dash to the bar counter and down a Graveyard. Fastest man wins. Apparently, mao was the fastest. LOL. I broke my principle rule of "NO VODKA" and drank up. Its nice. Real nice. Hah.

I don't know if there are people who read my blog or check it for updates but I do apologize for the inconsistent updating for the past few months... Eversince the downfall of my old SeaGate HDD, really really lost the mood for blogging. heh? Well, gotta work in like 4 hrs time, I'll be trying to find inspiration for blogging again... given the recent spates of bloggers being punished for racist remarks. whatever man. Till next time... when it hits me in the head and I can't help but blog about it... Take care my friends!

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

fuck. (Part 2)

= my speakers sing [same as below.] = & = i'm feeling... [still bastardy.] =

I feel like I've let myself down as a friend.

I hate this kinda feeling.

Fuck this shit.

I need to drink.

fuck.

= my speakers sing [陈奕迅 - 遇见了你] = & = i'm feeling... [bastardy.] =

I feel like a despicable cad.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

time flies and the man ages.

= my speakers sing [Gwen Stefani - Cool] = & = i'm feeling... [bored.] =

I'm officially 23 years and 1 day old. Still feeling too old for my age and the binging and smoking isn't really helping much. heh?

Finally brought my parents to Hainanese St for dinner... I guess it's the first time my sis's current beau had dinner with them. Rather funny when everyone at the table is Hainanese. Hah. It's another one of my own 冷笑话.

Spent the early moments of my special day at Caesars with mao, joseph and fiona. Was a last minute kinda thing. But I enjoyed myself. Really thanks, guys. Last night was at BQ. Yes, for the man who always have anti-ed BQ, I find myself dropping by more often in the last few weeks. Had a couple of drinks with a few colleagues, one of which has his day on the 3rd. Talk about celebrations!

Supposed to be home recuperating today, but mao just called me. I guess it's time to head on out again. :-D~

Sunday, September 25, 2005

I'm back ~

= my speakers sing [nothing] = & = i'm feeling... [extremely tired] =

Here I am, back from my K.L. trip ! Rather enjoyed myself there. Shopped till I dropped at Pertaling St. Not many other places to go to since I was staying at the Berjaya Times Square. It's rumoured to be 5 stars... but the service I received there was definately worth only 3...

1) Does it take 3 days to change a towel?
2) Why are some of the lights in a room faulty?
3) 5 star hotel no cable one meh?
4) Do the chambermaids keep their hands to themselves?

Just some thoughts going through my mind... Anyway, the Monorail was a very "unique" experience... Probably it's cos of the peak hour rush... Let's just put it that I spend more then an hour to get to somewhere 3 stops ahead. Shopping was definately good. Bought 6 shirts, a pair of slippers and 2 lighters... one of which I can roughly confirm is dead. Zzz. Argh, too many things to mention about... the cheap fags, the really "so funny" clubbing scene there, the bargains made at Pertaling... etc etc etc. But I'm really really damn tired. 7 hours of sitting in a bus is not really that comfortable. Damn digicam I borrowed from my Uncle failed on me as well...

Anyway,

At least I did not lose any money as I spent totally under my budget. Changed only S$150 when I had a spending budget of S$200. Nearly spent it all, Left with a couple of RM... Had great food... and on my way home just now... I kio tio-ed a 256MB Imation TB ! HA HA HA ! Now this is what I call "re-imbursment" LOL !

Friday, September 23, 2005

my first...

= my speakers sing [nothing of late.] = & = i'm feeling... [excited.] =

Technically speaking... in 7 hours time, I would be on a coach and embarking on a first-ever... trip overseas(Yay! *throws confetti* ... whatever.). Funny how I used to detest even the idea of travelling and now... I'm so looking forward to it. Though it's just a short weekend get-away at K.L. but... heck, I'm gonna try to enjoy myself to the fullest.

The irony in it all... I never thought I would travel... but someone came along and changed my mind... and the even bigger irony is I'm going to K.L. ... a place that sounds oh so familiar. ah well, that was in the past.

I've been really busy the last few weeks, tight schedule and all... apologies to all my friends whom I've sort of neglected... I'll meet up with ya guys real soon ya? :-D

Till Monday... tata~ I'm off~ to K.L. !

Monday, September 12, 2005

It's been awhile...

= my speakers sing [Oasis - Lyla] = & = i'm feeling... [at peace.] =

Ever since the "death" of my Seagate HDD, I've pretty much lost any mood to blog or turn my PC on. Life these past month has been... pretty mundane. The same old shit day in day out. Having a hectic working schedule sure doesn't help much. What to do... At least I'm going to KL come this Sep end. (Yay?)

