work sucks, i know, you'll be at my show...

= my speakers sing [Five for Fighting - Something About You] = & = i'm feeling... [buzzy.] =

been working hard these few days... at least i feel that im regaining my usual standards... still abit lost at times(cant help thinking of someone...) but little did i expect that problems can find their way to me... to cut the story short, im on the verge of being complained for something that happened during feb 2k5 and which i only got to know yesterday night. wtf ! its a long story... but lets just say that im 50% back to my sharp senses. problem has been solved. *phew* screw work.

anyway,

met up with gib n alvin yesterday... been awhile since the three of us met up. always did enjoy their company... nice conversations about almost anything... went for some pool and a very sumptous billy bombers dinner. ended up at caesars(as always.) and mao actually rushed down from work just to drink for an hour ! crazy alcoholic. nowadays, having free time is so much different from last time... i used to be able to think of something to do almost immediately when i have the free time... now, its like... im free... what to do? i'll get stoned and lost. then my mind starts wandering into the abyss again... blardy sia go n call her up on her standby... @&*$@*$% oh well, it is her work. (still in the stages of getting used to.) ahhhhh... she should be back by now... really missing her. guess im sortta lost now...(dont worry, im still evolving within myself. scares you doesnt it.) still must wait till tomorrow then can see her... argh. guess i'll go look for my mistress. *wink* *wink* rofl.