compatibility issues.

= my speakers sing [nothing.] = & = i'm feeling... [relieved and excited.] =

i read this article on how a couple get attracted and sustaining the relationship... other than attitudes and personalities, compatibility will get a couple together... but its how understanding and coming to truth with incompatibilities of one another that will sustain a relationship... come to think about it... ya, pretty much true. if we share the same interests, hobbies, food blah blah, we would have a whole lotta topics to talk about... but if i cannot tahan some of the things she says/do, then she cannot tahan some of the things that i say/do, then how are we supposed to continue with each other knowing that we cannot get over those differences? thats why i feel communication n trust very important in a relationship. understanding incompatibilities will help strengthen a relationship in more ways then one... i certainly hope that she would come to understand me one day... and mayb even fall in love with me knowing the kinda shitty person that i am ! im just hoping that all will turn out fine... not really expecting anything to happen but just hoping... and keeping the faith of course. hah.

anyway,

had a talk with her just now over the above mentioned issues, actually wanted to "say my peace" before i could just carry on with my sad life... but things, i guess, took a twisted turn before i could just let her go like that... no... thats not me. i will put up a fight for something, someone for that matter that means so much to me. since she's always been mentioning that she wanted to take things really slow. i guess instead of down gearing, we've slackened the pace back many notches. not exclusive... no strings attached... i quote from her... just... friends... so i guess i'll b dating her again...(!?) im hoping that she'll see and understand more of me... mayb she'll realise im the perfect/not perfect one for her in the end... i cant see a future, mayb thats wats making me feel relieved... and at the same time excited... thats what she really wants i guess... time to hit the drawing board for lomantico dating ideas! amao was right... females do love courtship... the whole process... who doesn't love to be woo-ed? woot!?