Interestingly enough, my drinking problem seems to have improved. I'm not drinking as much I always do... cos of my PS2's company? I don't know... but the urge to binge is coming back again. I used to think that drinking was a way to relief stress and a source of entertainment to have a good time with friends. But these last few months has been pretty different. My mind wanders off to another destination when I'm drinking... Spent many moments staring at empty spaces as though deep in thought whilst my friends make merry in front of me. I don't find drinking as pleasurable as before. It hurts when I'm downed a couple of jugs. No no... it's not about my body feeling physically hurt. It's something in my mind. Something that makes me feel uneasy. Maybe it's those few crap-shit problems again. No car, no money, no love interest, blah blah blah blah blah. But I find myself to be a "bit" more eased when I'm at Acid. Maybe it's the crowd, maybe it's the live band, maybe to atmosphere? Don't really know. This post may sound god damned contradicting. Then again... I am a fucking contradict. So there, bite me.

Anyway,

Gibby-san's off to a place far far away... (not really far but it's outside of Sg.) To a place where horny boys become horny men ! The wonderful island of Pulau the Tekong. And I won't probably see him in quite awhile... since his first bookout, I'll be on my way to KL. God damn the impeccable timing. I guess I'll have to wait for another week more then...

Speaking of which... I haven't really met up with the gang for quite some time now. This re-scheduling of my working shift is seriously fucking my time up. So bloody tired before-during-after work. Where got mood to blog? Hm...

Anyway,

Been psycho-ed down by my friend to BQ recently... I used to be super anti-BQ. Place for mini bengs. But when I visited there a few days ago, didn't seem that bad as compared to last time... Then again, I didn't go to the side facing the river, I went to Circular Rd. Went to a KTV pub with my friend... At least it's not those thats hounded by PRCs, Viets, Thais... You get the idea. Thank goodness I've always made it a point to inform my chiong-ing friends that I do not patronize such entertainment outlets.

It's 2:30pm now... got a office function later at 4... then it'll be BQ again I guess... LOL. My colleague says that my "itch" for such places has emerged. I say its the urge to "bo tar bo lam pa". rofl.

P/S: Some pics coming soon... I'm still mourning over the departure of all my old pics.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Stoned.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [pissed bored.] =

HaloScan is up. Feel free to leave your comments ! :D

I'm getting tired to blog nowadays eversince my bloody old 17GB Seagate crap HDD is damaged. When the hell will I be able to retrieve my data?!?!

Friday, August 12, 2005

Free time and nothing to do.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [bored.] =

I officially declare that my computer has gone kuku again. Admist the purchase of a new power supply that worked... my HDD decided to die on me next. I wouldn't really mind it dying... heck, it's been around since the millenium ! I'm not surprised it expired on me. But... it could have shown me some signs of terminability. Not some weird "Ka ka" sounds during bootup and simply not get read at all. Freak ! Thats also a main reason why I haven't been online recently... I'm just hoping one day that the zany Seagate HDD might be revived for a short while so I can backup my dear photos before letting it finally R.I.P. My photos... they are the only thing on that drive that I cant bear to forgo. It contains all the pictures I have about everything around me ! Damned Seagate shit...

Anyway,

I experienced the best National Day of my entire life ever. I... was working. "Has this cow gone loco?" No... on the contrary, I watched the parade from a view to die for. 22 storeys high up at a undisclosed location(Due to work reasons) I saw the parade from a rooftop ! Sad that my videos can't be uploaded... Managed to get some fantastic shots of the fireworks display. This should be enough reason for me to upgrade my handphone to a much better model... (I no longer smell D500C... it's mixed emotions between D500, E720 and D600... Hmmmm...) Whatever.

I just realised it's payday... what the hell am I doing at home on payday? OMG. I need to go out... Anyone?

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Quickies

= my speakers sing [陈奕迅 - 遇见了你] = & = i'm feeling... [sleepy.] =

Point form entry !

  • Twas my first day on the First Aider Course. Very fun indeed, met my squad leader. Caught up alot of shit with him. Am going to be very happy catching up more with him later...
  • Played some pool with my sis and her current beau, he's pretty good. I like.
  • Saw a break cue I really liked but have to buy some other fuck cue then can buy cheap.
  • Finally got the chance to drive a Honda Jazz ! So cool !
  • Went to Simpang for supper. Had a nice chat with my sis and her beau. Met many friends there.
  • Friend's Lao Peh's office got broken into. Wtf. The security there very bad.
  • Finally found Eason Chen's new song ! Yay. Memorizing in progress for KTV. ^^

There you go. A brief description of what happened to Mr. Cow today. More misadventures coming soon !

Random Pic of the day...

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I'm a dimwit.

Sunday, July 31, 2005

I seriously need vitamins.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [weak.] =

Went to the doctor's the other day... found out that my tonsil problem hasn't really ended yet. My tonsil bed(the place in my throat where my tonsils used to grow), had a thin line of ulcer growing there and it was the root of my fever and sore throat. Got a jab... 98 frickin bucks. From last tues till now... the fever's never been far off. Argh.

Did I mention that my comp blew? Luckily it was only the power supply. Thank god. But I bought the wrong psu initially. LOL. When I was at Sim Lim, the shop assistant asked how many pins I wanted, I had no idea what the hell he was talking about. So I just went with 24pins. When I got home... Dang. My motherboard uses a 20pin psu. Fuck ! So there I was, sick, pissed about my comp being blown and stuck with a wrong psu. I did the next best thing. I took a nap. When I woke up, I had dinner and slept somemore. Figured I could only change the psu the next day. So back to SLS I went and I think they changed a more expensive psu for me instead. LOL.

Anyway,

There was also the BBQ that totally went wrong. A case of bad charcoal. Real bad. Ended up at gib's house microwaving everything there is ! At least we got to give mel a belated birthday celebration. :D

Anyway,

I'm feeling queasy now. I think I'll go do something I've been doing alot recently. Lie down.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

the voice within.

= my speakers sing [silence.] = & = i'm feeling... [sickish with a tinge of loneliness.] =

Some people say... people don't normally say what they really feel. As much as they want you to believe what they are trying to say... 99.9% would be of the truth. There'll always be that 0.01% that they'd wanna hold back. Scheming you might say... but it's just humanity at it's best. I've always wondered, how much trust do I have in people around me? I've been known to myself that I trust easily. But maintaining that trust... Well... I don't know. I find myself losing trust in someone once that person has breached it.

Some might ask, Why this sudden interest in distrust?

I don't know. In a spur of the moment.

I just feel that I can't trust even myself anymore. Cool.

I'm feeling all whiny again...

minor updates...

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [zapped.] =

I went to National Skin Centre yesterday in regards to my rotting back. Damn boring but surprisingly there were other patients whom were rather good eye candy for me to ogle. Queued for like 20mins before seeing my doctor and the best part. It was a bloody kay leng. Wow. A bloody pundeh as my consultant. How nice. ... Speaking their typical trait of ununderstandably english. It was more like a chicken talking to a duck. That was still bearable. Then he told me that I had to get some scraping done. To analyze the pimples on my back to see if they were acne or fungal infection. So there I was, sitting in the treatment room waiting for some ass to scrape my back when suddenly these 2 youths dressed in doctor's robe walked up to me...

Unknown dudettes: "Hi, we're doing our internship here, do you mind if we have a look of how scraping is done?" *flashing broad smile with tons of teeth*

Me: "whatever."

So along came this more senior doctor who told me that he was gonna just squeeze one out and that a little pain would be involved in scraping blah blah... So after he squeezed it out, I felt that it wasn't that bad and I proceeded to put my Tshirt back on when he said, "Lets take another one ya?" ... &($^*(@#%% Somehow I felt the second one was unnecessary but he did just to show those two interns. I muttered chee bye beneath my breath. Then he told me that he would put plasters on the two tiny holes on my body that he just caused. But he changed his mind and decided to apply pressure with cotton buds instead. Right. So after pressing for awhile, he told me it stopped bleeding and blah blah... So I went out of the room, my mom asked me, "How come the back of your shirt red red one?" hm? So I went to the toilet and saw these red dots on my Tee splattered around. Quite obvious even from far. @)$(&*)#&%#)% That bloody SOB ! Ok. Nevermind.

I went back to the kay leng and he told me that I had yeast growing on my back. Suddenly it occurred to me...

Yeast. ( Isn't that something that grows in a chee bye? If so, Doesn't that make me a walking chee bye? heyh? )

I was pondering over this when he yanked me back into the room and told me about my medication. blah blah blah and now I have 5 creams to apply. Cool.

So then I went to meet mel after lunch with my parents at Bedok Interchange, It's been awhile since I had a meal with them outside of home... I should do it more often.

Anyway,

We dropped by Sim Lim and I finally got my thumbdrive ! $30 ! Considering it's for my PS2 only... 128mb can la... Thankfully it works ! Then we went to Dbl O to meetup with gibby-shit. Yes, you heard me. Dbl O. 3pm. It was so bright at Mohd Sultan that I almost couldn't recognize it ! The 17th Bartender of the year 2005 was going on... We saw some mighty fine flairing before we decided to head on home. When I reached home, totally concussed. From 8pm I slept till 11am and I had a fever ! Thankfully the fever's subsided by now... I'm still wondering if I can drink tomorrow... blahz.

So I'm just relaxing at home. Waiting for Gibson's call so we can go do some shopping for tomorrow's bbq/party. Updates after the party ! :D

Thursday, July 21, 2005

life is really fragile.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [absolutely sad.] =

Have you read about the fall from height at Simei that took place today in the morning?

It's really god damn sad.

Yes. I was there.

I'm not permitted to comment more.

But it was really heart wrenching.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Corny to the max.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [tired.] =

我有一个朋友在 Perlini's Silver做工。
某一天,我带她去跟我的姐姐吃饭。
聊着聊着,姐姐就问她,
“你是从实什么行业?”
她若无其事的回答,
“我是卖淫(银)的。”

.. .... ..... .. .. . .. . . . . .... ..

Why does Batman always rescue Malays when they are in pain?
... ... ...
Cos... when they are in pain, they go...
蝙蝠侠!!! 蝙蝠侠!!! (PAINFUL SIA !!!)

.. . .... ... ... ... ... ...... .... . ....

一个三分熟和一个七分熟的牛扒走在路上,
遇见了却没说话就走掉了,
WHY? . .. ... ..... .. . .. . ...... ...

因为他们都不熟(pun 100% intended)